Review: Sungkyunkwan Scandal :DDD

i watched this drama with immense guilt in mind. unsurprisingly, my self discipline has failed me once again. :p
'ok, one episode only, oneeeee epi oni' == i was being ridiculous for such words. LOL

enough about me, and i shall start with the drama.
its more or less like the chinese 'butterfly lovers' ''Liang Shan Bo yu Zhu Ying Tai' the classic romance story.
with a little modern twist i guess.

due to the high ratings, i had high anticipation  and expectations for this drama.

the story line was a bit.. a bit.. gay. LOL
i don't know if its just me, but those touchy-staring-eye scene BEFORE yoochun know min young is a girl.. was.. very the gay. ==
I MEAN, YOU'RE BASICALLY LOVING A GUY. okok, i know, he did thought he is gay. BUT...
i don't know, maybe others would go
'awwww~~so sweet'
'kyaaaaaa loveeeeee'
'>_____<    less than 3'

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but i went...

'OMG SO GAY!!! WTH'


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i'm sorry for being so... not into the story. xDDD

BUT, nevertheless, after 'he' being revealed to be a she..
those scenes finally made my heart skipped a beat.
and went 'awwwwww' :p

now people....
i shall now introduce...
the ultimate fabulous awesome...

JALGEUM QUARTET!!!!! *applause* :ppp

FIRST UP

SONG JOONG KI aka GU YONG HA

he is so... cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kyaaaaaa     less then 3
kiopta! :p when he smile, the world was filled with bubblegum and lollipop. xD

'na gu yong ha ta *wink*' meltsssss~~~ such an epic phrase. xD
being portrayed as such a playful boy in the drama, makes you appreciate his seriousness at times.
and the 'relationship' he and geol oh had was so ungayishly gay. LOL.
i even felt less gay from them compared to min young and yoochun. LOL
no wonder jongki and geol oh got the couple awards. xD

 NEXT UP

YOO AH IN aka GEOL OH

he is the bad boy of the drama. but so nice and protective at heart.
i didn't really like the beggar image of his. but the clean cut image was much better.
at times, i even felt he had more chemistry with min young than yoochun had. :p

PHEWITTTTTTTT

PARK MIN YOUNG aka KIM YOON SHIK/ YOON HEE

i don't think she needs much introduction. LOL. i've already introduced her in the city hunter review.
but very different from her city hunter character. which is sexy and pretty.
this drama, shes more of a cute, innocent,  young girl.. or guy.. LOL

but you can see her acting skills are still a bit.. lacking here.
or is it just me.. hahaha

she stun too much. and sometimes her expression are not quite matching with the situation. =x

*drum rolls*


LAST BUT NOT LEASTTTTT


THE SPOTLIGHT OF THE DRAMA

PARK YOOCHUN aka LEE SUN JOON

he's not much of a good looking guy. i think.
i mean, before this drama, i even regard him as the least good looking member in DBSK. *don't kill me*
but after this drama..
( on the side note, you should know that i find a lot of guys very good looking after watching their drama, if i like it that is. xD )
where was i..
OH YA, HE'S ABSOLUTELY A DREAMER. haha

he seems so nice and gentleman.
although i find he's acting also a bit lacking.
too much of a poker face. makes the face seems so boring.

and he's singing skill is incredibleeeeeeeeee

pssst psst. tell you a secretttt
i dreamt of him last night.. kyaaaaaaaa xD

which with this i conclude, looks ain't that important, personality is the key. :p
i like nice guys. haha

BEFORE I END

THIS WAS THE BEST KISS SCENE.

they portrayed the 'first love' sort of relationship. all shy shy~~~ :p

overall rating : 8.1/10

 give it a watch if.. you don't have any homework and studying in hand. watching with guilt spoils a bit of the fun ):

TOODLESSS :DDD

NIGAHIGA-ING :DDD

i've been watching a lot of ryan higa's vids on youtube these days. :p

i've heard bout him since.. i dono when. i constantly hear ppl mentioning nigahiga and ask me to go watch it..

buttt i never did.. until a few days ago! :D

and its awesome. ^^ the ingenious lameness of his cracks me up. haha

not to mention.. he's incredibly good looking too :DDD

guys with small eyes, slightly tanned complexion and a sense of humour.. are always charming!! :DD

well, at least for me. ^^

whenever he smile and laugh in the bloopers.. i always go 'aaaaaaaaa so cute' xD

oh well.

TEEHEE :D

ps: if you havent watch his vids before. please do :D you won't regret haha

pps: subscribe too :P

this is too cute :3

hongki oppa~~~ <3

AAAAAAAAAAAA HOW STUDY AAAA

i've been slacking up till now @@

one week gone.. and i've barely finised ANYTHING.

touch here bit bit there bit bit ==

BUT

I HAVE NOW CAME UP WITH A SOLUTION (which hopefully works >_<)

the reason i couldnt start anything

and would rather slack around my lappy doing basically NOTHING

is i've got so much at hand that i didn't know where how when to start ==

thus thus hence hence, i'm gonna focus on a subject a day.. or two. LOL DEPENDS

c3 c4

physics

chemistry

s1

c1

ok..7 subs

i have... 12 days left..

