I WANT A DSLR!!!

mommy daddy.... >.<

this is after the post below. lol

UNDERGO-ING MAINTANENCE

kena marah for making the stairs end up this way. >.<

now my walss are coated with a light shade of apple green.

VERY LIGHT. you barely see it. =.=

those are not workers.
they are my granpa and dad.

RANDOM

lam being lam.

Des being Des.

ain't this just magnificent?

took it on LDP while waiting for bus.

i lazy write today. just upload photo only.

REPORT CARD DAY

haha. boon chang and siva.

parents.

candid siva. xD

AFTER SCHOOL PRACTICE

walao eh, no one stayed back man. only me and tian ming. so sad.

hui qing put me aeroplane.

but quite cool cause the whole building very quiet.

upstairs band was empty.

school field was yelling free.

ahh~ ideal practice hours.

chun-ted. the music-files-fan.


teehee. my sockings. xD

RANDOM

aint this just so breathtaking?
i snap it while i walk out of gu zheng teacher's house.

GREAT SHOT. ^^


ain't the dark effect cool?
SS



macam an universe. like a planet.
a planet of amusement. =)

xX O.o Xx

wats your problem?

hmmm....

kinda in my own thoughts this day...

you don't see that don't you?

i'm good in hiding my true self. ^^

i can be hyper when i'm depress.

i don even know wat i'm thinking anyway.

i find myself weird...

pathetic somehow.

but hell wateva...

having headache and flu this few days though...

but i manage to pull it off..

well actually..

now i come to think of it.

lam's like the only one who see me quiet.

haha.

but no.

i ain't emo.

i'm just down.

not down actually.

i just a hard-thinker.

it proves i have brains.

but sometimes i wich i don think that much.

nowadays.

i feel lifeless.

what did i live for?

what am i suppose to do?

why can't stuff go my ways?

though i have answer to some of the question.

i refuse to accept the way it is.

again, this ain't emo.

gah.

you wont understand.

i abandoned my diary for quite some time already.

first because i seldom spend my time on my table being free.

but the main reason its that i dono wat to write.

many things happened but i dono how to put it...

how to write it.

i think i last written on....

i forgot liao.

haha.

these days were basically all concentrated on solo competition.

i stayed back 3 days straight (plus tml) already.

quite cool huh? ^^

tml report card day.

dad taking.

he just came back.

hope pn.chua will shut her mouth for once.

wasn't paying attention in class.

didn't understand physics thoroughly.

add maths, bio, chemistry all together.

especially the stupid electrolysis.

made me dizzy.

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i'm 100% sure no one read the above statement.

including you.

BRAVO!!

i shall now keep my blog dead as always.

till then...

xX wtv Xx
pathetic.

ps: i don understand. is that still important?

pps: do i still care?

I'm in my own world today.


as if never had school.

never had homeworks.

never had competition.


i feel unattached from the world.


i'm in my own thoughts.
and my thoughts ain't pleasant.


that's why i didn't like the feeling.
at all.

xX emo? Xx
nah.....

FUIYO...DAYA TAHAN OTOT!!

lol. stand in bus for an hour again today. sad case.

having stomach ache sommore.

i was like must take bus early today so no need stand.

lol.

THAT HONG KEN LAH.

conned me to chat with him.

make me forget time.

lol. >.<

anyways.

kena punished by mom just now.

to practice my gu zheng everyday for at least half an hour.

SAD LAH.

HOW LAH LIKE THAT.

everyday practice di zi liao.

whole day in school sommore.

so freakin tiring loh.

haihs.

who ask my exam to be at the same week as my competition.

mom pissed liao.

i'm forced to not just practice.

BUT ALSO PAY THE EXAM FEES MYSELF!!!

200 bucks leh.

i 'boh lui' man.

T.T

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OH YA.

any PMO-ians want to stay back with me on either monday or tuesday??

tell me k?

thx.

xX insane Xx
sakit jiwa. xD

:::**:::'':::'''{( Wii ^^v )} ''':::'':::**:::::

That day go Tropicana Mall with mommy.

my purple PUMA trousers. ^^

Then eat at Food & Tea.

the seats very cute and comfy.

(lol, this pic like stalking ppl)

haha. eat this until i damn full.

Then went for movie.

YOU NOE WAT?!?!

mom and sis sat at behind.

then...

i sit at the 3rd row infront. hahahahhahah

SYIOK SENDIRI!!

lol. the screen damn big.

actually neck wont feel pain loh.

cause the seats quite big.

so like can lie down.

very SYIOK! xD

seats are red in colour.

Then went inside this GamersHideout shop at random.

and mom asked for the price of Wii. O.O

quite cool cause mom asked it herself. O.O

Wii. ^^

so there's this package you buy everything, like the full set is 900+.

THEN THE MOST EXTRAORDINARY THING IS!!!

mom say its freakin ok!!!

cool~

hope mom will buy it. ^^

then i can SS. ^^

ps: mom wants to lose fat with it. haha. thats the initial reason.

the cover for PSP.

