I WAS RIGHT!!!!

there, didn't i say PMR will be here in a blink of eye. xP
i was like writing 30 days left last post, and here it left only 6 days!!!

hmm, how's my studying? erm, ok lah. NEVER have i been so hardworking for an exam b4.
well, PMR isn ot exactly AN exam. its THE exam. lol. if i've been so hardworking for my trials, i sure i won get those marks wan lo.
but getting those sucky results for trials helps to. at least that i'm super worried and started studying. lol

i noe i noe, i shouldn't be blogging right now. lol. ahh, nvm. few minutes wouldn't kill.
its getting harder to sleep at night, keep thinking about things. which results in 5hours-of-lying-on-bed-but-not-falling-asleep-for-even-a-second!!! damn torturing lo. thats why i din go to school to day. i went to bed at 1 o'clock, then 03:03.........04:43..........05:58.............
went to mom's room...*knock knock*..."Ma, i not going school'...lol lol

haiz, my fear the most for BM 2. you noe la, my BM so sucky. if i din read any of the titles b4. i surely dono how to write wan. haiz haiz haiz. sommore for 3 freakin years in CHS. NEVER, i said never have i get higher that 70 for my BM. die anot? sommore novel so many things to read. haiz haiz, my thoughts are aso messy right now. don want think liao.

going skool tml, but wenn, JH, Hui Shan and YX not going. haiz. trying to convince mom to let me ponteng on wed.=)

I should really Ciao, so last but not least, i hope that all students sitting for PMR this year will get satifying results. work hardest for the last week, and try your best in the PMR.

and hope you have exam luck.=)***********************************************

kk la, feeling guilty already. next time i post. it will be after PMR. WOOHOO!!!. can't help thinking how much fun would be after PMR. so tempting. future awaits.

mind on PMR now though. don't think to far.hahahahhahahah.
(why am i talking to myself? =.=)

ALL THE BEST~
xX mighty warriors are we Xx

30 days to go....

was just wondering... does anyone actually read my blog? lol. nvm. who cares. its not worth reading anyway. hahahhaha. ^^

anyway, you know? its is officially 1 MORE MONTH till PMR. i get horrible results for my trials. when i tell ppl i got 55% for SJ and 64% for SC.. they will be like...
O.O

i know for ppl like wei loon, jia yee, hong ken.. those smarty genius ppl would have no problem with their pmr. its like getting 8As' are easier than flipping their hand. but geez, i only get 2A's this trials. 5 above 70% and 3 Cs'.

i'm really scared right now. i need to buck up a lot. i can't afford to fail. i must get As'. especially my science. i'm gonna find a tutor friend. i've been doing exercise pass 2 days. but i don think its enough. i still haven get hold of my paper 2. which is my weakest part.

1 month seems faster than usual. i have no time to lose.......no time.....

30 FREAKIN DAYS!!!!
xX in a blink of eyeXx

x)

I finished my seni folio!! yay!!. credits to my lao po. she sent me the whole file. haha.
i actually copy 99%. wait, my lao po as in my 'zhat lui'. hahhaa.
i know you are confuse. nvm.
i gtg. byebye.

ps: if Yi Xian you are reading. Fyi, YOU SUCK!!!
nyahahahahha!!! XDDDDDDD

and yes you are rite. i did write you suck. hahaha [edit]

as a compliment b4 i off. [ 2nd edit]

cause just now i lazy say. [3rd edit]

btw...

I'M SO FREAKIN INTO KITARO SONGS RIGHT NOW. hahahha

sorry Vanessa Mae and Tohisa Okudo and 12 girls band. hahhaha.

BYE

I'm The Queen Of My House!!!!!! XD

hehee.. mom and sis balik kampung leaving me, someone-who-should-be-studying alone. lol. practically i just lie down at anything soft and big i see..bed..sofa..chair...=.=

anyways, i really found out that time does not just fly, it ZOOM like no other. faster then the speed of light. somehow... haha. i read back my diary. the first time i actually start a diary was on 2/9/06. a present from my cousin. now its like 1/9/08. TWO freakin years edy leh! its amazing to read back the things that have happen. some small things that actually made me cry and sad doesn't seem to be bothered now. i use to be madly crushed with someone, now he is like..who is that?!?! lol.
now i seem to be worrying like hell about PMR. then PMO competition. then SPM. wondering would that day even come. it eventually will. during that particular day, you would be laughing at yourself being so stupid.
So its is important to live happily. i figure this thing out last year. we work so hard for the future of human being. but human being can be just a un-important microorganism in the universe. there can be so much other things undiscovered. i was quite confuse when i thought about that. i felt i was living aimlessly. well, my aim now is to be happy. i work hard so i can continuosly live happy when i grew up. thats why. did i make my point clear?0.o
Oh guys, look everything in a positive way. learn to bare other ppl's temper and learn to forgive. no matter how unbearable that particular person may be. learn to fing the goodness in him/her. you will eventually find its not so hard to be with him/her.

geez, i feel like a mother.=.= well tomorrow is the day. i'm celebrating it with science exams.=.= how great! don thing much will remember the day. but got used to it anyway. i just hope everything will turn out well. lol. bye guys. i should be studying.

xX Virgo Month Xx
My Month!!!

Rise From Death...


i declare not dead. just lack of blogging mood. i constantly check my blog, but just did not post. XD somehow it rhymes....HAHAHAHA

anyway anyhow i'm happy my fwends actually read my blog. yay. cheers for them. so in addition, i shall write. but no pics la, my fwend din send me those pics.

i had a great time when i did not blog.

9/8/08 went lick hung to perform. solo parts turns out well.XD

16/8/08. if you actually read my MSN personal msg. this day turn out to be the bext for 2008(till now). PMO went Klang( somewhere in Klang, i dono where, i just go wherever the bus takes me^^) to perform in the Annual Klang Music Festival. its quite a big thing.XD fwends turn out to be very fun and cheerful that day. so we had loads of fun, even the F3 and F5 since its already our study leave. XD well i was in the good mood first of all. the 'jiao liu hui' of the ex and present was great. now the PMO-ians noe i play Gu-Zheng. i actually felt regretful for the ex because i did not put in effort in that song, which i made TONES TONES of mistakes. even i solo part.=.= Sorry Fang Kit. you are really nice though. and the yang Qin and Cello girl.XP

Now trials not far away( its actually near), i haven hit the books. I'm so freakin dead. even that stupid gerald studying in Genting. Shit liao lo now, geez. did not even touch inseey weensy bit until now. planning tomorrow read geo. i'm such a procrastinate person( wrong spelling?).

anyway, i shall put up loads of pics when i get photoes of those performance from my senior. till then..TATA!

i Open a new Diary for my old wan has finish. this new 1 cost me 40 bucks. fwends say i'm crazy. but when it comes to diary books, i'm never reluctant to buy nice wans even if it cost me a lot. i don just choose any of them, i can go to a thousand of shop and not find 1. so always look out for good books in case when the present 1 almost come to an end, i won panic to find a new 1.^^

keeping a diary is a real good thing. oh ya, i should keep this topic to the next post. hehe. i have a lot of personal thoughts on this topic. wait to see it.=)

but b4 that, i may still blog, and and sorry i bored you guys too death. don die okay?

xX live for eternity Xx
as if.....

Dongkee Bongky

lets see, which one to start with...

hmm.....

This the first pic i draw of my rubbish dog. but it wasn't name after this pic though its the first.XD oh ya, while i was doing my KUMON!

I was laughing like a sa po in classwith 'my gang' but i don't seem to care about the starring eyes of my fwends.>.<

I finally wasn't feeling that emo. trying to get out the rubbish bin.

This is to complete my album of rubbishdog. hmm..its not complete. there's still some other masterpiece. hope you guys like my rubbish dog.^^

mind you, i really din copy from other things. it just came out of my mind suddnely. Plus, the first 1 is not drawn like that. its a bit cacat looking. well there's always the first. but i dono where i put that copy. aiyah no need see de la.

anyway, he may look familiar, a bit like others cartoon dog. but, i really din copy de la.=.=LOL

oh erm, about the interview, i have to say, its the freakiest interview. all the seniors have the dead serious face. even chun wai and sheng yang have the face.

