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BREAK

2012-02-01T14:36:00.003+08:00

OH LA

can you believe it! Externals is finally overrrrrr :)

actually i felt it was over way before the last paper ended.

i was alrd very relieved when the science papers ended. :D

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

SO NOW i have approx one week break till next sem starts. LOL

those ppl who've consistently bugging me to go out when i have exams.. now's your chance!

LOL

but seems like no one is asking me out now that i've finish exam. ==

#foreveralone.

NVM, but you don't bug me when i'm not free. zzzzzzz :p

anyways, i watched Xiaxue's latest video just now on party tricks and found this hilarious trick! LOL

this is our first Yang di-Pertuan Agong, Tunku Abdul Rahman.

(you know what? i just realised our first agong has the same name as our first prime minister.. same partial name... did you guys know that? :O no wonder i always failed history.. ><)

so anyways.. why did i post a 1 ringgit note of him?

i see that he's a bit emotionless. ever wonder if your agong actually SMILED AT YOU?

betchu want to see it? no? NO? really? o.O

I'LL STILL SHOW IT TO YOU ANYWAYS! :D

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

i don't know if this is disrespectful or anything. LOL

but no evil intention intended. ISA don't find me. :p

wait wait...

this is not all.......

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLOLLLLLLLLLL

now's he's upset that i'm making fun of him. ):

heeeeeeeeee~

i suppose most country's bill have an honorary man of the country on some of its bill... right?

i actually did the same thing on China's banknote.
and Mr. Sun Zhong Shan looks so cute when he's smiling. xD
but lazy take pics.

that's all fot this post.
lemmi enjoy my short break. (:

ps: dad got me a cheap headphone. LOL.

SAYONARA! ^^

CNY

2012-01-24T14:36:00.002+08:00

农历新年快乐

sincerely,

the PARTIAL Wu family.

(sis in US and dad in Johor)

Happy Chinese New year! (:

to be honest, this is the worst CNY ever. D;

first year spent in KL and not malacca and johor.

the dreadful feeling when everyone's having reunion dinner. and posted pictures on fb..

and all you can do is see and get jealous. ):

what's CNY when there's no noise, and all the car ride balik kampung. no reunion dinner with approx 20 family members in a room.

i miss my little cousies laugh and the fire crackers, and police stopping by to ask us lower the volume. xDDD

)): its just not the same. D;

AND CNY'S SUPPOSED TO BE THE BEST EVENT OF THE YEAR

screw you Edexcel.

despite of having Core math 3 on CNY. ( which is the only reason i missed CNY =.= )

our class decided to wear red and enjoy the festive season nevertheless.

regardless of race. :D

this isn't the whole class of course. many left before we took the picture after exam, and some were just plain camera shy. -.o

AND AND

I BAKED CUPCAKES! :D

McD has Prosperity Burgers,

so this is..

Prosperity Cupcakes! :D

but.. *ahem* they don't taste as good as it looks. (that is if you actually think they look good)

i messed up the recipe, ran out of self-raising flour and too much cocoa powder.

BUT IT'S EDIBLE TRUST ME! justttt a tat bit dry. :P

so that's all for CNY post i suppose. i needa study for Core math 4 tmr!

wish you HUAT AHHH in this prosperous Dragon year! (:

ZAI JIAN! ^^V

oh oh here's a song which has nothing to do with CNY :D

but its quirky and i like it ^^V

enjoy! (:

2012-01-16T15:57:00.001+08:00

HEY'ALL :DDDD

heh. i know i said i wouldn't be back until february.

but i feel so depressed right now i decided to blog anyways.

after a series of unfortunate events that happened last few weeks, i'm officially feeling strained.

i don't blame anyone for anything. (okay, maybe slightly :p)

i dono if i've learned anything from these..

but i'm too preoccupied with exams that i almost have no time to have some deep thinking time.

maybe i'll look back on these events when exams over. ):

thanks joo for listening to my rants when i need her.

thanks wenn for... being wenn. xD (and reminded me of my loss just now. LOLL. nah, i'm glad she called despite being at work! :D)

i know i'm at fault at times, but changing isn't much of an easy process.

sorry if i've hurt you.

and Ying Qi,
please fai fai come back. don't leave me hanging. ):

hope the following days of 2012 will turn out better.

cheers.

2012-01-09T13:33:00.004+08:00

On hiatus.

back in February.

the time has come.

this is how my desk look like during externals. :p

*spot the periodic table. hahahaha :D

p/s: pls pray that i A* my externals. tyvm

Happy 2012!

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2012 PEOPLESSSSSS!!!

okay, i know i'm sort of lifeless.. but as lifeless as i can be..

i would still go countdown instead of blogging the second 12am strikes! LOL

just testing the schedule function of blogger. :P i wrote this earlier heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

so.. 2012'S GONNA BE AWESOME!

how do i know?

CAUSE I'M AWESOME!

:p heh jokes.

how can it be not awesone when its thissssssss CUTE :D

so anyways.. if you're worried that apocalypes' gonna happen this year..

heh.. which i srsly doubt so :P

watch this link,

done watching?

so back here.

but even if you don't believe the earth gonna end this year,
i don't see why it should stop you from living as if IT IS gonna end.

the truth is, you should actually live EVERYDAY as if its your last..
because even the world doesn't end..
you never how long your's will last...

not cursing you or anything.. *peace*

don't do anything you'll regret.
that's all i've got to say.

if there's a place you wanna go,
go asap.
if there's a thing you wanna do,
do asap.
if there's a person you wanna confess to,
confess asap.

