10 things i did in 2010

10 things i did in 2010

1. had my spm

all the 10 subjects was definitely horible to study. but thank god its over. honestly, i wasn't happy happy as i tot i would. i'm just glad its over. (:

2. graduated from both CHS and PMO

5 years passed in a blink of eye. but it was definitely not short. in 5 years i have 5 books of diary haha. immagine how many things happened.

graduating from CHS wasn't that much of a thing. one thing that i've regretted is, not mixing well with my S4-ians. i used to hate it so much. and it wasnt until when everything was almost gonna end when i found love in this class. i love you guys, and sorry i slept in class everyday. ;D

joo, lam, charmaine, wan ning, yi wen, khin khuin, siva, boon chang, woon khai, lie keat :D

PMO, haha. watching seniors installation every year. always couldnt wait to be in their place. getting presents. and the-all-so-sadness talk. but when it was my year, i din cry? o___o

nonetheless, everything happened here. happyiness and sorrows.

i couldn't thank my form enough. fav memories had to be our f4 camp. (: bersatu padu.

3. PMO CONCERT

;DDD overall it was fun. although stress and tiring something. but definitely memorable.

staying up late doing posters, tickets design. made me despise photoshop. but the end product was satisfying. at least for me. (:

how cool is it to see your design on a BIG banner hanging in school!

on thousands of tickets!! hundreds of magazine. its just too cool. ;D

and got hong ken phobia, hahaha. see his name oso sien. xp

pmo concert night was great. but i enjoyed the sien he zhou practices too.

looking back, everyone was together. everyone oso you know. its once in a lifetime opportunity to know such a great family. ^^

4. made some real good frens

loyalty. its the most important thing in life.

quality is more important then quantity.

lu yao zhi ma li, ri jiu jian ren xin. ;D

theres the outing kakis, jay, des, han.

lam cannot forgot oso. sit together in class 2 years. ==

OH YA BF JOO. how we became 'couples'.. was a rather stupid story.

and thats joo and i skype-ing at 3am. x)

wenn, 5 years and going strong.

and many others, and lets not list them down.

love them forever, seperation after high school aint gonna change a thing. ;D

5. SPORTS DAY

its the first time i actually parrtiiiccippaateed into sports day preparation.

not to mention i scored my FIRST MERENTAS DESA MARK after 4 years. xD

no. 115. laughable by others, but it didn't come by easy. xp

and stayed back on sports day eve.

going there as a total nobody. but ungu-ians were really nice.

found that i'm actually capable of doing last minute works. xD

and thanks to jia ling, serina, nan long, yung ping (:

6. TROLAK-ed

our f5's annual pmo camp. wasss horribblleeee!!!!!

haha, no. it was just damn scary.

threw me in forest at night, ask me walk ON A FREAKIN STRING!! deng. =="

but then, not bad la. haha. at least now i've tried them. xp

thanks to rong sheng for being my guardian. serving me a full plate of food, teman-ed me in the forest.

sorry to my mortal jia yi for being such a sucky guardian. haha.

7. straighten-ed my hair and wore contact lenses

was the 2 decision i never regretted making. although by now. my hair started growing and curled. but oh well. ;D

contact lens was less troublesome. at least i need not wipe my glasses when its dirty. or pushing my glasses up when it slides down my oily nose. x)

8. NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN AT DES'S

okk laaa, this should have been first. the order is allll wrongggg D;

klcc fireworks was spectacular. and its the first time i count down-ed with frens. (:

too bad i cant do this in 2011. D; haha

9. celebrated my 17th birthday with the ultimate 4

wenn, hui, yc, gerald.

wheeeeeee~ >

ok la, with wye ming also. kar chun? kai chun? dono. xp

at 1U mcd. with cake and song. ;D

although it was exactly 1 month AFTER my birthday. xp

10. treasure-d my family

thank god we're still together. good health and happy always.

family is priority.

those were the 10 significant things i did in 2010. (:

cant wait for 2011. :DD

i still can't believe concert's over...

its like a dream.. everything is...

gosh. i miss my fellow pmo-ians and the hectic days. T^T

Kai Hui's principle

you noe wat?

i've found the root of all sorrows.

=D

well its not money...
=="

no not exams..
Z.Z


its a 2 letters word...

so? no

he? no

me?? no no


no? NO LAH. z.z

*get on with it*

its....