AAAAAA. both of them are the XDDDDDDD kind de mah. made me super scared when i went into the room yesterday.=.=

the worst part is, they ask weird weird questions. and i dono how to answer, which leaves the room dead silent.


its not like exam, i forget the answers. its even you noe the questions, you don't noe HOW to answer.=.=


NO!NO!!NO!!!! I will not ask you wat they ask. its all private and confidential. lol. the interview doesn't end till next thursday, i MAY reveal the interview after that

just a small 'nasihat' for you guys who haven have your interviews.


be a bit more perasan and praise yourslef. its not a good time to be modest.=)


haiz lazy say others la, its just some usual schooldays with unusual things but categorize as usual boring stuff.....XD

So anyway, for the people who doesn't bother to scroll down, i will let you view an amazing photo.

hmm...but let you guys guess first la.
Guess what is this.
Leave your answers in my chatbox.XD

and and, just now, just today, when i reach home at 7.30. my maid came running to my mom and say dono wat is on the rambutan tree in my house. she was like pointing pointing but my mom doesn't seem to noe wat she is pointing at. so i went over. i felt the tree was weird in some way but dono how, then, i finally realised. it's a BEEHIVE!!!


seriously. i was like WTH. the maid said the bee's were swarming everywhere this afternoon. and my neighbour called the bomba.

but hey...where's the bomba?

so we quickly went inside the house and close the door.
mom phone 999. so cool.its like the first time i dial this no..XD

so anyway, they say they will come LATER.

because...they are dono wat changing shift and dono got wat operasi.

ok and they say they will come at 8 after a series of arguments with my mom.

so erm, as usual. i did called a malaysian bomba. and they use malaysian time. and i live in malaysia. so being a malaysian i'm proud to say that they came at 9.15.

Aiyah, don complain, at least they came.



hmm, it was quick to get rid the beehive. they like use a fire thingy that have a eng burst with flames. and they pointed at the tree bark and the beehive sort of, drop down pieces by pieces.

hmm.. no pic to show, it was dangerous ok.

my maid say, we should leave it to get the honey.....

=.=*speechless*

actually ler, i got a lot things to say de. but i scared you guys later read until terlalu bored. i shall leae it for the next post. its really cool for you guys to read till here. THX ya all.

xX insects Xx
i don't like them, seriously.>.<

ps: i'm not going PMO camp because i'm having my Gu-Zheng exam this sunday. enjoy the camp you PMO-ians.XD

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hmm...today nothin much la.
So anyway, yesterday PMO.
they gave me a shock the first thing in the morning.
I was chosen to be 1 of the candidates for PMO commitee.
the AGM next month gua.
when sarah called my name, i wouldn't say i'm entirely shock but still a bit la.

Do I want to get a high post in PMO?
hmm...dono la. i DON take this jawatan thingy importantly.
i always tot that 'yours is yours, not yours, then you wouldn't get it'
but of course la, i hope i would get a post la. i won't deny.
hmm...maybe 'Di-Zhi Zhu Zhang' for form 2?LOL
thats the ONLY post i want.
but the problem is would i get it.XDDDD
i wish i get be a 'Di-Zhi Zhu Zhang' wif MEI ZHUEN!!!
aaa~then it would be nice.

OoOo..i already noe who to vote for the form 3's candidates. but of course i wouldn't list it out here. thats private and confidential.^^ but still thinking about who to vote for the form 4's.hmm..hard to choose.REAL REAL HARD..

dono why, i got a bad feeling about this, i feel that i would not get the supports.
hmm..but nvm la. don care la.

next thursday interview, right after jia yee.

WISH ME LUCK~

xX FUN Xx
life after exam...SUANG!!!

