I would never have thought.. the first comrade*cough* i would meet after NS( Nasional Service ) ..
to be.. Eunice!!! :D
(After approximately 1 and a half year)
Nono, i don't mean we were not close! We were. Still are.
But we were definitely not the closest.
I would say during NS, i have only 2 closest besties. and only 2.
Mei Yan and Wen Yi.
If you actually read my previous post on them.. we 3 were so close that i feel like i owe them too much.
way too much.
( Both of them are from my dorm and Charlie. Eunice is from Delta.and normally is difficult to be real close to ppl from a different company. )
But the thing is.. i haven't met both of them.. up till now.. after NS. D:
All sort of reasons.. WY lives very far.
and with just me and MY meeting up.. sort of leaving out WY.
but that can't be the reason.
distance cannot be the reason.
Eunice works in SINGAPORE!
she's an air hostess.. she technically travels all around the world 24/7.
And she lives in Batang Kali when she's in Malaysia.
And yet.. she's the first.
she's the first to take a huge amount of initiatives to meet me.
even after tonnessss of fail plannings.
so all in all.. i'm very grateful for her. :')
I remember during NS, i said to her,
"aiya, after NS we sure forget each other d"
"i mean, i don't think we're gonna actually meet each other"
She confidently replied,
" WON'T LO. i won't forget you wan. i will go find you. "
And she did. :')
I'm not pointing fingers at anyone here.
i still love the others who didn't meet me. or should i say, i didn't go and meet them?
My 'Mom' in NS, came KL to study. and she lives just in aman suria. yet.. we didn't meet.
sho sad.
Conclusion: If you always have friends that are giving you all sort of reasons why they cannot meet you..
even after asking them out a lotttttt of times.
ask them to try harder. :p
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Anyways, Eunice asked her bf to drive her to 1u. *just because i said Timesquare is way too far.. altho nearer to her* nawww...
(tbh, i was sort of worried at first. because i mean, we haven't meet each other for so longgggg.. and i don't like awkward silence)
turns out.. it was actually.. fun. O.O
We were just the same, we talked about all sort of stuff.
she telling me all the idiotic passengers she has to deal with on flight.
and all sort of gossips.
and i telling her about my college stuff.
We went shopping.. bought shoes and.. sanitary pads? LOL
no awkward moments at all. :)
i love her.
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recently i've been reading a book, The Secret.
halfway through though.
And i'm on the chapter of 'Gratitude'.
I'm grateful for a lottttttt of things in life.
But that's not enough.
somehow, although my brain recognise this thought.
but my heart isn't, i ain't sincere enough.
I do not feel it.
After i've finish the book (in a few days i hope) i'm gonna practice it this sembreak. ^_^
I'm so grateful for having a friend like Eunice who would come and meet me just a day after she reaches malaysia, all the way in 1u, and previously keep planning for this outing to work.
Little things in life warms my heart. simple thoughts of others is what i'm grateful for.
and i would try harder to return these kind doings to the others.
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Heh, actually i'm in the process of writing my personal statement.
( which is still a piece of blank page =_______= )
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i don't wanna go back to college so soon. ):
Saw this picture on fb.
and i got
TIME, FREEDOM, POWER.
yes.. yes.. those are precisely what i need. although i do still need a lot others.
but the first i saw was TIME.
took me a few seconds to find the other 2.
MY UTMOST DESIRE IS TIME. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
which takes me to an abrupt ending here. bye.
*off to stare at the blank page that i should be filling in. DDDD:
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