'later' should never be in your dictionary. :p

so... I SHOULDN'T WASTE MY TIME HERE!!!

and you too! :)

*greetings with Smurf pyjamas! :D ♥

MERRY NEW YEAR! hope a great year lies ahead for everyone. :D

cheers!

♥ musiciousity

11 things i did in 2011

2011-12-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

As promised! (:

you can read my 10 things i did in 2010 here:
http://xxvirgogurlxx.blogspot.com/2010/12/1o-things-i-did-in-2010-1.html

1. Countdown at Taipei 101

i mean, after years and yearsss of watching taipei countdown on tv.

for the first time, i'm actually there watching it with my own eyes!

the fireworks was right in front of me! :O

... but to be honest.. it wasn't that spectacular. :p

and the crowd was.. horrrible.

i assure you that you won't fall.

because there's no space for you to do so. ==

you might suffocate within the crowd and you still won't have a glimpse of the stage. :O

yes, its that terrible. D;

but oh well, at least i was there! HAHA ^^

2. Went NS

This i undoubtedly the most notable event of the year.

i mean, after going through all those.. worries and chaos..

I WAS THERE. :D

and live to tell the tale. haha

life at Kem PLKN Setia Ikhlas, Semenyih :D (aka. KEMSIS)

CHARLIE!!! :DDD

met loads of awesome friends! i mean, at first it was a total culture shock. o__o

you can't blame me can you? i've been chinese schools since.. forever. == *racist much*

but it was awesome!! cleared some of my stereotypes.. xD

friends are the ones you couldn't live without in ns.

they're the first thing and the last thing you see in a day.

and you spend the whole day with them! o______o

i couldn't possibly list all of them down.

Ain, Kim, Mimie, Liah, Ira, Naili.. okay i'm seriously not listing them all. ==

BUT!! THERE ARE 2 THAT I MUST GIVE HONOURABLE MENTIONS! :OOO

*drum rolls*

♥ @Mei En and @Wen Yi ♥

I COULD NOT HAVE EVER SURVIVE WITHOUT THEM O___O

they are such nice ppl that often makes me feel guilty.

srsly, i feel so in debt towards them. and i rarely feel this way.

they've helped me through thick and thin, that i feel like i don't deserve.

they tolerate with me when i'm being snappy.

they're the nicest ppl i've ever met! *i rarely say this, but when i do.. i mean it* ==

...

srsly, i miss you guys so much! D;

...

my number! BP621

oh gosh. the torturing staircase!
YOU ARE NOT MISSED!

ma dorm! :D

*dorm terbaik pls, don't play play. :p

so NS was not as dreadful as what ppl says.

but if i had to go back again..

I WOULD KILL MYSELF! ==

the experience was.. memorable. BUT not missed.

i mean the food's okay, the activities okay.. yada yada.

but what i cannot bear with is... SLPING 5 HOURS A DAY.

gosh! sleeping is essential. ==

marching first thing in the morning when you're half asleep.

even the padang kawad's tar floor seems so tempting to be slept on.

and all those boring talks and classes.. ==

but then again, if you're like me, having a lot of time to waste while waiting for spm results release..

THIS IS DEFINITELY THE PLACE TO GO :D

if not.. stay away. rawrrrrrr

3. Got my FIRST job

being once a student there, going back there to work.. was a strange sensation.

like dejavoo. xD

but if i'm paid, i'm not complaining.

what more, i'm being paid to study?!?! LOLL

that's like every student's dream. :D

after like 16 sets of Add Math States Papers, i'm pretty sure i can close my eyes and do add math.. literally.

but the admin part of the job was sorta boring..

receiving phone calls at first was thrilling.. but after a while you just felt like yelling at those parents. LOL

parents can get pretty annoying. o___o

and facing the computer typing 24/7 makes your eyes sore.

ever see this many sweets in your life? ;p

4 years there gave me sweet-phobia. D; (especially fruit plus)

and i ♥ getting ma pay and the end of the day! :p

*on the side note, TEACHER'S MARRIED. :D

his fiance is very pretty, but i pity her for having such a workaholic husband. ==

4. Braces on.

i know i know, its what you guys've been waiting for all these years isn't it. LOL

almost every single person would ask me,

'why you dowan put on braces ah?' O____o

so often that.. that.......

....

.......

that i put it on in the end. ~.~

2 more years to endure. very sad that i couldn't play DiZhi like i used to again. *sigh*

can't wait for the end of this!

want see my bloody teeth? :D

hahahahahahahahha :F

ps: ain't my smile sparkly? *ching ching* xD

i smile like a retard.

#likeaboss

5. Turned 18.

I'm FINALLY LEGAL.

spent my bday shopping with Lam and Wenn.

and S4 gang.. unintentionally. xD

i don't favour noisy gatherings, and would rather spend precious time with best buds. #loner

*thats me with high heels! LOL. wenn forcefully had me put it on. Lol
**mummy must be sho proud of me. xD

18 years ago,

i was this

hahahahahahaha

awwwww ain't i cute. *self-admiring* :p

well, haha

HAPPY 18TH @KAI HUI

make yourself proud. (:

6. Went orphanage.

and yes its the first time i've been to an orphanage. LOL.

i still have yet to go SPCA. ):

ukele

they're really cute.. honestly.

actually, i've already wrote a post about this before..

if you read my blog that is.. *ahem* xD

so here it is http://xxvirgogurlxx.blogspot.com/2011/10/orphanage-ddd-hahahaha-colour-kinda.html

7. Entered college

i know i'm probably one of the latest. july intake. while others are preparing for finals, i'm.. just starting the journey. :D

BUT IT WAS AWESOME. after being a total bummer for the past few months.

being able to go school again was thrilling!

