Indeed...

about AGM..

if you wanna see the list i'm sure other PMO-ians blog got it.

actually i didn;t want to blog out the true feelings i have to say for this AGM.

but somehow after reading Qing's blog. i had the guts to write it out?

plus i'm trying to make myself sleepy...

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i got asst. treasurer. =.=!!!

i actually forgot to mention to the f5s' the LAST thing i would wanna be is TREASURER!!

oh man. =.=. how could i forget.

anything other than that would be better you noe?!?!??!?!

gah, i suck in money management.

collecting the PMO fees during my di zi leader times drove me nuts already.

now i'm suppose to manage the WHOLE PMO'S money??!?!?

gosh. you peoples must be kidding.

the noobing in money thing is wat made me cancel accounting out of my life career. =.=.

lol. >.< wat can i do xP

...................................................................................................................................................................... now, the real part lah kay?

hmmm.... asst. treasurer is definitely not the post i wanted nor expected for.

i was aiming for vice president or 副首席.

i did not aim for these just so i can be a top 6.

as in, i really like to lead.

if you see my personality test or my zodiac signs..

it clearly mentions i like to lead. this is not about whether i can or not okay? i'm just telling.

after being the head of a few projects.

i really do like to be heads and leaders.

and in my opinion( you may not agree ), i did a fairly nice job.

BUT!!

i can assure you.

when writing this post and after my name being announced as asst. treasurer...

I WAS NOT SAD NOR DEPRESS!!!

you noe why??

its not because i wasn't dissapointed as in i don hold on my aim.

but its because....

I EXPECTED IT.

i had enuf mental preparation for this.

lol. maybe its because i can see and predict this.

not because i think i'm un-potential.

but because i can interpret wat people are thinking. (in a way)

if you are lam lam, you noe wat i mean.

but since you are not, i'm not telling you.

and because XXX( one of a f5) told me everything they discuss about me in their meeting.

so i actually knew the results days before its announced.

and knew the reason too.

so...

if i did not have any preparation for this. i seriously may break down on saturday you noe?

but really, i wasn't acting or fake smiling that day.

although i may not agree everything of the list.

but i'm very happy Hong Ken is the President.

very happy Desmond is the vice president. ( i'm not joking )

very happy Hong Jian is the 首席.

very happy Joo Lin is the 总务. ( ^^ )

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others whom i did not mention is not that i'm not happy that you got that post!!! seriously!!! don misunderstand!!!! >.<

its just that i'm very happy for the above and still happy for the others. =)

ps: for hui qing, you are still my music talented conductor in my heart. no offence for the others.

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oh ya, although i did not get the post i wanted.

i'm still actually really happy and satisfied and contented that few of you guys wanted me to be one of the 首席.

yes, i really am. at least i noe i'm not useless.

but actually i wanted to be the vice president a bit more.

because i don think i'm good enuf to be 副首席.
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i really should be trying to sleep already.

i may edit this post tml.

ITS FREAKIN 2.15AM!!!

oh man, how am i going to school?!?!?!?

&#*$^(#*&$#)&*$

oh man, if i don turn up tml. its probably because of this.

xX asst. treasurer Xx
lol. you must be joking. xD