5 days extra for c3 c4 phy chem which i reckon would take up a lot of time :O

ANYONE UP FOR A LIBRARY DATE? :D

toodles. (:

is change really necessary?

i mean.. i don't want to. ==

buddha said change is the only thing that never change..

so why is the word 'forever' even created ==

sigh.

there's stuff..

i just do not want to change...

but it still does..

changing day by day..

i fear i couldn't let go..

i do not believe in forever.

i did.

but never will again.

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i'm not depressed. LOL

i've just been thinking..

SEE! THE REASON I DON LIKE FREE TIME IS IHAVETOOMUCHTIMETOTHINK.

gah.

so goodbye, don't cry and smile. (:

CITY HUNTER REVIEW :DDD

I'VE FINISHED CITY HUNTER DRAMA!

i would say its satisfying ^^ not like some other drama i watch and find it a waste of my time in the end. ==

the story line is good.

a lot of suspense moment while watching.

and some scenes will give you heart attack.

while you yell 'nooooooo! watch out! the bad guy!!! behind!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa' ;)

and when the bad guy is hitting the good guy. you go 'ouch ouch ouch! DON'T HIT HIM ALREADYYYYY'

but one of the toopid part in this drama is

min ho aka lee yun seung aka city hunter.. anyone he hit/punch/kick right.. sure faint one ==

where got so easy oneeeee so geng meh. those bad guy so cacat meh. so fake. == i

know i know. tak kan they keep getting up and min ho keep bashing them down.. that would take forever. ==

BUT CITY HUNTER IS SO YENGGGG

i actually find his father very yeng also. too bad he is portrayed as a partial villain in the drama. but still very yeng. :p

even the prosecutor is not bad also. ^^V just that he's not my type. the features a bit too sharp. he would make a good villain with that face haha

about min ho.. hmmm... he's face is not what i like though.

THE NOSE. the nose is tat bit too big

but his buff figure and charismatic image is very luring :D

especially when he wears the black collar shirt like the right picture. he's damn hot :DD

but what i love is not min ho. i love city hunter. ahahaha he's so protective.

guys who are protective is always attractive ^^

i actually hated him before this. and was in a dilemma state, whether or not to watch this drama because there's no handsome man :p but judging from all the good reviews this drama received. i decided to give it a try :)

I MEAN BEFORE WHEN HE IS THIS

HOTTIE...

HE WAS LIKE THISSSSSS

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NOOOOOOO

ITS AN EYESOREEEE

SO GAYYYYYYY

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i didn't understand why would anyoneee find him appealing when he acted in boys over flower.

that big nose. that distracting clown hair. I MEAN SERIOUSLY WTH ==

but the transformation is the exact opposite ^^

except the signature enormous nose :)

park min young is so pretty too.

can gap lui ^^V

the ending of the drama quite sad actually.

it started off with one's hatred after his comrades being killed by their own country.

in the end, that particular one person.. is still killed by his own country ==

but at least they receive the honour as country's honourable armies la.

but still sad.

although jin pyo is supposed to be bad for killing so many ppl and raised yun seung into a revenge machine. but seriously... all 20 friends of his.. got freakin killed by the country they actually risk their life for. ==.. thats just too much. and damn wrong ==

oh well. thats it.

overall rating 8.5/10

quite high dy. really. LOL give it a watch if you have time :)

you'll not regret :)

NEW ME :DD

(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Boy boy boy saenggagdaero change

*HyunA - Change

everybody needs to make changes. and is making them. just whether changing the the worse or the better :D

if you put any of my 4s4 or 5s4 friends in my a levels class now. i doubt anyone would realize this is actually me. LOL.

seriously, if you ask my s4 classmates and my present classmates to comment about me. i reckon there would be some obvious contradiction. :D

self praise is no praise. okokok i'll shuddap.

but i told myself, and promised myself. to change totally, upon entering college.

because i don't know them. they don't know me.

i could be previously a lazy person, and change to a hardworking one.

or a cruel person to kind person.

or even vice versa...

AND NO ONE WOULD POINT OUT A SINGLE DIFFERENCE. :P

for now i think perhaps i did a 120 degree change? LOL

aim is 359 degree? ahhaha cause i dowan to completely change. :p

short term aim is to reach 170 degree change to be not just the hardworking one. but also the SMART ONE.

test, mock, sem 1 exam. thats what i'm striving for.

all talk no do is useless.

later you ppl look down on me. :p

BUT I'M TRYING YO.

thus i'm ending this. study yo ppl ^^V

you guys are awesome. GIDDY UP. xD

i'm in love in other ppl's love story~~ :DDD

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M IN LOVE WITH OTHERRR PPL'S LOVE STORYYY :DDDD

but its the best thing ever :D

i know i know... what you ppl gonna say.

'wth is this?? a fake marriage? IT'S STILL FAKE KAI HUI'

ok wtv. xDD

as fake as the marriage is. i would like to believe they're dating btw.

BUT THE CHEMISTRY THEY HAVE ON AIR IS AMAZING

AND ITS DIFFERENT FROM NORMAL DRAMA.

i mean normally drama couples i would just go crazy bout it ONLY WHEN i'm still watching that drama. after that i forget all about it. like 'you're beautiful' park shin hye and jang geun suk.