OOOO....YAY

OOO...YAyAYay

Booyay, EXAM'S OVER!!!
NanaNana...and its so freakin cool..i'm gonna get my freakin bad results tml!!
AAAAA..i'm so happieeee....AS IF!!=.=
Darn it, stupid 1. i die liao la..the results ar..sure DROP drop drop
haiz..AND!!!that is not the coolest part, the COOOLEST part is!!!!
I will be having my GU-ZHENG exam end of the month!!!
AAAAA..Yes~.JUST wat i need!!
ANOTHER EXAM!!!!
Doh...haiz..T.T haven practice enough.
just now practice until the gu-zheng string cut my hand..
now so so pain. type keyboard cannot use that finger liao.
ANANANA....i gtg stop bragging. go complete my sej folio.
CIAOZ!!!

xX exams Xx
i have nothin to prove about myself.

Meaningless Father's Day

hmm...

was just viewing others blog.
almost all of them are about fathers day.
hmmm...=(

i almost forgotten this day until my sis reminded me.
to me, this was a weird feeling day.
i feel real weird.
why my fwens can get along wif their dad so well?!?!
due to family problems, my dad is now working in Johor.
come back..erm...once a year minimum?

he scolded me b4 he left home and b4 that there's quarrels too.
not to say i'm still angry or anything, i'm not that kecil hati.
i dono why, i can't get along wif him stilli dono how to have a good comversation wif him.
i feel regretful sometimes*all the time*
his okay rite now, he buys me present and mailed it to me and family.
he pays part of my studies.
but dono la. i feel bad la. but i dono what to do.
i was looking at his photoes, and a weird feeling came up.
its like. i dono him.
oh well, my family problems. should not write in an public blog.=X
anyway, i did send him a happy father's day sms.

for my fwends and the ones reading my blog, i hope you guys treasure your dad and family when they are beside you. no regrets for life. PEACE.

OoOO..and i LOVEEE my mom. thx for everything. i noe you are really tired. being a full-time DAD and mom, having works, teaching maid and still have to deal with your troublesome kids. okok la, sory la, i noe i can really be sangat panas baran sometimes.i try to make less problems^^. i hope you are always happy and lead a healthy life.
ps: i hope you can fulfill your wish to slim down. but please la, you're not that fat. your skin is terriblely GOOD.(seriously, her skin is smoother than mine.-.-)

xX family is the only place to rely onXx
think positive and the world may look better

RUBBISH DOG!!!!

BOOYA!!!

helloozz~~

LOL. random pos la today nothin much to write. i just found this little pic in my pictures. AAAAA i miss this 'rubbish dog'!! you seen him b4?? if you read my blog since the first time i blog i doubt that you had seen this b4.XD

its been a LOOOOOOOOONG time since i last drawn him.

=( the last time was lam lam's birthday card.

anyway, for those who had no idea what this is. i should intro him to you guys.

he was born on *forgotten*. he was born when his creator, kai hui is frustrated while doing her KUMON. So yes, he is a original creation of kai hui. and was name after KH fav pic of him, which is he is sitting in a rubbish bin. LOl

THIS!!! i was super depress when i draw this pic. so it ended up like that.x)

anyway, i put up that dropping from sky photo because that pic signifies kai hui results is DROPPING.

(btw, every drawing of my rubbish dog has a quote down there which reflects the mood i'm having that time. and the pic also relate to my mood.)

This time exam die liao la.T.T

haiz i lazy write too much la though i have a lot things to tell.

anyway i have a whole noteboook of this rubbish dog. and i love it. my MSn display pic is a christmas card i made. not drawn. but cut!! cut from colour papers and sticked together in order. i think that masterpiece took me approx 5 hours to make. designing + choosing papers + drawing + cutting + sticking.yup. but i gave it to my fwend as a present though. i hope it din end up in the rubblish bin or anything. if YOU are reading my blog. tell me where did you put that card. but anyhow, i noe YOU don read my blog.XD

cut the crap. i gonna off liao la. bye bye.

xX rubbish dog Xx

it represents me.

Depressed me..

depressed...=.=

i may look happy, talkative, free from worries....
but i'm not...
definitely not...
haiz.....

MUST SEE pics!!!

PICTURES!!!

you will rarely see me post pics on my post. so you better appreciatte this post.

Jia Yee send me these pictures since she was the camera girl on Teacher's day!

not many la, 4 saje..XD

These two are yeng wan. super yeng wan. my two seniors during their performance which i gave 5 stars for that.

and here comes two SUPER SUPER weird pics...

i didn't intend to put up this two pics, but he insist i can do anything with the pic..

so oh..well..but beware....

ps. focus on the face

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Sorry la Gerald. LOL. who call you don 1 accept! LOL

nyahahaha.

end of my post la..hehe

xX weird Xx

NYAHHAHAHA~

PMO rox!!!

LOL. todays teacher's day...so had to went to school lo

i didn't watch much performance as i was hiding in PMO room, away from the crowd.

during practice, the song they(PMO) are going to perform is 'shen hwa', you noe the japanese song? anything la. it was re-arranged by the pmo's respectice 'shou xi''s and seniors. super geng lo. the song came out well written but during todays practice, it was so-so saje. no feeling.

THEN!!! on stage, i was behind watching. OH GOSH! its super heart warming. very touched. i tell you it has been long since i heard such a heart whelming di-zhi sound. damn chun lo.

i was touching my heart(indirectly) on stage. it's like the di-zhi sound vibrating in my heart. Chun Chee and Chun Wai damn yeng lo, since this song is lead by di-zhi. others instrument are just 'ban zhou'. AAAA! i still can hear the song ringing again and again in my heart. how i wish i can blow as well as them, they are like so superb. haiz, i will gambateh de la.

heard Gerald perform oso, i was helping out PMO at the back stage that time. he never change does he. its like on stage not on stage, his condition is the same. as in, he talk the same. =.=

He and Ley Kuan damn 'kap' lo.HAHA. sommore he super swt lo, after he perform. i say very nice mah, he replied ' zha dou'..=.=...WTH..shouldn't it be thx...

very sleepy er. just now practice di-zhi. VERY VERY VERY *10000 cacat ler. the sound came out is like holding back, not open. dono how to say. and still got hundred thousands of things to improve. haiz, i have no talent in music. BUT I LOVE MUSIC. and in conclusion, i will still practice super hard even if i still suck after that.

and i will practice my gu-zheng too!<3>

so anything la, this is quite a long post..for me. you guys must be very bored to read until here. LOL. love guys if you read until here.lol

gtg le.BB. loads of loves to you guys. plus ALL THE BEST to the ones having exams. (^.^)

xX i suck Xx

i super super sucky!

Hullo~XS

Due to the complains from my friends for the lack of blogging, i'll write something today!XD So anyway, lets see....today....i watched Alison practice.XD made a new friend, Sook Wei. erm, found out i really do sucked in di-zhi. super sucky those kind. haiz.
OH YA!!! TODAY IS MY MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY!!!! XD LALAla~ i blowed a birthday song with di-zhi accompanied by my sister's horrible singing.xP had loads of teo chew's birthday food, like boiled eggs and some kind of sweet swett tofu. XD super nice. of course la, my granma make de mah. ^^ the formal celebration is this sunday, joined with mother's day. you know what? my present for my mom is.....COOKING for me family!!!XD later my mom don dare eat ler. but she sure giv face me de. no la, my cooking skill where got so horrible, i not bad de lor.^^
mei zhune ditching me for PMO tomorrow.=( ok la that's all la.
sorry for the random post. nothin to say mah.XD
oh ya, one more thing, GUYS ARE WEIRD!!!
bye bye~

xX Happy Birthday Mommy~ Xx
I LOVE YOU!! <3

I'm Back!!!!!!

Haha, surprised to see me update!?!? i guess no..lol..i guess my friends seldom check my blog since i update once in a century.XP So anyway, this post would be about the inter-school marching competition held by the BSMM yesterday.
I'm in the marching squad, after a few days of tiring practice, the big day finally came. though i said we had several days of hard practice, b ut compare to the others society, i guess we a re nothin. Although we are a unit berunifom, but we don't specialize on marching mah. Although we do have marching on Saturdays. 45 min.but those marching practices were not serious. so compare to the others society, who march for hours and hours. sommore the comanders are so strict...haha..XD what are we.
So conclusion is, we didn't win. HAHA!! the kawat kaki results were expected, there's no way we can win. but..dono la..i was quite dissapointed in the kawat bunga results. dono lar...i think we could have get a prize lo...haiz anything la.i don really mind the results. 结果不重要，过程最重要。 LOL. i really did have a great time during those few days of practice. Under the hot sun. so suang.XD i got tanned by a bit.YAY!
Now doing geo folio, stucked.dono wat to write.=(
muscle cramp oso.
gtg la.One in a century post is finished.WAKAKA!BB