IF!!!!


lol.
seriously la. ==

you see,

whenever you start getting sad and worried over stuff..

whenever 'he' keeps popping in your mind..

whenever regrets eat your mind...


its always something to do with IF.



IF it hadn't been this way..

IF i didn't do so...

IF i didn't acted that way...

IF only i tried harder..

IF only i was her...

IF only he realise...

IF i'm the only one...


SERIOUSLY LOH. ><


aisheh, i've no idea why am i making this so informal. ==

i just feel pathetic right now.

AIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

tired feeling pathetic.. haha.


now... i'm....
not to say happy... (happy for wat)
not to say sad... (sad for wat ==)

but i'm acceptably moody state. =D

ok, maybe i don't seem moody. haha.


oh well, at least now...

there's no more IF in my dictionary.


its.. all crushed......


its a good thing in long term.. =/

thus thus hence hence..

now that my IF is crushed.. i've got no one to fantasize. ==


now my fantasies has a faceless male character. haha.

sad.





when can i see the face?

see you happy..

i also happy liao la. xD


i don wan to be among the bunch that cares for you.
cannot let you have all the fun. xP

oh well, you happy i happy...


weeeee~~~

ok lah, maybe not entirely happy... =/

but getting there. =)

OMG MAN. i found this is my draft. like 102983712937 years ago thing. damn wu liao la me. xD

Grass and I

..

i won't turn back to eat the grass.

since its already behind me,

and i walked passed it,

why turn back.

and i won't waste my time thinking of how tasty the grass behind is.

since i can't eat it already,

think no use,

why go miss it.

i'm sure there'll be better grass infront.

i'm gonna see some better grass infront,

i'm sure i will,

why not?

even if i turn back to eat the grass.

i still need to leave the grass one day,

if i was to leave it,

then i shall leave it,

the reason to make me move forward,

and the reason to make me ditch that grass behind,

will happen again and will still be there no matter what.

why not just make up my mind and leave it.

i'm gonna meet some better grass.

when its that day,

i'll tie the lovely grass on my back..

and carry it, moving forward...

together. x)

THE END

i don understand why i still care for you anyways... zz

msn wait you on,

wait you off.

zz

you mister is the reason why my online time increased! x(

zz

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

zzzz

i don't like ppl calling me by my surname.

its not that i don like my surname..
as the matter in fact i'm proud that my surname is 胡 Wu. seriously.

i just dislike ppl calling me by it, don't ask me why.

and this is for you hui qing. zzz

and secondly, my name is wu, not wooo.

i don't find it funny nor cute. == zz

zzz so stop quit calling me wu.

ps: dono how tell you directly, you keep thinking it was funny. zz.

i'm tired of being angry.

i'm tired of being jealous.

i'm tired of being depressed.

i'm tired of being disappointed.

i'm tired of being forgotten.

i'm tired of being used.

i'm tired of being fake.

...

i'm tired of being tired.

and i'm tired of you.

I've had had enough.

i'm sick and tired of all these.

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

IF YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO RECENTLY SEE ME SAD.



ITS NOT ABOUT THE PREVIOUS FREN PROBLEM LAAAAAA.



man, talking about clarifying. so hard clarify.



the previous post WAS to clarify nothing between me and him jor lahh dude.



the recent sadness has TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with him.



get it Qing? =/

ps: the posts b4 the previous post, posted when i private my blog.. the annonymous... ALSO NOT HIM. ==

pps: but i can still use some yao yao bing and sugar. xD

Must...

Clarify...

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To those who knows..

though very little do, but, for those very little ppl, you seem not convinced. ==

about the particular fren i have problems with.

ITS TOTALLY FINE NOW!! ><

sometimes i find myself weird. lol. i memang am. xD

i wasn't joking nor acting during the few months when i was sad.

because i don't. ==

and i'm not someone who would go all sad and depress for normal stuff.

and if it wans't that important to me, i wouldn't have told you anyhow...

but it seems that, now (let him be A) A is totallllyy like uhm.. normal to me?

i mean its hard to believe in just a month or so that there's totally nothing going on.

no hard feelings.

i'm perfectly fine that we're not that close anymore.

since the issue that make us have our cold war is permanent.

and i wouldn't want it to happen again.