BUT THIS IS DIFFERENTTTT i would like really really weallliiii hope they date in real life. :D

which i partially believe they do.

NICHKHUN ACTUALLY ADMIT HE HOPES VICTORIA IS HIS REAL GF. and he constantly couldn't differentiate real life and acting of this fake marriage. HE ADMITTED SEVERAL TIMES ON AIR.

ok. so what if its real. why would you care. its not like its your relationship. LOL.

BUT can you believe i actually smile all the wayyy whenever i watch khuntoria wgm?

since the first epi i watch. which is about halfway dy i think. epi 25 plus i think? i was addicted to it. i start watching every epi of it. AND I COULD WATCH SEVERAL TIMES. and still smile. :)

so i don care if its freakin real or fake. it makes me happy. it completes my saturday or sunday (it airs on sat but sometimes the eng/chi sub only comes out on sun)

anything that makes me happy is good. ^^ NICHKHUN IS SO SWEET.

i never took any particular interest in him b4 this. to me he's just another pretty face. cute face in fact. not my type.

same goes to victoria. i only find her pretty in 'pinocchio' mv at first. then.. took not much notice of her even when my fav group was f(x). cause yes, she's just another pretty face. she even seemed a bit annoying with her fake smile and annoying voice :p haha i was much more interested in luna and amber at that point. THEY CAN SING/RAP. lol

but now~~ KYAAAA i love them ^^

now my dream guy is just like nichkhun!!! except for the face tho. :p

believe it or not. nichkhun actually reminds me of my 2 previous crush. NO KID.

his niceness is like XXX and the way he laugh is like XXX :D

i actually follow up their news on a facebook group everyday. LOL. whenever they did something i would smile. eg: nichkhun confess, victoria wore her wedding ring during performances. every bit of it made me believe even more that they are real.

practically this is the only variety show i watch.

and once again... ANYTHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY IS SOMETHING GOOD. ^^v

ok. one week of coll starts tml. THEN ITS ANOTHER EPISODE. :DDDD

hehehehehehehehehe

love you.

NICKHUN ^^v

ps: i highly discourage anyone who just broke up to watch this show.. if you die of emo pls don blame me. :DD xD

the worst thing about gaining best friends is...

losing them one day......

):

Star Light Star Bright..

the first star i see tonight..

i wish i may, i wish i might....

have the wish i wish tonight...

"i wish i can find good friends in college. good friends like [you] "

(>.<)

-oo-

come on pls. ):

I'M OFFICIALLY A COLLEGE STUDENT :DDDD

there goes my slacker life.

slacker of 6 months ==

gosh. ):

nevertheless! i'm feeling great and excited to create my own future and see where faith takes me to. x)

I'M GONNA BE HARDWORKING.

1. no more sleeping in class (please don zhat me dy ): )

2. do homework

3. study

4. less fb and msn

5. less procrastination

HOCUS FOCUS. x)

i'm gonna do well, great and excel woots!

you have faith in me don't you? *no*

you don't? awww, thats sad. nvm..

i don care eh eh eh eh eh *2ne1-i don't care*

heh. i'm crapping a lot ain't i? :p

tml's 2nd day of orientation and class starts on wed. :D

I MET KOREANS TODAY. okok, i know i'm exaggerating but..

IT'S SO COOLLLL :p x)

.....

i'm gonna be busy soon. i should be. or it won't be right.

man, i'm missing my bros and buds.

my 3 bros are all busy and ignoring me D;

my buddies... are also busy.

and thus soon i'm gonna be busy.

..

i dono wat this means but don't like the sound of it. ==

glad that i'm over someone now. my life is better off without that someone. :DD

*deletion complete*

cheers

xoxo

i had so much faith in you.

in myself.

and its all gone.

i thought we can last.

i thought there might just be forever.

and what i had thought was wrong.

sooner than i had expected.

its over.

i don't know you anymore.

deleting you from my life

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*error*

damn.

deleting you from my life

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*error*

=="

damn.

who am i to you?

if you are to rank me among everyone in your life.

what ranking would i get?

i don't even know if i'm important to you.

you say i am.

but you say that to everyone.

i feel diminished.

i don't want to be just one of your friends.

because you're not just one of my friends.

so what is this.

OMG MAN. i found this is my draft. like 102983712937 years ago thing. damn wu liao la me. xD

Grass and I

..

i won't turn back to eat the grass.

since its already behind me,

and i walked passed it,

why turn back.

and i won't waste my time thinking of how tasty the grass behind is.

since i can't eat it already,

think no use,

why go miss it.

i'm sure there'll be better grass infront.

i'm gonna see some better grass infront,

i'm sure i will,

why not?

even if i turn back to eat the grass.

i still need to leave the grass one day,

if i was to leave it,

then i shall leave it,

the reason to make me move forward,

and the reason to make me ditch that grass behind,

will happen again and will still be there no matter what.

why not just make up my mind and leave it.

i'm gonna meet some better grass.

when its that day,

i'll tie the lovely grass on my back..

and carry it, moving forward...

together. x)

THE END

:)

okok.. after some so many countless emo post...

not that many emo post la! zz

i shall share my happy day with uuuuuuuuuuuuu x)

:D

i wish everyday is like todayyy x)

morning morning wake up, still in bed...

i received a call from LAM LAM!! :)

ok la, she initially just wanted to ask me if i could teman her go school help pmo unload the instruments.

which yee wei alrd asked me and i told her i couldn't because i've got work. ):

BUT.. me and lam ended up chattinggg a bit bit la. a while. short but nice. x)

its great to catch up with your long lost fren.

hung up after i told her i have to get ready for work xD

then i go room on radio and put on some relaxing music. and it INSTANTLY made me feel...

HAPPPYYY :D

the sunshine was great.. room was considerably warm...

you noe when you just have this tinge of feeling.. knowing today is gonna be a great day.

YOU JUST NOE IT. its like... sixth sense or something xD

i noe its gonna be great but i didn't noe how great it would be. x)

i left house i headed to work. on the way.. i saw...

MRS TEH !! x)

my fav english tuition teacher whom i've been with her and her husband since standard 2 till form 5.. thats very long. ==

very happy to see her and happy when she say she's proud of us few for getting A in english. i still felt a bit disappointed for oni getting A and A2. ): oh well :D lets not spoil the mood ><

totally unexpected to meet her anyway.

then today work i had a day off from doing add maths. i had to buy breakfast for teacher, print notes, type notes, and type the JUNE list. which took the whole day. and chatting with my teacher's fiance was damn fun. she's damn nice i tell u. very comfortable to talk to. :)

after work, had dinner with mom and chatted a lot.

then i bathe, fumble around, and end up here. :D

....

OK its not those happy-have-fun-whole-day kind of happy. not such and such of outings with fren or something. its just a simple simple happy contented day.

especially when you started off happy first thing in the morning. the second you opened your eyes. xD

the weather was great btw, it rained last night. :)

you noe how when you had your day so fun with your friends. that you got so so so tired at the end of the day. and you suddenly felt a bit emo? not emo emo, just tired emo. yeah.. i don like it. i just felt the noisyness of the day accentuated the lonliness of the night. i don like it.

i like random happenings. the one you least expected it. and some hanging around buddies like going for a movie.. sleepovers.. and basketball :D

not those you hang around with not so close frens when you walk whole day around the shopping mall not knowing wat to do.. especially when you have to take a long journey back home. ==

SUMS IT ALL UP. i like today. :)

hope you have a great day too. ^^

love myself... HAHAHA xD

when ppl starts to ask me.

what you gonna study?

where you gonna study?

after that wat you wanna do??

zzz

reading fb post about who and who got wat and wat scholarship.

its a bit frustrating.

because i've got none.

sometimes i really wonder,

i know i'm not lousy. i'm around average i think. but is that enough?

there's 1023718293701928371928370192837109283791283718293791283701982371 aka infinity ppl much much much better than me. getting good offers such as scholarships and perhaps.. job offers is really minimal.

i dono wat to do with my life. its much more than just studying hard.

fml.

i believe in friends forever..

but not best friends forever.. :)

ps: unless one day i can prove myself wrong. which i certainly wish to. :D

when that day comes, which is when i'm old, i'll blog about it. hahhaha :p

pps: actually.. i don even believe in best friends. LOL. ok, nvm.. i meant close to best frens. :)

i thought that was the end of my ultimate bad luck day.

but i realise it just only got started....

just now that post i was just plain angry.

now i'm actually feeling depressed.

the feel of cant breathe.

suffocating.

helpless.

strengthless.

weak.. and very weak.

i just tasted and am tasting them right now.

i cant be as optimistic as i always have been.

whenever i'm sad, i put all the dhamma quotes i have learnt into mind. but i guess i cant do them this time.

i'm in such a dilemma. and no one can help me with that.

i'm not feeling sorry for myself. it has nothing to do with myself.

i'm not typing this out because you can help me.

then i dono wat i'm doing.

i think i need slp.

MY LUCK SUCKS MAX TODAY D;

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morning morning nothing one. wake up. go kumon. blabla.

then go sunway pyramid. EVERYONE SAY I FAT JOR DDDD;

nooooooooooooooooooo

i mean. srsly, when kk said it, i like yea meh. then bf and honey oso say so. ... damn

fine. i'll forget bout that.

then, wait.. this part cant write on blog. xD

after that, got home, I BROKE MY NAIL. MY THUMB. HOW PLAY GU ZHENG.

DAMN STUPID WEI. I WAITED 1 MONTH AFTER NS FOR IT TO GROW. AND NOW... ANOTHER MONTH?? AND IT HAS TO BE MY THUMB. WTH

suan

then i go fb. A LOT PPL GET SCHOLARSHIP. AND I GOT NONE. very sien ah.

i'm deemed to be a failure. wth

THEN

i msn. NO ONE ONLINE. i mean. ppl that i can crap about. i need ppl to talk to when i'm in bad mood... AND NONE OF THOSE PPL ARE ONLINE! epic fail..

HAVENT FINISHHH

THEN

I TAKE BATH.. NO WATERRRR STUPIDDDDDDD

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

deng deng

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

...

ok.i'll stop being a brat and stop the whining...

