is change really necessary?

i mean.. i don't want to. ==

buddha said change is the only thing that never change..

so why is the word 'forever' even created ==

sigh.

there's stuff..

i just do not want to change...

but it still does..

changing day by day..

i fear i couldn't let go..

i do not believe in forever.

i did.

but never will again.

*

i'm not depressed. LOL

i've just been thinking..

SEE! THE REASON I DON LIKE FREE TIME IS IHAVETOOMUCHTIMETOTHINK.

gah.

so goodbye, don't cry and smile. (: