Hohoho....

lol. i practically slept through the whole day of christmas.

this year mom lazy make western dinner. so i end up eating chinese food(vinegar pork) with a glass of sparkling wine. so weird.

normally get to eat chicken chop or wtv.

anyway, at night went 1u to drink Coffee Bean. hahahahah

ps: we initially wanted to go SS2 to drink de.

so i wore shorts and a simple shirt with a SANTA CLAUSE HAT!!!!!

but then baru noe SS2 de coffee bean close liao. so mom went to 1u.

WITH THAT FREAKIN ATTIRE. lol

i NEVER wore shorts to 1u b4. sommore wear slippers only.

AND THE HAT.

if you see me in 1u, take note that wasn't me. xP

din see much ppl wearing hats this christmas. no feeling liao.

wtv lah.

oh ya guys, rmb to remind me next year, this exact day, buy a santa clause beard for yi xian. he say he will wear to the mall. ok? thx. x)

Going Malacca tml till Sunday. will miss a lot of OD practice. Li Yin is so killing me. i haven't went any. xP

sorry la! don scold don scold.

it was a sudden decision to go back. i was actually going tml de.

had to go back because got something to deal with. >.<>

so, shall end it here.

Merry Chrismas

to non-christian friends and christian friends.

lol

ps: merry christmas Christine Cheah. hahahah.

Greetings from me and my family

to whoever reading this.

and,

A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

xX SNOW Xx

white white white.... ^^

=)

i;m not going to blog anything about the competition until i have mood to write my diary.
lol. my diary must be so pissed for not touching her for like sice school holidays.
hhaaha.

the competition was like a dream.
i was so nervous yesterday night, and now i'm lying infront of the com.

everything seems like a dream. so fast, so hard to recapture everything.

well, as i said i'm not going to say anything b4 i write. or not it will be like copying an essay into my diary. hahah.

btw, we got number 9.
not exactly the prize we expected. but i accept the fact.

we all tried, and i appreciate evrything.
i found out, i cannot live without PMO.

-end of msg-

xX=)Xx
i'm still gonna upgrade myself.

ps: competition ended. but the eart world is still spinning. musch to do still. ^^

Tension...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
tml rehearsal liao lah.
scared scared ar!!!!!!!!
friday semi liao lah!!!!!!!!!!!

die die die die liao lah....

health getting better doh.*touch wood*

2 more days....

TOo TOo TRaiN....

haihs....
haihs....

i'm gonna flunk the competition...
T.T

these days practice still cannot breathe smoothly...
its already hard trying to play my part in this freakin condition...
now CC is blabbing about i not flexible enough to keeping up his pace... =.=
and getting my tone right...

WTH.
SHARKS lah wei. Haiyo.....

how to concentrate ar....
MOMMY HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

haihs haihs haihs.

shucks shucks shucks.

3 more days....

=.=

WTH. i don't understand those ppl that can stay at home wandering around whole day and call it fun.

to me they are the weirdos, to them i am the weirdo... =.= blah

shu-mei me

still going school everyday?

yea

aren't you bored?

psL not the exact conversation. but something like that. lol

i so not agree lo. i think home is like the boredom.
today is my PMO holiday, well i did do much stuff. considering cleaning up my filthy room for 5 hours. well thats a lot. but, now i'm still freakin awake and staring at the monitor.
computer nothing to do also.....
well, because i don watch drama, and play on9 games. which i considered those as time wasting stuff and is for lifeless person. sorry yi xian.xP

i damn eager to return school tml for my practice. despite of the scolding i get from seniors and teachers. and the 7 hours practice. well i still prefer going school. =)

now the most important thing that concern me is that, i haven't recover. T.T i still get nose blocks and my lung still hurt sometimes. still need to eat the disgusting antibiotik and another dono wat medicine. lol. pills is so hard for me because if you dono, i can't swallow pills. lol. tablet phobia. so terpaksa open the capsule case and pour the powdery substance into water and swallow it down. and i assure you, antibiotik taste very bad! i almost puke for the first time. haiz, people pray for me i don get nose blocks!!! i can't breathe with that= i can't blow di-zhi with that.

anyway, for the cleaning part today. since PMR i did to cleaning.
1st time: 2 bags of rubbish. 1 box of papers.(for recycle purpose)
2nd time: 3 bags of rubbish. 2 box of papers.

and i'm not done yet.lol. you can get the image how dirty my room is. and not to mention, dusty too. i had to wear a mask while i clean. lol.

ok lah, i see that this post has enough boring words liao. i shall end here to prevent you from clicking the [x] button up there. Ciaoz.

xXtitle-lessXx
wateva.. anything....

ps: pray for not having nose block. especially on competition.

talking about competition!!!

there's is only 9 days left!!!!!!!!!

OMiGosh!!!!!!!!!

AIM FOR FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*not so greedy to aim for champion. lol.

9days countdown......

yesterday night...

i dreamt that i was....

dead......

...
...

horror filled throughout my soul.....

worries start to pour into my mind....

...
...

now...

i can't participate in the coming competition....

i haven't even get my PMR results.....

i haven't witness my awaiting destiny....

my ambition to be a professional in science field is crushed into pieces.....

my dreams and hopes are all ruined for good....

...
...

i cannot die right now....

no..

no....

no....

i can't afford this to happen....

...
...

i was in deep sorrow...

...
...
...

i woke up from the frightful dream....

and i look around my room, still covered with night darkness...

it took me 10 seconds or so to realise....

i wasn't dead...

...
...

it was a very weird sensation to find out i was not dead...

i couldn't describe the dreadful feeling i went through that moment....

it was like waking up from the dead....

...
...
...

i'm truly blessed and is grateful to be still alive

xXtreasure your lifeXx
live life to the fullest....

....

here's a post dedicated to yi xian....

yi xian....

i just found out......

YOUR 'YOU SUCK' POST IS GONE!!!!

sice i don have a history post where ppl can read my older post.....

i'm gonna tell you....

YOU SUCK

as always....

xX wink Xx

Wink wink... -.0