xX Tepuk-tepuk PMO~ Xx
123, 12, 12, 123, 12, 12XD

Wow..... DADOO! XD

erm...Haloo...hehe....
soryy for not blogging for SSSSOOOOOOO long! its not that nothin to write..not i din on9..JUST lazy....
heheee
So anyway, not much things happen these day...even my diary is seldom updated..lol
Oh ya, i wanna thx everyone who had helped to make Tong Xun Ce...
and i'm proud to say..TONG XUN CE IS OUT!!!!
haha...hard works...
and i want to show my thx-ness to the two had helped the most MOST in the making of tong xun ce! Hong Ken & Yen Theen!!(i guess they won see my thx-ness though!hahax!)

thx hong ken for doing almost Everything..and made me felt guilty!=(

Yentheen for printing everything in one day. if it isn't for her..we wouldn't have make it b4 the
dateline. and sorry for giving you(YT) such a short notice..ONE day only you know!

Hong Jian for 'gau dim'-ing everything about the formats! Helped me a lot!
if isn't him who helped, i dono wat to do when YT called me and told me there is format problems.

gonna go back to projects..FRUSTRATED!! 4 projeks in a GO..the teacher is trying to kill us...
kk la...BB

time flies
xX i changed Xx
in a bad way...easily annoyed..haiz...sorry Shu-Mei....

PS: and sorry for the mistakes in the tong xun ce...

Schu-bEdoo-ah...DadOo...

22nd of january-9th of MARCH!! wow..it has really been a LONG LONG time! lol....
Neway, i'm not posibly gonna list out everything that happened last month..XD..
so..erm...i think..in conclusion..its a great and hyperr(wenn) month..LOL
Going dusun eco in 1 day..=D
Mom's reconsidering if i should go to that trip after watching the results( you should noe wat results rite?), cause she say if Rocket win too much..maybe will have 'huru-hara'..and since out of so many they won..they even won in Pahang(dusun eco)...so mom's worried!=(sad.....
Too much to write+ laziness= nothin to write...

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!XD

xX Dusun Eco Xx
i wanna go..=(

ps: i'm gonna have a new specs this friday..wakaka

Wonkie Mongkie Longkie

first post after school reopens!
wasn't in the mood!
class was boring!especially my place!*groan*
though i missed A LOT the days i sat with HW( plus JH now)...
i feel really sad to see they all laughing there while i have nothin to do....

i have change my plan....
rather than missing the OLD days....
i will choose to get to noe more about the PEOPLES around me!!!
Shu-Mei,Kay Zhi,Tong Yang, Suzanna, Yi Xian, Wan Xiang.......(bla bla)
Maybe i will get my the happiness i had in the OLD~ days....
and stop relying on they two.....

Wish Me Luck then.....=)

xX changes have to be made for a better tomorrow Xx
I WANT MAKE NEW FRIENDS!!!

Sicky New Year

AAA!! i'm sick on a new year day!!! AAAA!!!
HIGH fever+soar throat+stomach ache+puke..is that sick enough?
i was still healthy enough b4 i go sing karaoke yesterday.
i was in bed the whole day yesterday! i can't even get up to go see the 2008 fireworks!!!
oww...i can only HEAR the fireworks booming! *sob sob*
oh ya..i want to apologize to those who send me new year greetings by sms! because i only reply in the morning when i felt much more better and i din put effort in the sms! sorry yea?

i think i'm too sick to have the nervous feeling of going back to school. i dono can wake up or not ler..i've been sleeping the whole day..zzZZZZzzz

i want go clean my table. tml need to go cut hair.....
dono wat to say edy!next time i'll upload the pictures i took during my 'new year' party.

erm....
Happy New Year!!
All The Best in 2008!!!

xX all the best Xx
i'm sick on a new year day! *groan*