eunice

200812 : Eunice 

I would never have thought.. the first comrade*cough* i would meet after NS( Nasional Service ) ..

to be.. Eunice!!! :D

(After approximately 1 and a half year)

Nono, i don't mean we were not close! We were. Still are.

But we were definitely not the closest. 

I would say during NS, i have only 2 closest besties. and only 2.

Mei Yan and Wen Yi.

If you actually read my previous post on them.. we 3 were so close that i feel like i owe them too much.

way too much.

( Both of them are from my dorm and Charlie. Eunice is from Delta.and normally is difficult to be real close to ppl from a different company. )

But the thing is.. i haven't met both of them.. up till now.. after NS. D:

All sort of reasons.. WY lives very far. 

and with just me and MY meeting up.. sort of leaving out WY.

but that can't be the reason.

distance cannot be the reason.

Eunice works in SINGAPORE! 

she's an air hostess.. she technically travels all around the world 24/7.

And she lives in Batang Kali when she's in Malaysia.

And yet.. she's the first. 

she's the first to take a huge amount of initiatives to meet me.

even after tonnessss of fail plannings.

so all in all.. i'm very grateful for her. :')

I remember during NS, i said to her, 

"aiya, after NS we sure forget each other d"

"i mean, i don't think we're gonna actually meet each other"

She confidently replied,

" WON'T LO. i won't forget you wan. i will go find you. "

And she did. :') 

I'm not pointing fingers at anyone here.

i still love the others who didn't meet me. or should i say, i didn't go and meet them?

My 'Mom' in NS, came KL to study. and she lives just in aman suria. yet.. we didn't meet.

sho sad.

Conclusion: If you always have friends that are giving you all sort of reasons why they cannot meet you..

even after asking them out a lotttttt of times.

 ask them to try harder. :p 

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Anyways, Eunice asked her bf to drive her to 1u. *just because i said Timesquare is way too far.. altho nearer to her* nawww...

(tbh, i was sort of worried at first. because i mean, we haven't meet each other for so longgggg.. and i don't like awkward silence)

turns out.. it was actually.. fun. O.O

We were just the same, we talked about all sort of stuff.

she telling me all the idiotic passengers she has to deal with on flight.

and all sort of gossips.

and i telling her about my college stuff.

We went shopping.. bought shoes and.. sanitary pads? LOL

no awkward moments at all. :)

i love her.

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recently i've been reading a book, The Secret.

halfway through though.

And i'm on the chapter of 'Gratitude'.

I'm grateful for a lottttttt of things in life.

But that's not enough.

somehow, although my brain recognise this thought.

but my heart isn't, i ain't sincere enough.

I do not feel it. 

After i've finish the book (in a few days i hope) i'm gonna practice it this sembreak. ^_^

I'm so grateful for having a friend like Eunice who would come and meet me just a day after she reaches malaysia, all the way in 1u, and previously keep planning for this outing to work.

Little things in life warms my heart. simple thoughts of others is what i'm grateful for. 

and i would try harder to return these kind doings to the others. 

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Heh, actually i'm in the process of writing my personal statement.

( which is still a piece of blank page =_______= )

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i don't wanna go back to college so soon. ):

Saw this picture on fb.

and i got

TIME, FREEDOM, POWER.

yes.. yes.. those are precisely what i need. although i do still need a lot others.

but the first i saw was TIME.

took me a few seconds to find the other 2.

MY UTMOST DESIRE IS TIME. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

which takes me to an abrupt ending here. bye.

*off to stare at the blank page that i should be filling in. DDDD:

AUG

Meadow no Shoujo

Shameless self promotion first. ^_^
I've never really promoted my photography website here.. have i. O.O

 A recent shot i took of ChLo at the Broga Hills. :)

For more of the photos i've taken.

Do visit the link below:
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Okay, so where was I.
Ah yes, I've abandoned this blog for quite some time haven't i? ):

But I'm free now, and i'm back in action. :D
Sembreak started for about a week now, which means 2 more weeks left. D:

Just got my sem2 exam results, but we'll skip that part first. XD
*screams in agony* thinking about the 2 papers i'll have to retake. X.X


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F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

I've wanted to blog bout this for quite some time now, but didn't have the time.. and the mood. :P

Few weeks ago, i was having a sort of emptiness feeling inside.

I didn't know why.. I was having a good time.

sem2 exam ended, sem3 just started off, homework loads weren't that heavy.. yet.

