1 day before Terengganu....

i dono how to put this actually. lol

i have MANY MANY thoughts in my head but how to put in in words? lol


firstly, i shall mede this statement as clear as possible.

you may have think i should be somorehow good in a way after staying back praticing all these weeks ( or maybe not).

but i hereby assure you that, you TOTALLY WRONG. lol


i was never a talented musician. i don learn fast.

so i should actually aplogize somehow to tan jie for being such a slow learner.

but YET, i'm really happy with the improvements i made this 3 days of marathon practice due to your teachings.

i could never had reach this point ( thought this point ain't high ) without you.

' got tan jie liao, not need wen zhun' haha



anyways, i'm pretty much not having any aims rite now.

aims?

nah.

having not reaching your aims is depressing and dissapointing.

although i want to enter semi final as much as possible.

but i'm prepared for the worse.


STILL!!

i'm gonna do my best.^^


shall elaborate soon.

AFTER THE COMPETITION.


shall go pack my luggage now.

i'm gonna turn my cupboard into a messy one.

lol. shalalalal~

GOOD LUCK TO ALL CHS, PMO PARTICIPANTS!!!

GAMBATE YO!!!!

AND TO MYSELF

AJAJAJAJJAAJJAJAJAJAJAJAJA

xXconfidence Xx

it actually exist?

1st day of my 3 DAYS PRACTICE MARATHON!!!!! *ajajajaja

teehee. holidays.....

for me, my holiday starts at night.

why?

here goes....

wake up at 7.20.

8am leave home with mommy.

approx 8.20 reach school.

run few rounds around the field.

sit down. rest.

warm up. basic skills.

hong jian come.

tan jie come.

slack.

practice.

slack.

practice.

........*the same thing repeats

lunch at 12.

digesting...

practice.

slack.

practice.

slack,

....*goes on still

leave PMO at 5pm with others.

take bus.

home. ^^
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WARNING

i strongly believe that NONE of you guys read the above statement.

but people....

GIVE ME FACE LAHHH!!!

read a bit lah.

dpn lyk that, see words then don read.

hurt my feelings only. T.T

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lets see. hmmm....

its nice to have a teacher accompanying you when you practice.

can point out mistakes mah.

but i keep slacking. haha

don wan choi him. xD

too baddd.....

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I'M DONE!!!

i mean this post.

although after this 8 hours marathon(what tan jie calls it) i'm not physically tired.

but MENTALLY tired.

fuuu~ fuuu~

almost slept in bus.

MY MISSION TOMORROW

1. emphasize my second and third page.

2. slack less

3. don DON listen to tan jie. haha

4.

GET HOLD OF TAN JIE'S HANDPHONE!!!

i suspect he has a girlfriend.

xD

but he shy shy, don let me see her photo.

SO!!!!

WHEN I GET HOLD OF THAT PHONE!!!

MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

xD

bye peopleS.

xX 1st day Xx

which means 2 days left.....

1. From now on, you can't tell lies.
okay?

2. Are you ready?
=.=

3. Think back six months ago, were you single?
yeap. i always am. ^^

4. What do you carry with you at all times?
my brain. unlike mon yun. ahahaha

5. When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
sometimes yea, sometimes no. 0.o

6. How are you feeling?
normal.

7. Is something wrong right now?
yea. i cant manage the first movement of my competition piece.

8. Are you mad at someone?
now? nope.

9. What's on your mind?
how to answer this question. xD

10. Are you jealous of someone right now?
nope. i don get jealous easily.

11. Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
yeap! haha. i think someone gave me as bd pres way back in primary. i use it to save my coins. xD

12. Do you want to start over with anyone?
how do i actually start OVER, when i never ever did start b4. xD

13. Do you know if anyone likes you?
i doubt it.

14. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
yea.

15. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
eat my dinner.

16. True love or 1 billion bucks?
dono. it depends. haha

17. Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
yea. a good friend of mine.

18. Anything you would change about your life right now?
yea. a bit i guess.

19. You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
a treble clef. uhm, my hand?

20. Could you cry right now?
huh? no lah. wth

21. Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
RARELY. and its never stuff related guys.

22. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
depends on what that thought is. haha. but its often.

23. Are you okay with the life you live?
somehow, yea.

24. Last person you told a secret to?
my Lam Lam. ^^

25. Do you like hugs?
see who hugging me lahh. =.=!!!

26. Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
nope. for now.

27. When was the last time you cried?
i dont remember. >.<

28. How much money did you spend today?
2 bucks.

29. What are you sitting on right now?
computer chair.

30. Who's the last person you IM'd?
wat's IM'd??? O.O

31. What's something you really want right now, be honest.
get into semi-final or even finals without humiliating myself. and get good grades in the 3rd exam. ^^

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
unsatisfied. but i'm gonna live with it. haha

33. What did you do yesterday?
stuff i repeat every single day.

34. Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
of course not. but i'm sure the PERSON who is holding my biggest secret now will not bocor it. RIGHT *insert name*????

35. Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
yeap. no wait. it depends on how unhappy i am. so its not EVERY single time.

36. When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
recently. but i forgot when. xD

37. Is someone on your mind right now?
because you asked. someone just came across my mind.

38. Whose birthday is coming up?
MINE!!! and jia yee's. ^^

39. Were you happy when you woke up?
i'm emotionless when i wake up. i only want to go back to sleep.

40. What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
=.=normal.

41. What's the last thing you ate?
vegetables from dinner.

42. Are you easy to get along with?
i guess so. but this is not something for me to answer. =.=

43. Ever cheated on someone?
cheat on wat?

44. Who is the last person to send you a text?
i don wanna say this. later ppl start the stupid rumour again. xP

45. What are you currently listening to?
When you believe by mariah carey. and assorted classical musics.

Due to some technical error, we'll jump to 47.