Coll days are fun. altho its basically still studying, but with a tinge of craziness.

went KLCC like a bunch of kindergartens and tourist. LOL

no more toopid useless subjects. me is loving it! :D

altho exams are plain torture all the same, with a higher level of difficulity, not to mention it ruined all my holidays. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

changieeee :D i forgot. was it Fehling's

and my cool test tube 8) solution and methy orange indicator? LOL

thats how i wrap up a lab lessons! :D

since the chemicals would go down the drain even if i don't have some fun with it. :p

dare to die friends. xD

my class is like international vs kebangsaan school. LOL. age ranges from 16 to 19. (16 wth)

there's korean from korea, korean from m'sia. indian from india. pahang, kelantan, sabah, sarawak, johor, malacca, perak... LOL. you say it. we have it. :D

8. Got behind the wheels

that's a bad thing for the others tho. D;
srsly, my driving skills sucks. i'm still having mom giving me weekend lessons right now. o__o
and gosh is she terrified. LOL. =X

BUT I ASSURE YOU! i really did pass. IN ONE GO.
and i swear i didn't bribe. D; *but no one seems to believe me*==

driving school. in panoramic. 8)

but i suppose the examiner was in quite a jolly mood. or maybe he's just lazy to drive me back. :p

9. Learnt how to bake

i mean, i've always been helping mom in the kitchen.
but this is the first time i baked without mom supervising. :p

this's my first cake actually. LOL

hanny's bday cake. :p

turned out okay watttt :D

♥ lemon cake ♥

♥ jam drops ♥

♥ honey lemon cupcakes ♥

choco chip cookies in making :p

♥ chocolate cupcakes ♥

#this just made me hungry. =.=

10. Met FT Island in KMW.

first and foremost.. THANK YOU @HUOY WENN.

if it wasn't for her. this would not have happen.
cause i dowan to pay for tics. *yes, i'm that giam siap.

HONG KIIIIIIIII ♥ ♥ ♥

disclaimer: ok la, i din take these 2 pics. i wasn't thatttt near. LOLLL

*got it from google :D

i was this far. :D

but at least its not hot.

and we have binoculars! ^^V

AND THEIR COMING AGAIN NEXT YEAR *tears*

i thought the would've never come m'sia for concert.

but they came during my finals. == out of 365days. *tears even more*

BUT I'M GOING I DON'T CARE! RAWRRR

CHAGIYAA WAIT FOR MEEE KYAAAAAA ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

11. Malacca with bros and mon mon. :D

#2nd edit 5/1/12 cause jay uploaded photos. :p

it's been quite some time before we 4 gathered.
approx 4 months since han left, and 1 year since jay left. LOL

night before malacca trip we 4 went yumcha.
and me han des drank milktea, when jay drank milk. =.=

LOL. and we 3 spent our night sleepless.
we were practically walking zombies.. especially me cause i didn't slp at all.
and the first thing we said when we saw each other was...
昨晚睡不着啊!!! T^T

*stole some pics from mon mon and jay. you guys won't angry one horrr heeeeeeeeeeee :p

and MY GOSH, I HAVE TOTALLY NO SENSE OF DIRECTION! DD;

i've been in malacca since forever and i couldn't even find my granma's house..

sorry wai po. ):

=.=

practically we just kept eating throughout the trip. =.=
so sad it rained when we were at portugese village. D;

Smurf Village at Dataran Pahlawan

chicken rice balls :D

jay said those are fishballs. ==

dao gei ing in the musuem.

satay celup! :D

all time favourite :P

beef noodles. *slurp*

and then we all got addicted to Jay's phone game.

some lame racing game la. haha

aiyerrr so sweetttttt ♥ ♥ ♥

wo deng zhe ni hui lai~~ wo deng zhe ni hui lai~~~ :D

thanks for driving des! :D

cendol!! :DD

So what's for the next trip? :D

..................................................................................................................................................................

and that's a wrap! :D

i shall write '12 things i did in 2012' next year,
if what mayan predicted din't come true... hahaha :D

till then, ciaoz! ^^

♥ musiciousity

2011-12-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

if that's how fragile our friendship is, then there's no point of keeping it.