DAMN CUTE!!!

lol

NO GIRLS can resist the temptation of HELLO KITTY. X)

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haha. quite cool right? i put so many pictures. xD

cause Wenn say its surprising for me to put pictures in my blog. =.=

proof her WRONG.

lol. i kia su.

and to proof my blog is freakin not DEAD. >.<

so yes, i'm working on a HARRY POTTER post.

still in draft. not close to finish.

BUT WHEN IT IS DONE!!!

you will be surprise....

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH..... *evil laugh*

kk lah, this is enuf.

PROPER UPDATED!!!

xXtuu tuuXx

wink twink -.o

i forgot my hotmail password....

lol.

i forgot my secret question's answer..

lol lol.

but i'm signed in.

if i'm sign out now...

i cannot sign back in.

lol lol lol

sad case.

xX T.T Xx
i forgot my password

UPDATE!!

blogging....

TOLD YOU MY BLOG NOT DEAD!

sign off.

xX blogging Xx
i updated! xD

90th posterina!!!!!!!

lol. 10 more to 100. come on!!!!

owh ya, did i forgot to mention i really ain't sad?!?!?!?

haiyo, why you peoples don believe de.

=.=

i noe i'm not that good lah.

i accept the offer. haha

xX^^Xx
10 more....

Indeed...

about AGM..

if you wanna see the list i'm sure other PMO-ians blog got it.

actually i didn;t want to blog out the true feelings i have to say for this AGM.

but somehow after reading Qing's blog. i had the guts to write it out?

plus i'm trying to make myself sleepy...

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i got asst. treasurer. =.=!!!

i actually forgot to mention to the f5s' the LAST thing i would wanna be is TREASURER!!

oh man. =.=. how could i forget.

anything other than that would be better you noe?!?!??!?!

gah, i suck in money management.

collecting the PMO fees during my di zi leader times drove me nuts already.

now i'm suppose to manage the WHOLE PMO'S money??!?!?

gosh. you peoples must be kidding.

the noobing in money thing is wat made me cancel accounting out of my life career. =.=.

lol. >.< wat can i do xP

...................................................................................................................................................................... now, the real part lah kay?

hmmm.... asst. treasurer is definitely not the post i wanted nor expected for.

i was aiming for vice president or 副首席.

i did not aim for these just so i can be a top 6.

as in, i really like to lead.

if you see my personality test or my zodiac signs..

it clearly mentions i like to lead. this is not about whether i can or not okay? i'm just telling.

after being the head of a few projects.

i really do like to be heads and leaders.

and in my opinion( you may not agree ), i did a fairly nice job.

BUT!!

i can assure you.

when writing this post and after my name being announced as asst. treasurer...

I WAS NOT SAD NOR DEPRESS!!!

you noe why??

its not because i wasn't dissapointed as in i don hold on my aim.

but its because....

I EXPECTED IT.

i had enuf mental preparation for this.

lol. maybe its because i can see and predict this.

not because i think i'm un-potential.

but because i can interpret wat people are thinking. (in a way)

if you are lam lam, you noe wat i mean.

but since you are not, i'm not telling you.

and because XXX( one of a f5) told me everything they discuss about me in their meeting.

so i actually knew the results days before its announced.

and knew the reason too.

so...

if i did not have any preparation for this. i seriously may break down on saturday you noe?

but really, i wasn't acting or fake smiling that day.

although i may not agree everything of the list.

but i'm very happy Hong Ken is the President.

very happy Desmond is the vice president. ( i'm not joking )

very happy Hong Jian is the 首席.

very happy Joo Lin is the 总务. ( ^^ )

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others whom i did not mention is not that i'm not happy that you got that post!!! seriously!!! don misunderstand!!!! >.<

its just that i'm very happy for the above and still happy for the others. =)

ps: for hui qing, you are still my music talented conductor in my heart. no offence for the others.

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oh ya, although i did not get the post i wanted.

i'm still actually really happy and satisfied and contented that few of you guys wanted me to be one of the 首席.

yes, i really am. at least i noe i'm not useless.

but actually i wanted to be the vice president a bit more.

because i don think i'm good enuf to be 副首席.
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i really should be trying to sleep already.

i may edit this post tml.

ITS FREAKIN 2.15AM!!!

oh man, how am i going to school?!?!?!?

&#*$^(#*&$#)&*$

oh man, if i don turn up tml. its probably because of this.

xX asst. treasurer Xx
lol. you must be joking. xD

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its 1.22AM and i'm still here.....

i have a feeling i'm will not feel sleepy for at least an hour more....

Omigosh.... how to go school tmL????

o.O

geez... actually my mind quite blank now.

i wanted to write about something just now.

but i changed my mind.

so...

i shall end the post!! ^^

xX aimless Xx

geezz....

::*::{{ POOL PARTY- PMO F4 GATHERING}}::*::

it has been long since i had so much fun.

i love my form(PMO).

i love all my frens. (seriously)

i love DESMOND's house. ^^

..yesterday was a blast...

..EVERYONE was awesome..

**aww... i miss yesterday already**

i shall elaborate next time. i promise a long post for you guys. ^^

xX PMO F4 Xx
existing strong bonds that cannot be describe.


ps: my blog is NOT DEAD!! >.<