:)

okok.. after some so many countless emo post...

not that many emo post la! zz

i shall share my happy day with uuuuuuuuuuuuu x)

:D

i wish everyday is like todayyy x)

morning morning wake up, still in bed...

i received a call from LAM LAM!! :)

ok la, she initially just wanted to ask me if i could teman her go school help pmo unload the instruments.

which yee wei alrd asked me and i told her i couldn't because i've got work. ):

BUT.. me and lam ended up chattinggg a bit bit la. a while. short but nice. x)

its great to catch up with your long lost fren.

hung up after i told her i have to get ready for work xD

then i go room on radio and put on some relaxing music. and it INSTANTLY made me feel...

HAPPPYYY :D

the sunshine was great.. room was considerably warm...

you noe when you just have this tinge of feeling.. knowing today is gonna be a great day.

YOU JUST NOE IT. its like... sixth sense or something xD

i noe its gonna be great but i didn't noe how great it would be. x)

i left house i headed to work. on the way.. i saw...

MRS TEH !! x)

my fav english tuition teacher whom i've been with her and her husband since standard 2 till form 5.. thats very long. ==

very happy to see her and happy when she say she's proud of us few for getting A in english. i still felt a bit disappointed for oni getting A and A2. ): oh well :D lets not spoil the mood ><

totally unexpected to meet her anyway.

then today work i had a day off from doing add maths. i had to buy breakfast for teacher, print notes, type notes, and type the JUNE list. which took the whole day. and chatting with my teacher's fiance was damn fun. she's damn nice i tell u. very comfortable to talk to. :)

after work, had dinner with mom and chatted a lot.

then i bathe, fumble around, and end up here. :D

....

OK its not those happy-have-fun-whole-day kind of happy. not such and such of outings with fren or something. its just a simple simple happy contented day.

especially when you started off happy first thing in the morning. the second you opened your eyes. xD

the weather was great btw, it rained last night. :)

you noe how when you had your day so fun with your friends. that you got so so so tired at the end of the day. and you suddenly felt a bit emo? not emo emo, just tired emo. yeah.. i don like it. i just felt the noisyness of the day accentuated the lonliness of the night. i don like it.

i like random happenings. the one you least expected it. and some hanging around buddies like going for a movie.. sleepovers.. and basketball :D

not those you hang around with not so close frens when you walk whole day around the shopping mall not knowing wat to do.. especially when you have to take a long journey back home. ==

SUMS IT ALL UP. i like today. :)

hope you have a great day too. ^^

love myself... HAHAHA xD

when ppl starts to ask me.

what you gonna study?

where you gonna study?

after that wat you wanna do??

zzz

reading fb post about who and who got wat and wat scholarship.

its a bit frustrating.

because i've got none.

sometimes i really wonder,

i know i'm not lousy. i'm around average i think. but is that enough?

there's 1023718293701928371928370192837109283791283718293791283701982371 aka infinity ppl much much much better than me. getting good offers such as scholarships and perhaps.. job offers is really minimal.

i dono wat to do with my life. its much more than just studying hard.

fml.

i believe in friends forever..

but not best friends forever.. :)

ps: unless one day i can prove myself wrong. which i certainly wish to. :D

when that day comes, which is when i'm old, i'll blog about it. hahhaha :p

pps: actually.. i don even believe in best friends. LOL. ok, nvm.. i meant close to best frens. :)

i thought that was the end of my ultimate bad luck day.

but i realise it just only got started....

just now that post i was just plain angry.

now i'm actually feeling depressed.

the feel of cant breathe.

suffocating.

helpless.

strengthless.

weak.. and very weak.

i just tasted and am tasting them right now.

i cant be as optimistic as i always have been.

whenever i'm sad, i put all the dhamma quotes i have learnt into mind. but i guess i cant do them this time.

i'm in such a dilemma. and no one can help me with that.

i'm not feeling sorry for myself. it has nothing to do with myself.

i'm not typing this out because you can help me.

then i dono wat i'm doing.

i think i need slp.

MY LUCK SUCKS MAX TODAY D;

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morning morning nothing one. wake up. go kumon. blabla.

then go sunway pyramid. EVERYONE SAY I FAT JOR DDDD;

nooooooooooooooooooo

i mean. srsly, when kk said it, i like yea meh. then bf and honey oso say so. ... damn

fine. i'll forget bout that.

then, wait.. this part cant write on blog. xD

after that, got home, I BROKE MY NAIL. MY THUMB. HOW PLAY GU ZHENG.

DAMN STUPID WEI. I WAITED 1 MONTH AFTER NS FOR IT TO GROW. AND NOW... ANOTHER MONTH?? AND IT HAS TO BE MY THUMB. WTH

suan

then i go fb. A LOT PPL GET SCHOLARSHIP. AND I GOT NONE. very sien ah.

i'm deemed to be a failure. wth

THEN

i msn. NO ONE ONLINE. i mean. ppl that i can crap about. i need ppl to talk to when i'm in bad mood... AND NONE OF THOSE PPL ARE ONLINE! epic fail..

HAVENT FINISHHH

THEN

I TAKE BATH.. NO WATERRRR STUPIDDDDDDD

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

deng deng

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

...

ok.i'll stop being a brat and stop the whining...

PEACE.

must go read dhamma books to stop the emoness

bad mood is normal. srsly

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make a choice and never look back (:

Waking up to find another day, the moon got lost again last night.
But now the sun has finally had it's say. I guess I feel alright.

But it hurts when I think and when I let it sink in, it's all over me. I can't help but just lie here in the dark. I wish I could watch you sleep but it hurts too much. And all I know is you've got to give me everything, nothing less cause you know that I'll give you all of me.

I'm giving you everything that I am, I'm handing over everything that I've got. Cause I wanna have is true love. I don't ever wanna have to go or to give you up but I keep staying up till four in the morning & the tears keep pouring. I just want to make it worth the fight, what have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on lets do it right, all I wanted was to know I'm safe, I don't want to lose the love I've found. Remember when you said that you would change? Please don't let me down. It's not fair how you are, I can't be complete, can you give me more?

You know what I need, just save all your love up for me. We can't escape the love.