2011's almost ending.. i have this illusion that it's already 2012. o.o
so anyways, a post about

11 things i did in 2011

is coming up. as a continuation of my

http://xxvirgogurlxx.blogspot.com/2010/12/1o-things-i-did-in-2010-1.html last year.

it sums up my year and promises more achievements in a year as the number grows.

right now i'm
#freakingout

TOOPID EXTERNALS RUINED MY SEMBREAK.

so actually i just felt bored and came to blog. which is totally not something i'm supposed to do. ==

as the end of the year draws near, i start to reflect back on myself.

what did i learn after going through 365 days?
well i certainly did, and one of them is..

letting go.

i seemed to be clinging on stuff too much.
the fact that changes are inevitable seems to never sip into my mind.
but its getting in.. slowly.

i ceased to try stopping things from changing.
protecting things that were never meant to be protected.
if it was to change, it will change.
no matter how much i've tried.
if it's that fragile, then i'll let it go.
if it's that fragile, it's not worth my time.
everlasting? oh please, don't deceive yourself.

as we grow up, we don't lose friends.
we realise who the true ones are.
words never prove anything,
time does.

so i don't care whats true,
what's sincere,
what's loyalty,
what's one's importance.
there's nothing so much as 'i can't live without you'
'you are irreplaceable'
because what you see is not necessarily true,
what you think is not necessarily right.

when you block yourself from all possibilities,
you're further away from the truth than ever.
don't convince yourself,
let time convince you.
don't be an idiot.

lalalalalalalla~ ok la. damn sien dy. wait for my next post bah.
2 weeks till 2012. ajajaajajajaja

i see through the mask on your face,
i see through the soul within you,
now i know how filthy you are,
don't hide your real intentions,
because i see it now.

all the lies you've been telling,
all the lies you've been doing,
don't act like you know me,
don't act like you care,
because i see it now.

how naive i must have been,
how triumphant you must have felt,
but not any longer..
because i see it now.

....
yes, i'm venting my anger just like that in words,
and there's nothing you can do.
#likeaboss

....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA EXAMMMMMMM

2011-11-23T21:08:00.001+08:00

ON HIATUS

or gone forever.

LOL. == no really, its not LOL-able. LOL

trollinggggg DDDD:::

MOCK-ing this few week. (and no, mock is not the definition you have in your mind right now)

mock is A-levels internal exam. CAN'T WAIT TILL THE END OF IT! :DDD

THEN ITS SEM BREAK 3 WEEKSSS WOOHOOOOOO

well not really, after 3 weeks is the thang, the real thang.

IT'S EXTERNALS FOR A MONTH IN JAN.

*reminds me so much of CHS exam-b4-and-after-holiday-so-you-can't-enjoy-your-holiday system. ==

and my C3 paper lies COINCIDENTALLY ON CHINESE NEW YEAR

NOOOOOOOOOO #facepalm

so ppl rmb prepare my ang pau.. if you cant meet me

bank in to my account number *hints*

xxxx-xxxx-xxxxxx :D tyvm

well i screwed my S1 mock today. but wth, its over.

next 2 weeks are doomsweek, science subject pls have mercy. D:

i've been a good girl, karma pls treat me nicely too. :D

well,

annyeonggggggggggggggggggggggggggg <3

#foreveralone

2011-10-29T17:54:00.004+08:00

ORPHANAGE :DDD

HAHAHAHA

the colour's kinda awesomeee :p

don't feel like studying at the mo. malaysia's sun is at its full glory at the mo.
and i'm enjoying air cond in my room at the mo! :D

went through some of my pictures just now. pictures in my album.
i wanted to put my SS pictures but i'm afraid you would get nauseous.

so! i resolved to put cute kids photo for you!
ain't i nice :p but then again, no one reads this blog so i'm practically talking to myself.
oh, and thanks to 'sexy', i justtt might not delete my previous post.

SO ANYWAYS, pictures overload!

maknae(youngest)

Ukele :D

aww don't shy~~ xD

teaching us how to count numbers in tamil.

bunny boy!

she's so pwettie <3 i want those eyelashes. xD

she was the only one who would pose for the camera. <3

ok la, maybe not a lot. but i can't possibly be posting all the pictures up right. these are the ones i like.

first time shooting with portrait lens and in P mode.

they are so adorable. and they call me sister sister all the way. :DDD

they're christians btw. and the reason we made this trip was to carry out our moral projects.

sometimes i feel bad for them, ppl like us, going there play some stupid games and take picture of them.

as if they're some kind of specimen.

we went there without reluctance but with a purpose that's not wholly sincere.

i wonder if they like us. and i truthfully felt sorry for disturbing them. they are kids with big ambition.

HELP SASA-ians would go there to tutor them for studies.

makes you ppl who take studying as a form of torturing to be totally ashamed.

i asked one of the girl if she likes it here( the orphanage).

she said yes without hesitation.

now it makes you ppl who wanna run away from home to might as well bury your face in the ground.

haha. soon we bade goodbyes. while my frens all said 'byebye'

suddenly i said.. 'annyeongggg' haha. which evoke laughter *ahem*

tiara say i sesat. xD

well i wish them best of luck. and in order to make full use of myself, i shall study and not waste my precious weekends. ==

m'sian and moral studies finals in a week. and i HAVE TO MUST pass it. if i don't, i would kill myself. *touch wood*

not to mention MOCKS in one month.

a lvls external exam in 2 months. ==

but then again, my frens all had undergo these alrd. i'm supposingly the last one. haha. no complains. :p

so...

annyeonggggggggg

pogoshippta~~

V^^V

2011-10-28T22:30:00.001+08:00

POOF POOF :D

WARNING : long wordy post ahead. you are advised to hit the 'x' button. read at your own discretion.

i'm seriously loving the new blogger layout. :D

anyways... YO HOW'S LIFE PPL :D

mine's not bad.. good.. awesome!

ok la.. maybe not awesome but satisfactory. i'm loving it. xD

college life is awesome. much better than high school. srsly.

haha. the funny thing is. i've JUST began my college life. back in july. only 3 months of it.

and friends in SAM and VCE and i dono what are finishing their course.. THIS FREAKIN YEAR. ==

oh oh, and also those like my cousin who's doing chinese independent school's "form 6".

