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Meadow no Shoujo

Shameless self promotion first. ^_^
I've never really promoted my photography website here.. have i. O.O

 A recent shot i took of ChLo at the Broga Hills. :)

For more of the photos i've taken.

Do visit the link below:
http://musiciousity.deviantart.com/

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Okay, so where was I.
Ah yes, I've abandoned this blog for quite some time haven't i? ):

But I'm free now, and i'm back in action. :D
Sembreak started for about a week now, which means 2 more weeks left. D:

Just got my sem2 exam results, but we'll skip that part first. XD
*screams in agony* thinking about the 2 papers i'll have to retake. X.X


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F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

I've wanted to blog bout this for quite some time now, but didn't have the time.. and the mood. :P

Few weeks ago, i was having a sort of emptiness feeling inside.

I didn't know why.. I was having a good time.

sem2 exam ended, sem3 just started off, homework loads weren't that heavy.. yet.

Not having any particular sort of stress since my study mojo mood was turned off.

Had great fun with college mates. real fun. we went to the Broga Hills.

...

BUT I STILL FELT EMPTY.

i questioned my self numerous times, and i thought i'm just being emo. =_=

..

Until i met.. them..

my highschool friends.

I always thought i wasn't that particularly clingy to my high school.. stuff.

I mean, i continued my life pretty well.. 

adapted to my college life. found great college friends and is having quite a blast.

sure i would think about them once in a while, but i thought i could live without them.

well.. actually.. i can. 

BUT.. they're a part of me that i can never remove whether i like it or not.

THAT WAS WHY I'M FEELING EMPTY.

that part of me needs some feeding. in a way. XD

YC, Wenn, Gerald

I miss them so much that its not even funny.

i've never had a bunch of friends i could laugh with from the 1st second we meet till the last. O___O

I must say form2 was definitely an awesome year.

Wenn is the girl, that may not be with me all the time, we may not chat all the time, we may not hang out all the time, we may not miss each other all the time..

because we're such good friends, that we don't need all those. O_O

We can be on hiatus for a long period of time and it would be still the same when we meet up.

Gerald.. he may have gotten on my nerves shooo many times.

but im always grateful of knowing him.

We couldn't have laughed so much without him. XD

and i say that as a compliment hahahahha i guess. :P

YC completely utilises gerald to generate maximum laughter. hahahah

and Brunei can never be so rich without him. ;) *inside joke*

Zi Ling, Han, Lam2

late night yumcha at Snowflake

oh and mon yun is the photographer.haha

I've not seen them sho longggggg that even i am surprised. o.o

i didn't even know zi ling went aus until.. recently. =_=

And she's so camera ready.. all the time. XD

Sudden visit to ex-Lao Po's house just cause i miss her. haha 

She's leaving to china to study medic soon. :O

I'm actually surprised by the no. of friends going to study medicine. 

or maybe i shouldn't XD

Sing K at Neway with PMO-ians.

I would say the session is tit bit too short. ):

Zi Xin

My mommy ^_^ 

finally returned her her orange jacket.. after.. 3.5 years. :D

Jia Hui, Mon yun

They all macam no change at all one lo. o.o

Jia hui being just as sampat, if not more. =_=

and MY being monyun. LOL. but perhaps with more brain. :D

Wan Ning's.. farewell? at Daorae, Taipan.

we all knows she's coming back m'sia.

but when we finally get to meet her.. she's going back. =_=

Nevertheless, quite a chilling meet up this is. 

Ironically, i got close to my 5S4 friends.. AFTER I've graduated. O.O

Well just so you know, i'm sort of anti social when i was in F4 and F5.

basically i just slp in class all the time *Hence the Class Sleeper title*

and only wake up to ponteng, go PMO practice, and.. go home. :)

So it is indeed kinda weird.. or am i the only one feeling this way.

We actually had this steamboat dinner that day for charmaine's farewell.
or should i say 'they', cause me and KK were 2 hours late... HE'S FAULT.
so anyways, i was talking so happily to those ppl i've almost never talked in class..

then.. sudden realisation..
me and you, we've never chatted like this before. :O
and we're supposed to be HIGH SCHOOL friends..

Okay, maybe you don't understand me. but nevermind. ^_^

Conclusion: 
I felt truthfully sincerely sho sho happy inside out after meeting all of them. i mean.. there has been almost 2 freakin years i havent met some of them. 

And that was when i understood..
Carrying on with life, living without someone.. does not mean in any way,
that that someone does not occupy a certain amount of significance in your heart.
and that's what matters....

So to all of you, considering many friends of mine are flying or have flied to overseas..
we may not see each other that often in the future.. 
but when you think of me once in a while (hopefully you will (: )
Do not ever think i've forgotten you, thinking i've left you behind, 
doubting your significance in my heart, doubting our friendship.

Because once a friend, forever a friend. :) 
true friendship never fades whether you like it or not.
You carry them forward, along with your life, whether you realise it or not.

true friends are indeed irreplaceable. 

Cheers! :D

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So first week of sembreak has been spent rotting at home. which is enjoyable nevertheless.
'Doing nothing is indeed doing something'

Im suppose to start on my personal statement actually. and i should construct a to-do-list.. just in case.

Hope to have more fun this sembreak. :D

Signing off here.

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Auf wiedersehen. :)