Not having any particular sort of stress since my study mojo mood was turned off.

Had great fun with college mates. real fun. we went to the Broga Hills.

...

BUT I STILL FELT EMPTY.

i questioned my self numerous times, and i thought i'm just being emo. =_=

..

Until i met.. them..

my highschool friends.

I always thought i wasn't that particularly clingy to my high school.. stuff.

I mean, i continued my life pretty well.. 

adapted to my college life. found great college friends and is having quite a blast.

sure i would think about them once in a while, but i thought i could live without them.

well.. actually.. i can. 

BUT.. they're a part of me that i can never remove whether i like it or not.

THAT WAS WHY I'M FEELING EMPTY.

that part of me needs some feeding. in a way. XD

YC, Wenn, Gerald

I miss them so much that its not even funny.

i've never had a bunch of friends i could laugh with from the 1st second we meet till the last. O___O

I must say form2 was definitely an awesome year.

Wenn is the girl, that may not be with me all the time, we may not chat all the time, we may not hang out all the time, we may not miss each other all the time..

because we're such good friends, that we don't need all those. O_O

We can be on hiatus for a long period of time and it would be still the same when we meet up.

Gerald.. he may have gotten on my nerves shooo many times.

but im always grateful of knowing him.

We couldn't have laughed so much without him. XD

and i say that as a compliment hahahahha i guess. :P

YC completely utilises gerald to generate maximum laughter. hahahah

and Brunei can never be so rich without him. ;) *inside joke*

Zi Ling, Han, Lam2

late night yumcha at Snowflake

oh and mon yun is the photographer.haha

I've not seen them sho longggggg that even i am surprised. o.o

i didn't even know zi ling went aus until.. recently. =_=

And she's so camera ready.. all the time. XD

Sudden visit to ex-Lao Po's house just cause i miss her. haha 

She's leaving to china to study medic soon. :O

I'm actually surprised by the no. of friends going to study medicine. 

or maybe i shouldn't XD

Sing K at Neway with PMO-ians.

I would say the session is tit bit too short. ):

Zi Xin

My mommy ^_^ 

finally returned her her orange jacket.. after.. 3.5 years. :D

Jia Hui, Mon yun

They all macam no change at all one lo. o.o

Jia hui being just as sampat, if not more. =_=

and MY being monyun. LOL. but perhaps with more brain. :D

Wan Ning's.. farewell? at Daorae, Taipan.

we all knows she's coming back m'sia.

but when we finally get to meet her.. she's going back. =_=

Nevertheless, quite a chilling meet up this is. 

Ironically, i got close to my 5S4 friends.. AFTER I've graduated. O.O

Well just so you know, i'm sort of anti social when i was in F4 and F5.

basically i just slp in class all the time *Hence the Class Sleeper title*

and only wake up to ponteng, go PMO practice, and.. go home. :)

So it is indeed kinda weird.. or am i the only one feeling this way.

We actually had this steamboat dinner that day for charmaine's farewell.
or should i say 'they', cause me and KK were 2 hours late... HE'S FAULT.
so anyways, i was talking so happily to those ppl i've almost never talked in class..

then.. sudden realisation..
me and you, we've never chatted like this before. :O
and we're supposed to be HIGH SCHOOL friends..

Okay, maybe you don't understand me. but nevermind. ^_^

Conclusion: 
I felt truthfully sincerely sho sho happy inside out after meeting all of them. i mean.. there has been almost 2 freakin years i havent met some of them. 

And that was when i understood..
Carrying on with life, living without someone.. does not mean in any way,
that that someone does not occupy a certain amount of significance in your heart.
and that's what matters....

So to all of you, considering many friends of mine are flying or have flied to overseas..
we may not see each other that often in the future.. 
but when you think of me once in a while (hopefully you will (: )
Do not ever think i've forgotten you, thinking i've left you behind, 
doubting your significance in my heart, doubting our friendship.

Because once a friend, forever a friend. :) 
true friendship never fades whether you like it or not.
You carry them forward, along with your life, whether you realise it or not.

true friends are indeed irreplaceable. 

Cheers! :D

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So first week of sembreak has been spent rotting at home. which is enjoyable nevertheless.
'Doing nothing is indeed doing something'

Im suppose to start on my personal statement actually. and i should construct a to-do-list.. just in case.

Hope to have more fun this sembreak. :D

Signing off here.

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Auf wiedersehen. :)