..

anywaysss...

its like, i havent even started my first exam and they're doing their finals already! xD

starting for me, ending for them... and we're supposed to be having the same age... LOL

ironically.. *ahem* feels kinda weird. now i understand how han felt. xD

but at least i have my intake mates and those form 6 frens to teman me. xD to make me feel more normal.. ahhahaha some of them couldn't believe when i say i'm graduating in 2013 jan. LOLLL

if 2012 is for real, i wouldn't even make it to my finals.. HHAAHAHAH (which i highly doubt so) :p

but then again, this is really my choice. to choose a lvls.. to choose july intake. i'm glad to have a mom who is so supportive of me and let my decide my path.

given a 2nd chance, i would still do the exact same thing. no regrets. :D

what for study so fast.. finish studies so soon and enter the working society.

i mean you're gonna spend half of your life working. and trust me working sucks. ==
no one out there working would tell you they don miss their studying days.

and thus i wouldn't wanna end my studying life so early.
i mean there's no theory stating that the earlier you start working, the better it is and you have more chances being more successful. ==

enjoy life! take one step at a time! :D

life's great right now cause i'm doing something i love. aka learning.

learning is not studying. LOLL but i enjoy studying also la.

awesome friends, awesome lecturers.. what more can i ask for.

i don't miss my high school life. i don't miss slping in class everyday. and taking useless and boring subjects (sivik, moral, sejarah, pjpk theory). staring at teachers who are basically talking to themselves.
going school just for the sake of going. sitting at the assembly ground dozing off at lee's lullaby.

i used to feel SO SO SO freakin dreadful every morning. 6am wtf. ==
i srsly felt like my days were wasted everyday. in school.

actually i doubt anyone would be reading this. i'm typing all these for fun. like what joo says.. composing out of thin air. :p

actually no one read this blog anymore. i'm actually amazed by the ppl who advertise at my chatbox. you're wasting your time. LOL. i told you, no one read this blog. == probably only me.. once in a while. :p
my pageviews per day are maybe... 1 or nil? :D nahh xD no! i'm serious. ==

okay la. i shall proceed to do something more notable. imma ciaoz.

i might delete this post after a few days. cause its too much crap. :p

listen TABLO if you havent. :D

2011-10-02T14:01:00.002+08:00

i need to care less. and just do my best.

...

KOREAN MUSIC WAVE 2011

ME WITH FT ISLAND LIGHTSTICK

toopid KK and i outside the stadium.

drew this on my diary. copied from the lightstick. :D

painted my nails RED for the concert.

QUITE COOL WAT.

kk keep complaining say very ugly. ==

not in the mood of writing anything. just decided to keep my blog alive. hence the photos.

joy to the world~~

CIAOZ :D

2011-09-16T14:03:00.002+08:00

Review: Sungkyunkwan Scandal :DDD

i watched this drama with immense guilt in mind. unsurprisingly, my self discipline has failed me once again. :p
'ok, one episode only, oneeeee epi oni' == i was being ridiculous for such words. LOL

enough about me, and i shall start with the drama.
its more or less like the chinese 'butterfly lovers' ''Liang Shan Bo yu Zhu Ying Tai' the classic romance story.
with a little modern twist i guess.

due to the high ratings, i had high anticipation and expectations for this drama.

the story line was a bit.. a bit.. gay. LOL
i don't know if its just me, but those touchy-staring-eye scene BEFORE yoochun know min young is a girl.. was.. very the gay. ==
I MEAN, YOU'RE BASICALLY LOVING A GUY. okok, i know, he did thought he is gay. BUT...
i don't know, maybe others would go
'awwww~~so sweet'
'kyaaaaaa loveeeeee'
'>_____< less than 3'

,,,

but i went...

'OMG SO GAY!!! WTH'

o________________________________o

i'm sorry for being so... not into the story. xDDD

BUT, nevertheless, after 'he' being revealed to be a she..
those scenes finally made my heart skipped a beat.
and went 'awwwwww' :p

now people....
i shall now introduce...
the ultimate fabulous awesome...

JALGEUM QUARTET!!!!! *applause* :ppp

FIRST UP

SONG JOONG KI aka GU YONG HA

he is so... cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kyaaaaaa less then 3
kiopta! :p when he smile, the world was filled with bubblegum and lollipop. xD

'na gu yong ha ta *wink*' meltsssss~~~ such an epic phrase. xD
being portrayed as such a playful boy in the drama, makes you appreciate his seriousness at times.
and the 'relationship' he and geol oh had was so ungayishly gay. LOL.
i even felt less gay from them compared to min young and yoochun. LOL
no wonder jongki and geol oh got the couple awards. xD

NEXT UP

YOO AH IN aka GEOL OH

he is the bad boy of the drama. but so nice and protective at heart.
i didn't really like the beggar image of his. but the clean cut image was much better.
at times, i even felt he had more chemistry with min young than yoochun had. :p

PHEWITTTTTTTT

PARK MIN YOUNG aka KIM YOON SHIK/ YOON HEE

i don't think she needs much introduction. LOL. i've already introduced her in the city hunter review.
but very different from her city hunter character. which is sexy and pretty.
this drama, shes more of a cute, innocent, young girl.. or guy.. LOL

but you can see her acting skills are still a bit.. lacking here.
or is it just me.. hahaha

she stun too much. and sometimes her expression are not quite matching with the situation. =x