PEACE.

must go read dhamma books to stop the emoness

bad mood is normal. srsly

Men?

On average, a man spends about five months of his life SHAVING.

Wanna save lives!?

Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second!

Wanna read faster?!

People generally read 25% slower from the computer screen compared to paper!

Love pizza?!

Americans eat nearly 100 acres of pizza everyday- thts approx 350 slices per second!

You think youre good?

It was discovered on a space mission that a frog can throw up!

You wanna be a doctor?!

Every square inch of the human bodyhas about 19,000,000 skin cells!!

Beat this!

Sharks have survived on earth for about 400 million years!

You think youre smart?

Your eyes blink over 10,000,000 times a year!

Yet again!

Early Romans used to use porcupine quills as toothpicks!

Another one!

No matter how cold it gets, gasoline will never freeze

I bet you didnt know

that one neptune year lasts 165 earth years!

did you know?

that a female lady bug will lay more than 1000 eggs in her lifetime?

What am I when the best part of me was always you?

did you guys know that the richest person on earth isnt Bill Gates anymore but is actually a mexican called Carlos Slim Helu?

make a choice and never look back (:

Waking up to find another day, the moon got lost again last night.
But now the sun has finally had it's say. I guess I feel alright.

But it hurts when I think and when I let it sink in, it's all over me. I can't help but just lie here in the dark. I wish I could watch you sleep but it hurts too much. And all I know is you've got to give me everything, nothing less cause you know that I'll give you all of me.

I'm giving you everything that I am, I'm handing over everything that I've got. Cause I wanna have is true love. I don't ever wanna have to go or to give you up but I keep staying up till four in the morning & the tears keep pouring. I just want to make it worth the fight, what have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on lets do it right, all I wanted was to know I'm safe, I don't want to lose the love I've found. Remember when you said that you would change? Please don't let me down. It's not fair how you are, I can't be complete, can you give me more?

You know what I need, just save all your love up for me. We can't escape the love.

damn.

nah, here's your update

mr. xxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxxx

(:

my work is done. :DDDD lalalalalala~ ^^V

xP

ps: ppls, pls pray that i get a job from either sushi tei or starbucks.

or i'll be unemployed and no $$$$ ... D;

bb

10 things i did in 2010

10 things i did in 2010

1. had my spm

all the 10 subjects was definitely horible to study. but thank god its over. honestly, i wasn't happy happy as i tot i would. i'm just glad its over. (:

2. graduated from both CHS and PMO

5 years passed in a blink of eye. but it was definitely not short. in 5 years i have 5 books of diary haha. immagine how many things happened.

graduating from CHS wasn't that much of a thing. one thing that i've regretted is, not mixing well with my S4-ians. i used to hate it so much. and it wasnt until when everything was almost gonna end when i found love in this class. i love you guys, and sorry i slept in class everyday. ;D

joo, lam, charmaine, wan ning, yi wen, khin khuin, siva, boon chang, woon khai, lie keat :D

PMO, haha. watching seniors installation every year. always couldnt wait to be in their place. getting presents. and the-all-so-sadness talk. but when it was my year, i din cry? o___o

nonetheless, everything happened here. happyiness and sorrows.

i couldn't thank my form enough. fav memories had to be our f4 camp. (: bersatu padu.

3. PMO CONCERT

;DDD overall it was fun. although stress and tiring something. but definitely memorable.

staying up late doing posters, tickets design. made me despise photoshop. but the end product was satisfying. at least for me. (:

how cool is it to see your design on a BIG banner hanging in school!

on thousands of tickets!! hundreds of magazine. its just too cool. ;D

and got hong ken phobia, hahaha. see his name oso sien. xp

pmo concert night was great. but i enjoyed the sien he zhou practices too.

looking back, everyone was together. everyone oso you know. its once in a lifetime opportunity to know such a great family. ^^

4. made some real good frens

loyalty. its the most important thing in life.

quality is more important then quantity.

lu yao zhi ma li, ri jiu jian ren xin. ;D

theres the outing kakis, jay, des, han.

lam cannot forgot oso. sit together in class 2 years. ==

OH YA BF JOO. how we became 'couples'.. was a rather stupid story.

and thats joo and i skype-ing at 3am. x)

wenn, 5 years and going strong.

and many others, and lets not list them down.

love them forever, seperation after high school aint gonna change a thing. ;D

5. SPORTS DAY

its the first time i actually parrtiiiccippaateed into sports day preparation.

not to mention i scored my FIRST MERENTAS DESA MARK after 4 years. xD

no. 115. laughable by others, but it didn't come by easy. xp

and stayed back on sports day eve.

going there as a total nobody. but ungu-ians were really nice.

found that i'm actually capable of doing last minute works. xD

and thanks to jia ling, serina, nan long, yung ping (:

6. TROLAK-ed

our f5's annual pmo camp. wasss horribblleeee!!!!!

haha, no. it was just damn scary.

threw me in forest at night, ask me walk ON A FREAKIN STRING!! deng. =="

but then, not bad la. haha. at least now i've tried them. xp

thanks to rong sheng for being my guardian. serving me a full plate of food, teman-ed me in the forest.

sorry to my mortal jia yi for being such a sucky guardian. haha.