SO, i rather go back to normal normal frens.

and i'm also ok with the fact that we're not talking or msn chatting.

no biggie dealie. xD

okok, its not that i'm someone who doens't take frenships seriously.

i'm not 花心(frens kind of flower heart).

its just that wat done is done.

and i'm taking it in perfectly.

that's fate perhaps.

if it wasn't for this cold war.

i maybe won't be so close to the close frens i have now. x)

hmmm...

actually after both of us had confessed...

that particular day...

on our real intentions and reasons..

the dead knot seem to untangle finally.

all along, the only reason i've been so depress about it,

is because of the word IF.

if i hadn't be so harsh.

if he had only ask.

if i took the first step.

if only he cared.

if only one of us make the first step.

the word if forbids me from getting out of the depressment.

what an evil word. xD

thus thus hence hence, lol, after all the problem solving..

this case finally close jor.

i took off the mobile phone thing he gave me.

the ONCE precious little thing. lol.

i wouldn't let something that carry no meaning hanging around my place.

from the day that string broke, it was meant to be took off. =)

=) I'M BLESSED.

i have frens that cared for me now.

YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU. lol. (fill in the blanks yourself la. haha. don need me tell one.^^)

a lost of a fren brought me so many others. its a blessing in disguise afterall. ^^

..

everything is related.

it affects one another.

no this no that, no that no this.

there's nothing you can do about it.

other than accepting it.

well,

that's fate.

that's life.

and you'll need to learn to love it.

rather than living in the past.

and trying to change wat you can't.

*this is an unemo post (:*

musiciousity~~

KOEWOKIKASETE!!!

lol. hmm?

i've decided to reopen my blog.

zzzz.

actually i never closed it down anyways. xD
i only made it private. lols.

and only invited qing and des to read. ==
(not because i only want them to read but practically because they are the only 2 who requested an invitation and the ONLY 2 to realise i've privated my blog) ==

...

now why change my mind upon making it public again?

awww come on, what's a blog for if you want no one to read!! LOL.

that would be a diary instead of a blog. xD

and i wouldn't post anything too secretive since my darkest secrets i don even tell my closest frens. ==

lolness. and as you can see, after i've privated my blog, the entries that i written still make the person i'm talking about annonymous. haha.

so yea. ^^

....

ps: if you see this post. lolness, tell me. xD i want to know who still reads my blog. haha. =)

i only wanna tell YOU about my bad mood.

because i think you would be the only one who cared and understand.
and then reply me with the words that will ease the pain. =/

no see you online i also lazy tell anyone else. sigh.

...

crappy post.

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argh, the heart-pain-chest-pain-can't-breathe-pain appeared again. ><

since when did i start crying after songs....

...

i would be really happy if i would cross your mind before you sleep.

at least it means i'm part of your life.

Mom Me

you noe the old man, who always lingers around our neighbourhood?
the bald headed wan ar

the wan always sit at the lorong there?

yea, he was lying and the padang's bench these days, you noticed?

not really, why?

*hahahaha*

why? wat happened? =D




he died.


firstly, my mom didn't laugh because the man died but because..
somehow when my neighbours told my mom about the incident, in a very weird way...
which makes my mom find the WAY OF TELLING funny? i dono.
nevermind that.


man, when i heard that he passed away, i was so shocked wei.
my mouth was opened in astonishment.
my heart literally dropped into my stomach.

i don find any bit of it as a laughing matter.


he's an homeless old man who always sit at the lorong beside beside my house,
who never seems to bother me when i walk pass him to go tuition.
(other than making me feel a bit scared)


mom say he would begged for money,
but only accept anything more than RM1.
you give 10 bucks he don wan one.

only RM1.


sigh.


i dont seem to be able to deal with death.
i'm lucky and blessed to not deal with death matter until now. *thank god*

but i noe i'll have to face them one day.



perhaps the old man will be better in another world,
being homeless and poor must have been hard for him.
and i believe he had a sad past.


no matter.
may he rest in peace.

Whenever i'm thinking of you,
i know you'll never know.

i wonder if you would think of me sometimes,
and i won't know about it too. ;)

haha.

Those facebook status are not meant for him....

ITS FOR YOU DUMBO! ==

yiish.

most of the time when i say it doesn't matter,

it really does matter a lot.

.....

but what's the freakin use of letting you know that?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i dono how start leh.
see that des keep bloody here bloody there. polluted my mind.
okok.

gonna blog about trolak loh... must contribute to pmo mah. hahahaha.

if wanna read schedule and those stuff de, go read that tian ming's wan lah.
haiyo, write until report like that..
*but he everytime also write like that de lah.* =P

okok.

KAI HUI's version

1st day

reach school dance.

12.30 go out bus no come.
WAS DAMN WORRIED MAN!!!
that bus driver sommore so pissed. kesian hong ken.
say will delay an hour. :O
teachers sommore stand there keep blaming us oni, talk talk no do things. ==


bus came


icebreaker. go say ' XXX if you love me, please XXX '
oOOooOo... DAMN SWEET MAN. xD
1. desmond find jia hui
2. tian ming find shiin yi
3. chuen hong find weng hei * but attempt failed, he come find me in the end. ==


grouping i grouped in LA
zi xin, tian yoon, mei en, chun hoe, melanie, jia yi


GA darn funny, i randomly picked a paper, and then i open....
then i read... then i see.... and i see 胡凯慧 ==
i was laughing like mad. xD
then when i pick a paper again, i got 嘉毅
== i same group with him sommore.


my guardian damn good, for 3 days, he..
1. gave me a bottle of 100+
2. a packet of sweets
3. help me take a FULL plate of food EVERY MEAL
4. give me desserts
5. feed till me fat
6. help me take luggage
7. night walk teman me all the way, except when entering the forest.
8. every night send me a sms ' 晚安美女' xD

my guardian is 荣森. ^^
谢谢帅哥

NIGHT WALK

damn scary lah this thing.
there's TWO2 things i fear in life. AND THE MOST FEARFUL ONE IS

DARK!!!!

eh, dai lou, i don even dare to sleep in a dark alone man.
when the my house black out, i scared until i cant scream man.
iish.

was damn scared lah, almost fang qi.
along the way, was holding 启耀's hand and 荣森's hand.
holding 启耀's hand is like holding a lil bro's hand.
(but i was raelly more frightened than he is==")
holding 荣森's hand like holding a normal fren's hand
( i neither feel protected nor safe)

SO! IN CONCLUSION.
if you wanna noe whether a guy is right for you.
go hold his hand and go to a scary place. xDDDDDDD

thats why i say night walk very suitable for couples. hahahah


2nd day

wake up. dance.

damn stupid lah. i myself oso blur blur de.
@.@

station games i photographer. run here run there.
iish, tiring.


HIGH ROPE!!

another stupid things.
i mentioned earlier that i fear 2 things in life.

NOW HEIGHTS IS THE 2ND THING!!!!!

stupid trip, put 2 of my uttermost fearful thing inside the trip. ><
i reluctant to go up loh.
almost gave up and fake fake say i finish dy.

and the mosquitoes there macam no suck blood b4. now my leg still itches.

desmond and jia hui temaned me to be scared. xD

jia hui went up, cried a bit?
des leg trembled, but did no harm, except when coming down, the frogman almost flew up. haha
zi ling cried.
jia ying cried.

hui qing pushed me up.

the first part of the rope i not scared lah. but 2nd part. ><

i like don dare look down loh. i look straight only.
stupid chuen hong keep shouting down there. i was like SHUT UP!! ^^
but managed to walk pass it lah, though very slow and trembling.=(

then i almost couldn't jump off the rope. haha

hui qing say tian ming scared of heights, say must look at him from down there.
mana tau, he walk darn super fast, tipu saje.

hong ken lagi funny, LAST ONE TO GO UP.
haha, des was like pulling down the frog man when he came down, and the frogman couln't stand dtill on the ground. hahaha.


TALENT NIGHT

zi xin damn stupid lah. ahhaa.
best actress!! xD

stupid GASTBY PRINCE.
though we got 3rd for the group placing.
but i'm glad everyone enjoyed it( i think )
especially for zi xin stuck horse on stage. xD



3rd day


OBSTACLE COURSE.

quite fun lah. especially the crossing water wan. damn fun. xD

the shake shake board thing almost kena me during single crossing.
i have no idea why it shaked so much. lan and joo lin was laughing like mad on the other side.
sommore i last one.

stupid joo lin, laugh laugh laugh, after i helped you cross the water part. =P

then pack

then go home.

......................................THE END................................................

ok lah, i noe mine damn short.

lalala.

at least i put effort to write one. xP

after that day, banyak ppl sick.

including me. ==

fever next day. =(

till then

TATA

=S

please DO NOT check back my blog.

good if you don't. bye