*drum rolls*

LAST BUT NOT LEASTTTTT

THE SPOTLIGHT OF THE DRAMA

PARK YOOCHUN aka LEE SUN JOON

he's not much of a good looking guy. i think.
i mean, before this drama, i even regard him as the least good looking member in DBSK. *don't kill me*
but after this drama..
( on the side note, you should know that i find a lot of guys very good looking after watching their drama, if i like it that is. xD )
where was i..
OH YA, HE'S ABSOLUTELY A DREAMER. haha

he seems so nice and gentleman.
although i find he's acting also a bit lacking.
too much of a poker face. makes the face seems so boring.

and he's singing skill is incredibleeeeeeeeee

pssst psst. tell you a secretttt
i dreamt of him last night.. kyaaaaaaaa xD

which with this i conclude, looks ain't that important, personality is the key. :p
i like nice guys. haha

BEFORE I END

THIS WAS THE BEST KISS SCENE.

they portrayed the 'first love' sort of relationship. all shy shy~~~ :p

overall rating : 8.1/10

give it a watch if.. you don't have any homework and studying in hand. watching with guilt spoils a bit of the fun ):

TOODLESSS :DDD

2011-08-29T21:00:00.004+08:00

NIGAHIGA-ING :DDD

i've been watching a lot of ryan higa's vids on youtube these days. :p

i've heard bout him since.. i dono when. i constantly hear ppl mentioning nigahiga and ask me to go watch it..

buttt i never did.. until a few days ago! :D

and its awesome. ^^ the ingenious lameness of his cracks me up. haha

not to mention.. he's incredibly good looking too :DDD

guys with small eyes, slightly tanned complexion and a sense of humour.. are always charming!! :DD

well, at least for me. ^^

whenever he smile and laugh in the bloopers.. i always go 'aaaaaaaaa so cute' xD

oh well.

TEEHEE :D

ps: if you havent watch his vids before. please do :D you won't regret haha

pps: subscribe too :P

2011-08-24T16:16:00.000+08:00

this is too cute :3

hongki oppa~~~ <3

2011-08-23T23:52:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAA HOW STUDY AAAA

i've been slacking up till now @@

one week gone.. and i've barely finised ANYTHING.

touch here bit bit there bit bit ==

BUT

I HAVE NOW CAME UP WITH A SOLUTION (which hopefully works >_<)

the reason i couldnt start anything

and would rather slack around my lappy doing basically NOTHING

is i've got so much at hand that i didn't know where how when to start ==

thus thus hence hence, i'm gonna focus on a subject a day.. or two. LOL DEPENDS

c3 c4

physics

chemistry

ok..7 subs

i have... 12 days left..

5 days extra for c3 c4 phy chem which i reckon would take up a lot of time :O

ANYONE UP FOR A LIBRARY DATE? :D

toodles. (:

2011-08-21T23:17:00.004+08:00

is change really necessary?

i mean.. i don't want to. ==

buddha said change is the only thing that never change..

so why is the word 'forever' even created ==

sigh.

there's stuff..

i just do not want to change...

but it still does..

changing day by day..

i fear i couldn't let go..

i do not believe in forever.

i did.

but never will again.

i'm not depressed. LOL

i've just been thinking..

SEE! THE REASON I DON LIKE FREE TIME IS IHAVETOOMUCHTIMETOTHINK.

gah.

so goodbye, don't cry and smile. (:

2011-08-17T21:36:00.008+08:00

CITY HUNTER REVIEW :DDD

I'VE FINISHED CITY HUNTER DRAMA!

i would say its satisfying ^^ not like some other drama i watch and find it a waste of my time in the end. ==

the story line is good.

a lot of suspense moment while watching.

and some scenes will give you heart attack.

while you yell 'nooooooo! watch out! the bad guy!!! behind!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaa' ;)

and when the bad guy is hitting the good guy. you go 'ouch ouch ouch! DON'T HIT HIM ALREADYYYYY'

but one of the toopid part in this drama is

min ho aka lee yun seung aka city hunter.. anyone he hit/punch/kick right.. sure faint one ==

where got so easy oneeeee so geng meh. those bad guy so cacat meh. so fake. == i

know i know. tak kan they keep getting up and min ho keep bashing them down.. that would take forever. ==

BUT CITY HUNTER IS SO YENGGGG

i actually find his father very yeng also. too bad he is portrayed as a partial villain in the drama. but still very yeng. :p

even the prosecutor is not bad also. ^^V just that he's not my type. the features a bit too sharp. he would make a good villain with that face haha

about min ho.. hmmm... he's face is not what i like though.

THE NOSE. the nose is tat bit too big

but his buff figure and charismatic image is very luring :D

especially when he wears the black collar shirt like the right picture. he's damn hot :DD

but what i love is not min ho. i love city hunter. ahahaha he's so protective.

guys who are protective is always attractive ^^

i actually hated him before this. and was in a dilemma state, whether or not to watch this drama because there's no handsome man :p but judging from all the good reviews this drama received. i decided to give it a try :)

I MEAN BEFORE WHEN HE IS THIS

HOTTIE...