7. straighten-ed my hair and wore contact lenses

was the 2 decision i never regretted making. although by now. my hair started growing and curled. but oh well. ;D

contact lens was less troublesome. at least i need not wipe my glasses when its dirty. or pushing my glasses up when it slides down my oily nose. x)

8. NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN AT DES'S

okk laaa, this should have been first. the order is allll wrongggg D;

klcc fireworks was spectacular. and its the first time i count down-ed with frens. (:

too bad i cant do this in 2011. D; haha

9. celebrated my 17th birthday with the ultimate 4

wenn, hui, yc, gerald.

wheeeeeee~ >

ok la, with wye ming also. kar chun? kai chun? dono. xp

at 1U mcd. with cake and song. ;D

although it was exactly 1 month AFTER my birthday. xp

10. treasure-d my family

thank god we're still together. good health and happy always.

family is priority.

those were the 10 significant things i did in 2010. (:

cant wait for 2011. :DD

i still can't believe concert's over...

its like a dream.. everything is...

gosh. i miss my fellow pmo-ians and the hectic days. T^T

Kai Hui's principle

you noe wat?

i've found the root of all sorrows.

=D

well its not money...
=="

no not exams..
Z.Z


its a 2 letters word...

so? no

he? no

me?? no no


no? NO LAH. z.z

*get on with it*

its....





IF!!!!


lol.
seriously la. ==

you see,

whenever you start getting sad and worried over stuff..

whenever 'he' keeps popping in your mind..

whenever regrets eat your mind...


its always something to do with IF.



IF it hadn't been this way..

IF i didn't do so...

IF i didn't acted that way...

IF only i tried harder..

IF only i was her...

IF only he realise...

IF i'm the only one...


SERIOUSLY LOH. ><


aisheh, i've no idea why am i making this so informal. ==

i just feel pathetic right now.

AIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

tired feeling pathetic.. haha.


now... i'm....
not to say happy... (happy for wat)
not to say sad... (sad for wat ==)

but i'm acceptably moody state. =D

ok, maybe i don't seem moody. haha.


oh well, at least now...

there's no more IF in my dictionary.


its.. all crushed......


its a good thing in long term.. =/

thus thus hence hence..

now that my IF is crushed.. i've got no one to fantasize. ==


now my fantasies has a faceless male character. haha.

sad.





when can i see the face?

see you happy..

i also happy liao la. xD


i don wan to be among the bunch that cares for you.
cannot let you have all the fun. xP

oh well, you happy i happy...


weeeee~~~

ok lah, maybe not entirely happy... =/

but getting there. =)

OMG MAN. i found this is my draft. like 102983712937 years ago thing. damn wu liao la me. xD

Grass and I

..

i won't turn back to eat the grass.

since its already behind me,

and i walked passed it,

why turn back.

and i won't waste my time thinking of how tasty the grass behind is.

since i can't eat it already,

think no use,

why go miss it.

i'm sure there'll be better grass infront.

i'm gonna see some better grass infront,

i'm sure i will,

why not?

even if i turn back to eat the grass.

i still need to leave the grass one day,

if i was to leave it,

then i shall leave it,

the reason to make me move forward,

and the reason to make me ditch that grass behind,

will happen again and will still be there no matter what.

why not just make up my mind and leave it.

i'm gonna meet some better grass.

when its that day,

i'll tie the lovely grass on my back..

and carry it, moving forward...

together. x)

THE END

i don understand why i still care for you anyways... zz

msn wait you on,

wait you off.

zz

you mister is the reason why my online time increased! x(

zz

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

zzzz

i don't like ppl calling me by my surname.

its not that i don like my surname..
as the matter in fact i'm proud that my surname is 胡 Wu. seriously.

i just dislike ppl calling me by it, don't ask me why.

and this is for you hui qing. zzz

and secondly, my name is wu, not wooo.

i don't find it funny nor cute. == zz

zzz so stop quit calling me wu.

ps: dono how tell you directly, you keep thinking it was funny. zz.

i'm tired of being angry.

i'm tired of being jealous.

i'm tired of being depressed.

i'm tired of being disappointed.

i'm tired of being forgotten.

i'm tired of being used.

i'm tired of being fake.

...

i'm tired of being tired.

and i'm tired of you.

I've had had enough.

i'm sick and tired of all these.

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

IF YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO RECENTLY SEE ME SAD.



ITS NOT ABOUT THE PREVIOUS FREN PROBLEM LAAAAAA.



man, talking about clarifying. so hard clarify.



the previous post WAS to clarify nothing between me and him jor lahh dude.



the recent sadness has TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with him.



get it Qing? =/

ps: the posts b4 the previous post, posted when i private my blog.. the annonymous... ALSO NOT HIM. ==

pps: but i can still use some yao yao bing and sugar. xD

Must...

Clarify...

><

To those who knows..

though very little do, but, for those very little ppl, you seem not convinced. ==

about the particular fren i have problems with.

ITS TOTALLY FINE NOW!! ><

sometimes i find myself weird. lol. i memang am. xD

i wasn't joking nor acting during the few months when i was sad.

because i don't. ==

and i'm not someone who would go all sad and depress for normal stuff.

and if it wans't that important to me, i wouldn't have told you anyhow...

but it seems that, now (let him be A) A is totallllyy like uhm.. normal to me?

i mean its hard to believe in just a month or so that there's totally nothing going on.

no hard feelings.

i'm perfectly fine that we're not that close anymore.

since the issue that make us have our cold war is permanent.

and i wouldn't want it to happen again.

SO, i rather go back to normal normal frens.

and i'm also ok with the fact that we're not talking or msn chatting.

no biggie dealie. xD

okok, its not that i'm someone who doens't take frenships seriously.

i'm not 花心(frens kind of flower heart).

its just that wat done is done.

and i'm taking it in perfectly.

that's fate perhaps.

if it wasn't for this cold war.

i maybe won't be so close to the close frens i have now. x)

hmmm...

actually after both of us had confessed...

that particular day...

on our real intentions and reasons..

the dead knot seem to untangle finally.

all along, the only reason i've been so depress about it,

is because of the word IF.

if i hadn't be so harsh.

if he had only ask.

if i took the first step.

if only he cared.

if only one of us make the first step.

the word if forbids me from getting out of the depressment.

what an evil word. xD

thus thus hence hence, lol, after all the problem solving..

this case finally close jor.

i took off the mobile phone thing he gave me.

the ONCE precious little thing. lol.

i wouldn't let something that carry no meaning hanging around my place.

from the day that string broke, it was meant to be took off. =)

=) I'M BLESSED.

i have frens that cared for me now.

YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU. lol. (fill in the blanks yourself la. haha. don need me tell one.^^)

a lost of a fren brought me so many others. its a blessing in disguise afterall. ^^

..

everything is related.

it affects one another.

no this no that, no that no this.

there's nothing you can do about it.

other than accepting it.

well,

that's fate.

that's life.

and you'll need to learn to love it.

rather than living in the past.

and trying to change wat you can't.

*this is an unemo post (:*

musiciousity~~

KOEWOKIKASETE!!!

lol. hmm?

i've decided to reopen my blog.

zzzz.

actually i never closed it down anyways. xD
i only made it private. lols.

and only invited qing and des to read. ==
(not because i only want them to read but practically because they are the only 2 who requested an invitation and the ONLY 2 to realise i've privated my blog) ==

...

now why change my mind upon making it public again?

awww come on, what's a blog for if you want no one to read!! LOL.

that would be a diary instead of a blog. xD

and i wouldn't post anything too secretive since my darkest secrets i don even tell my closest frens. ==

lolness. and as you can see, after i've privated my blog, the entries that i written still make the person i'm talking about annonymous. haha.

so yea. ^^

....

ps: if you see this post. lolness, tell me. xD i want to know who still reads my blog. haha. =)

i only wanna tell YOU about my bad mood.

because i think you would be the only one who cared and understand.
and then reply me with the words that will ease the pain. =/

no see you online i also lazy tell anyone else. sigh.

...

crappy post.

><

argh, the heart-pain-chest-pain-can't-breathe-pain appeared again. ><

since when did i start crying after songs....

...

i would be really happy if i would cross your mind before you sleep.

at least it means i'm part of your life.

Mom Me

you noe the old man, who always lingers around our neighbourhood?
the bald headed wan ar

the wan always sit at the lorong there?

yea, he was lying and the padang's bench these days, you noticed?

not really, why?

*hahahaha*

why? wat happened? =D




he died.


firstly, my mom didn't laugh because the man died but because..
somehow when my neighbours told my mom about the incident, in a very weird way...
which makes my mom find the WAY OF TELLING funny? i dono.
nevermind that.


man, when i heard that he passed away, i was so shocked wei.
my mouth was opened in astonishment.
my heart literally dropped into my stomach.

i don find any bit of it as a laughing matter.


he's an homeless old man who always sit at the lorong beside beside my house,
who never seems to bother me when i walk pass him to go tuition.
(other than making me feel a bit scared)


mom say he would begged for money,
but only accept anything more than RM1.
you give 10 bucks he don wan one.

only RM1.


sigh.


i dont seem to be able to deal with death.
i'm lucky and blessed to not deal with death matter until now. *thank god*

but i noe i'll have to face them one day.



perhaps the old man will be better in another world,
being homeless and poor must have been hard for him.
and i believe he had a sad past.


no matter.
may he rest in peace.

Whenever i'm thinking of you,
i know you'll never know.

i wonder if you would think of me sometimes,
and i won't know about it too. ;)

haha.

Those facebook status are not meant for him....

ITS FOR YOU DUMBO! ==

yiish.

most of the time when i say it doesn't matter,

it really does matter a lot.

.....

but what's the freakin use of letting you know that?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i dono how start leh.
see that des keep bloody here bloody there. polluted my mind.
okok.

gonna blog about trolak loh... must contribute to pmo mah. hahahaha.

if wanna read schedule and those stuff de, go read that tian ming's wan lah.
haiyo, write until report like that..
*but he everytime also write like that de lah.* =P

okok.

KAI HUI's version

1st day

reach school dance.

