hypothesis: Nervousity ruins everything....

had my PMO.. erm... national competition selection today.
i did practice for that freakin piece okay.

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stupid lah that piece. hard like rock. T.T
okay lah i knew i wasnt good enuf.

anyway i went schoool not VERY nervous.
just anxious.

wei loon is accompanying me in the piece.( vice versa )

couldn't breathe well. nervous symptoms.
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as the order of performer were in random picks,( which makes everything much scarier ) i was the last di-zhi performer.

wei loon was infront of me obviously.
and the problem is, when i was accompanying him, ACCOMPANY ONLY YOU KNOW!!!

NOT MY TURN YET!!! my legs were trembling when i went out there. WTH man.

i was like die lah like that. my turn that time... how?

11.45 i knew my turn must be close. there wasn't left many.

so yes. i was next.

went out. didn't even dare to look at 陈捷 man.
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first note. die =.=
i couldn't breath as i used too.

stupid de. i knew this was coming.

don care lah continued.

引子： ate a lot notes here and there . =.=!!! don care.

行板: 赶拍子 due to nervousity. =.=!!

快板：double tongue, 双吐 sucked like hell.

in the end got one 快板too. haha. thats where the freakin problem starts.

i couldn't control my fingers man. they were like powering up with 50Hz.
i was like shucks man. if i played this part so freakin fast.
the ending which is INSANE FAST would be..... INSANE INSANE. i couldn't handle the stupid speed.

so i end like.. shit.

MY GOD MAN. slam on yi lyn right after i step down the stage.

my leg could support me no more.

i took up my fingers.

they were trembling on their own

SO COOL MAN.

seriously its really trembling trembling. not slightly i must say.

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at least its over. listen to the actual song. =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBHfbZM6eZg

not in the mood of writing. i know this post wrote like dono what. no need read de lah. i may rewrite it next time.

toodles.

xXnervousityXx
is what make everything bad.