HE WAS LIKE THISSSSSS

NOOOOOOO

ITS AN EYESOREEEE

SO GAYYYYYYY

DDDDDDDDDD;

i didn't understand why would anyoneee find him appealing when he acted in boys over flower.

that big nose. that distracting clown hair. I MEAN SERIOUSLY WTH ==

but the transformation is the exact opposite ^^

except the signature enormous nose :)

park min young is so pretty too.

can gap lui ^^V

the ending of the drama quite sad actually.

it started off with one's hatred after his comrades being killed by their own country.

in the end, that particular one person.. is still killed by his own country ==

but at least they receive the honour as country's honourable armies la.

but still sad.

although jin pyo is supposed to be bad for killing so many ppl and raised yun seung into a revenge machine. but seriously... all 20 friends of his.. got freakin killed by the country they actually risk their life for. ==.. thats just too much. and damn wrong ==

oh well. thats it.

overall rating 8.5/10

quite high dy. really. LOL give it a watch if you have time :)

you'll not regret :)

2011-08-02T21:33:00.002+08:00

NEW ME :DD

(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Boy boy boy saenggagdaero change

*HyunA - Change

everybody needs to make changes. and is making them. just whether changing the the worse or the better :D

if you put any of my 4s4 or 5s4 friends in my a levels class now. i doubt anyone would realize this is actually me. LOL.

seriously, if you ask my s4 classmates and my present classmates to comment about me. i reckon there would be some obvious contradiction. :D

self praise is no praise. okokok i'll shuddap.

but i told myself, and promised myself. to change totally, upon entering college.

because i don't know them. they don't know me.

i could be previously a lazy person, and change to a hardworking one.

or a cruel person to kind person.

or even vice versa...

AND NO ONE WOULD POINT OUT A SINGLE DIFFERENCE. :P

for now i think perhaps i did a 120 degree change? LOL

aim is 359 degree? ahhaha cause i dowan to completely change. :p

short term aim is to reach 170 degree change to be not just the hardworking one. but also the SMART ONE.

test, mock, sem 1 exam. thats what i'm striving for.

all talk no do is useless.

later you ppl look down on me. :p

BUT I'M TRYING YO.

thus i'm ending this. study yo ppl ^^V

you guys are awesome. GIDDY UP. xD

2011-07-31T22:37:00.006+08:00

i'm in love in other ppl's love story~~ :DDD

I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M IN LOVE WITH OTHERRR PPL'S LOVE STORYYY :DDDD

but its the best thing ever :D

i know i know... what you ppl gonna say.

'wth is this?? a fake marriage? IT'S STILL FAKE KAI HUI'

ok wtv. xDD

as fake as the marriage is. i would like to believe they're dating btw.

BUT THE CHEMISTRY THEY HAVE ON AIR IS AMAZING

AND ITS DIFFERENT FROM NORMAL DRAMA.

i mean normally drama couples i would just go crazy bout it ONLY WHEN i'm still watching that drama. after that i forget all about it. like 'you're beautiful' park shin hye and jang geun suk.

BUT THIS IS DIFFERENTTTT i would like really really weallliiii hope they date in real life. :D

which i partially believe they do.

NICHKHUN ACTUALLY ADMIT HE HOPES VICTORIA IS HIS REAL GF. and he constantly couldn't differentiate real life and acting of this fake marriage. HE ADMITTED SEVERAL TIMES ON AIR.

ok. so what if its real. why would you care. its not like its your relationship. LOL.

BUT can you believe i actually smile all the wayyy whenever i watch khuntoria wgm?

since the first epi i watch. which is about halfway dy i think. epi 25 plus i think? i was addicted to it. i start watching every epi of it. AND I COULD WATCH SEVERAL TIMES. and still smile. :)

so i don care if its freakin real or fake. it makes me happy. it completes my saturday or sunday (it airs on sat but sometimes the eng/chi sub only comes out on sun)

anything that makes me happy is good. ^^ NICHKHUN IS SO SWEET.

i never took any particular interest in him b4 this. to me he's just another pretty face. cute face in fact. not my type.

same goes to victoria. i only find her pretty in 'pinocchio' mv at first. then.. took not much notice of her even when my fav group was f(x). cause yes, she's just another pretty face. she even seemed a bit annoying with her fake smile and annoying voice :p haha i was much more interested in luna and amber at that point. THEY CAN SING/RAP. lol

but now~~ KYAAAA i love them ^^

now my dream guy is just like nichkhun!!! except for the face tho. :p

believe it or not. nichkhun actually reminds me of my 2 previous crush. NO KID.

his niceness is like XXX and the way he laugh is like XXX :D

i actually follow up their news on a facebook group everyday. LOL. whenever they did something i would smile. eg: nichkhun confess, victoria wore her wedding ring during performances. every bit of it made me believe even more that they are real.

practically this is the only variety show i watch.

and once again... ANYTHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY IS SOMETHING GOOD. ^^v

ok. one week of coll starts tml. THEN ITS ANOTHER EPISODE. :DDDD

hehehehehehehehehe

love you.

NICKHUN ^^v

ps: i highly discourage anyone who just broke up to watch this show.. if you die of emo pls don blame me. :DD xD

2011-07-17T16:14:00.001+08:00

the worst thing about gaining best friends is...

losing them one day......

2011-07-06T21:48:00.005+08:00

Star Light Star Bright..

the first star i see tonight..

i wish i may, i wish i might....

have the wish i wish tonight...

"i wish i can find good friends in college. good friends like [you] "

(>.<)

-oo-

come on pls. ):

2011-07-05T00:18:00.005+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY A COLLEGE STUDENT :DDDD

there goes my slacker life.

slacker of 6 months ==

gosh. ):

nevertheless! i'm feeling great and excited to create my own future and see where faith takes me to. x)

I'M GONNA BE HARDWORKING.