12.30 go out bus no come.
WAS DAMN WORRIED MAN!!!
that bus driver sommore so pissed. kesian hong ken.
say will delay an hour. :O
teachers sommore stand there keep blaming us oni, talk talk no do things. ==


bus came


icebreaker. go say ' XXX if you love me, please XXX '
oOOooOo... DAMN SWEET MAN. xD
1. desmond find jia hui
2. tian ming find shiin yi
3. chuen hong find weng hei * but attempt failed, he come find me in the end. ==


grouping i grouped in LA
zi xin, tian yoon, mei en, chun hoe, melanie, jia yi


GA darn funny, i randomly picked a paper, and then i open....
then i read... then i see.... and i see 胡凯慧 ==
i was laughing like mad. xD
then when i pick a paper again, i got 嘉毅
== i same group with him sommore.


my guardian damn good, for 3 days, he..
1. gave me a bottle of 100+
2. a packet of sweets
3. help me take a FULL plate of food EVERY MEAL
4. give me desserts
5. feed till me fat
6. help me take luggage
7. night walk teman me all the way, except when entering the forest.
8. every night send me a sms ' 晚安美女' xD

my guardian is 荣森. ^^
谢谢帅哥

NIGHT WALK

damn scary lah this thing.
there's TWO2 things i fear in life. AND THE MOST FEARFUL ONE IS

DARK!!!!

eh, dai lou, i don even dare to sleep in a dark alone man.
when the my house black out, i scared until i cant scream man.
iish.

was damn scared lah, almost fang qi.
along the way, was holding 启耀's hand and 荣森's hand.
holding 启耀's hand is like holding a lil bro's hand.
(but i was raelly more frightened than he is==")
holding 荣森's hand like holding a normal fren's hand
( i neither feel protected nor safe)

SO! IN CONCLUSION.
if you wanna noe whether a guy is right for you.
go hold his hand and go to a scary place. xDDDDDDD

thats why i say night walk very suitable for couples. hahahah


2nd day

wake up. dance.

damn stupid lah. i myself oso blur blur de.
@.@

station games i photographer. run here run there.
iish, tiring.


HIGH ROPE!!

another stupid things.
i mentioned earlier that i fear 2 things in life.

NOW HEIGHTS IS THE 2ND THING!!!!!

stupid trip, put 2 of my uttermost fearful thing inside the trip. ><
i reluctant to go up loh.
almost gave up and fake fake say i finish dy.

and the mosquitoes there macam no suck blood b4. now my leg still itches.

desmond and jia hui temaned me to be scared. xD

jia hui went up, cried a bit?
des leg trembled, but did no harm, except when coming down, the frogman almost flew up. haha
zi ling cried.
jia ying cried.

hui qing pushed me up.

the first part of the rope i not scared lah. but 2nd part. ><

i like don dare look down loh. i look straight only.
stupid chuen hong keep shouting down there. i was like SHUT UP!! ^^
but managed to walk pass it lah, though very slow and trembling.=(

then i almost couldn't jump off the rope. haha

hui qing say tian ming scared of heights, say must look at him from down there.
mana tau, he walk darn super fast, tipu saje.

hong ken lagi funny, LAST ONE TO GO UP.
haha, des was like pulling down the frog man when he came down, and the frogman couln't stand dtill on the ground. hahaha.


TALENT NIGHT

zi xin damn stupid lah. ahhaa.
best actress!! xD

stupid GASTBY PRINCE.
though we got 3rd for the group placing.
but i'm glad everyone enjoyed it( i think )
especially for zi xin stuck horse on stage. xD



3rd day


OBSTACLE COURSE.

quite fun lah. especially the crossing water wan. damn fun. xD

the shake shake board thing almost kena me during single crossing.
i have no idea why it shaked so much. lan and joo lin was laughing like mad on the other side.
sommore i last one.

stupid joo lin, laugh laugh laugh, after i helped you cross the water part. =P

then pack

then go home.

......................................THE END................................................

ok lah, i noe mine damn short.

lalala.

at least i put effort to write one. xP

after that day, banyak ppl sick.

including me. ==

fever next day. =(

till then

TATA

=S

please DO NOT check back my blog.

good if you don't. bye

OMG

who could those 2 be????

omg. i think one of them is.. chan hon???

then another one...

omg..

it cant be true... 8O

ITS HONG KEN!!!

lol

WHAT ARE THEY DOING??????



lol. hong ken is so gonna kill me when he see this.

psst. don tell him i put this up k? spoiling his reputation. xD

rmb don tell him. >.<


xX wu liao Xx
gays..


ps: nah, they're just playing chan hon's iphone. the tap tap game. lo. DAMN SYIOK WAN. xD

you guys kinda sien hor? i oso dono wat i can do. lol. can lah~ 2 photoes first bah. x)

ps: at least i'm better than a girl who didn't update since hols started and 2 guys who made their blog private.... right?? xD

YOU KNOW WAT???

i can't believe there's ppl reading my lame long meaningless crap...

lol.

haha. TAN ZI LING.

since you would read my blog. you would probably see this. xD


ar la. i dono wat to say, sommore you would leave comments man.. woah. xD


xXzi lingXx
sorry sorry sorry~ xD