47. I love you.
o.o

if someone tells you,

he or she had never made any mistakes in his or her life,

he or she must have never tried anything new.

OH NO!!!

WHY is ZI XIN & HUI QING fighting?!?!?!?

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INTENSE TRAINING PART 2: 1 week countdown

well its actually specifically 2 weeks countdown but i made the last week...

NOT a week. lol. so...

PEOPLE READ THIS

*those who are in the competition

well, the only reason i put in effort in this competition is because i don want to do something that i would regret later.

and i don like to be regretful.

if really, i couldn't enter semi-finals.

i don wanna be saying,

'i should have practiced that part more. haiyo. why was i slacking. T.T'

at least say,

'gah, at least i tried.'

so yea.

WIN with PRIDE,

LOSE with DIGNITY!

lol. plus, this is a once in a lifetime opportunity.

why so??

because 4 years from now. i may not be concentrating on music that much and spent less time on practicing.

or maybe not. ;p

so its impossible for me to enter a DI ZI SOLO COMPETITION again rite?

but, since i cannot foresee the future.

might as well just hold on tight on what is given to me now.

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for those who are thinking of quitting the competition now,

its the same theory.

DON'T REGRET!

if you didn't even try it.

how will you noe the results?

why keep on saying that since you would lose, so might as well just quit?!?!?

do you wanna regret?

looking back in time one day and regret that you should have at least enter and try this?

thinking you might actually have chance to enter semi-finals?

*well maybe not

BUT AT LEAST YOU TRIED!!!!

you noe how it feels.

so what if you did lose?

no harm done right!

no one would be laughing.

' haha you loser, semi-finals also cannot enter'

you are a failure when you don even try.

don say TRY as the matter in fact.

'TRY' is for LOSERS

'DO' is for WINNERS

*quote terry tee

DO IT!!

if you think you are not gud enuf,

going competition is just gonna embarass yourself.

then practice from now lahh!!!

like what tan jie said. the last 2 weeks may just be the time when you would push yourself to your limits.

so people....

when you are thinking of quitting now.

THINK AGAIN!

NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE

IMPOSSIBLE is NOTHING

winning is not the main purpose to consider when you enter a competition.

it is to make you practice more and see improvement

see what you can do

=)

xX regrets Xx

useless

看不到你， 我会想你!


找不到你，我会着急!


你生气我真的会在意!


你伤心我也会难过!


如果没有了你，我的人生就没有了意义!


这些你都明白了吗!

傻丫头!



<<天使街23号>> vol. 4

THURSDAY.. ahh~

Thurday...

the only freakin day i need not stay back in school.

only one out of five school days.

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actually these days of practices got little little tiny winy bit of improvement.

but wat the hell...

i cannot play a nice, correct ribbatto

=.=

sad case lah. although i've only been practicing for it for like few days.

but still.... T.T

it sounds like trembling or not natural enuf more than ribatto. *boohoo

wanted to consult Gerald and Ley Kuan...

but they made no difference.

thx though. sorry lah. i quite stupid de. hard to teach. xP

cause tml which is a friday Tan Jie not coming.

next week he come teach.

next NEXT week is COMPETITION ALREADY.

wat the heck. so freakin fast man.

NOOooooOOOOo......

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one more thing lah.. two actually....

i've been so concentrating on di zi solo competition.

did i also mention i have my grade 5 Gu Zheng exam 3 days b4 it?

lol

owh. did i also mention i never practice for it.

so did you noe i'm actually very dead??

lol.

how bout the exams right after compeittion.

hahahahahahhahahaha.

im going to be mentally challenge soon. xD

till then.

xX Gaga Xx

crazy.

INTENSE TRAINING part 1 : 2 weeks countdown

well its not actually intense. not close to it anyways.

still quite slacking lahh.

die lah lyk that. T.T

lets start with..

1. STAYING BACK

stayed back everyday except thursday because i have tuition.
4 hours of time but only like 1 hour of practice.
WHAT?!?!??!
sorry lahh....

slack here slack there... TIME FLIES YOU KNOW.

sommore sleepy de mar...

oh well, its better then nothing. but its freakin 2 weeks.

wat the hell.

2. HEALTHY LIFESTYLE

- have my breakfast everyday. simple ones lahh.
but like since standard 5 i like never had breakfast one loh.

form 1 form 2 i wake up late de mah, straight away lunch.

but then form 3 form 4 none at all.

so yea, my stomach a lot of problems de lahh.

but since having breakfast everyday i see CHANGES. ^^

- sleep at least 6 hours a day.
I TRYING MY BEST LAH!!

i'll try i'll try.

>.<

- not eating or drinking any freezing cold stuff.
as you can see. i broke this rule numerous times.

but at least not as often lah.

but still....

because less cold drinks will decrease stomach problems and smaller chances of nose sensitivity.

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i dono why am i posting this up.

i noe this has frankly nothing to do with recent events.

i try lah.

see this weekends i got mood to blog or not lah. hahahhaha

tata~

xX GAMBATEH Xx
ajajajajajajjaa... >.<

100th POST-ERINA!!!

* like finally.. =.=
* and NO i'm not making this post special

2 WEEKS LEFT ONLY AR!!!!

FREAKIN 2 WEEKS WEI!!!!

WTH MAN!!!!

my confidence level is like negative value man.

i don think i could even make it into semi -finals.

teacher say its possible for me to enter semi-finals.

BUT HE SAID POSSIBLE only!!!

a bit depressing lahh...=.=

i know my standard lahh....

wat to do??

PUSH MYSELF TO MY LIMITS THIS 2 WEEKS LOH!!!!

mommy wanna use liao. bye.

xX damn worried Xx

someone give me confidence. T.T