1. no more sleeping in class (please don zhat me dy ): )

2. do homework

3. study

4. less fb and msn

5. less procrastination

HOCUS FOCUS. x)

i'm gonna do well, great and excel woots!

you have faith in me don't you? *no*

you don't? awww, thats sad. nvm..

i don care eh eh eh eh eh *2ne1-i don't care*

heh. i'm crapping a lot ain't i? :p

tml's 2nd day of orientation and class starts on wed. :D

I MET KOREANS TODAY. okok, i know i'm exaggerating but..

IT'S SO COOLLLL :p x)

.....

i'm gonna be busy soon. i should be. or it won't be right.

man, i'm missing my bros and buds.

my 3 bros are all busy and ignoring me D;

my buddies... are also busy.

and thus soon i'm gonna be busy.

i dono wat this means but don't like the sound of it. ==

glad that i'm over someone now. my life is better off without that someone. :DD

*deletion complete*

cheers

xoxo

2011-06-28T10:39:00.002+08:00

i had so much faith in you.

in myself.

and its all gone.

i thought we can last.

i thought there might just be forever.

and what i had thought was wrong.

sooner than i had expected.

its over.

i don't know you anymore.

2011-06-28T10:35:00.003+08:00

deleting you from my life

50%

70%

*error*

damn.

2011-06-28T10:35:00.002+08:00

deleting you from my life

50%

70%

*error*

=="

damn.

2011-06-23T13:50:00.005+08:00

who am i to you?

if you are to rank me among everyone in your life.

what ranking would i get?

i don't even know if i'm important to you.

you say i am.

but you say that to everyone.

i feel diminished.

i don't want to be just one of your friends.

because you're not just one of my friends.

so what is this.

2011-06-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

OMG MAN. i found this is my draft. like 102983712937 years ago thing. damn wu liao la me. xD

Grass and I

i won't turn back to eat the grass.

since its already behind me,

and i walked passed it,

why turn back.

and i won't waste my time thinking of how tasty the grass behind is.

since i can't eat it already,

think no use,

why go miss it.

i'm sure there'll be better grass infront.

i'm gonna see some better grass infront,

i'm sure i will,

why not?

even if i turn back to eat the grass.

i still need to leave the grass one day,

if i was to leave it,

then i shall leave it,

the reason to make me move forward,

and the reason to make me ditch that grass behind,

will happen again and will still be there no matter what.

why not just make up my mind and leave it.

i'm gonna meet some better grass.

when its that day,

i'll tie the lovely grass on my back..

and carry it, moving forward...

together. x)

THE END

2011-05-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

okok.. after some so many countless emo post...

not that many emo post la! zz

i shall share my happy day with uuuuuuuuuuuuu x)

i wish everyday is like todayyy x)

morning morning wake up, still in bed...

i received a call from LAM LAM!! :)

ok la, she initially just wanted to ask me if i could teman her go school help pmo unload the instruments.

which yee wei alrd asked me and i told her i couldn't because i've got work. ):

BUT.. me and lam ended up chattinggg a bit bit la. a while. short but nice. x)

its great to catch up with your long lost fren.

hung up after i told her i have to get ready for work xD

then i go room on radio and put on some relaxing music. and it INSTANTLY made me feel...

HAPPPYYY :D

the sunshine was great.. room was considerably warm...

you noe when you just have this tinge of feeling.. knowing today is gonna be a great day.

YOU JUST NOE IT. its like... sixth sense or something xD

i noe its gonna be great but i didn't noe how great it would be. x)

i left house i headed to work. on the way.. i saw...

MRS TEH !! x)

my fav english tuition teacher whom i've been with her and her husband since standard 2 till form 5.. thats very long. ==

very happy to see her and happy when she say she's proud of us few for getting A in english. i still felt a bit disappointed for oni getting A and A2. ): oh well :D lets not spoil the mood ><

totally unexpected to meet her anyway.

then today work i had a day off from doing add maths. i had to buy breakfast for teacher, print notes, type notes, and type the JUNE list. which took the whole day. and chatting with my teacher's fiance was damn fun. she's damn nice i tell u. very comfortable to talk to. :)

after work, had dinner with mom and chatted a lot.

then i bathe, fumble around, and end up here. :D

....

OK its not those happy-have-fun-whole-day kind of happy. not such and such of outings with fren or something. its just a simple simple happy contented day.

especially when you started off happy first thing in the morning. the second you opened your eyes. xD

the weather was great btw, it rained last night. :)

you noe how when you had your day so fun with your friends. that you got so so so tired at the end of the day. and you suddenly felt a bit emo? not emo emo, just tired emo. yeah.. i don like it. i just felt the noisyness of the day accentuated the lonliness of the night. i don like it.

i like random happenings. the one you least expected it. and some hanging around buddies like going for a movie.. sleepovers.. and basketball :D

not those you hang around with not so close frens when you walk whole day around the shopping mall not knowing wat to do.. especially when you have to take a long journey back home. ==

SUMS IT ALL UP. i like today. :)

hope you have a great day too. ^^

love myself... HAHAHA xD

2011-05-25T23:07:00.003+08:00

when ppl starts to ask me.

what you gonna study?

where you gonna study?

after that wat you wanna do??

zzz

reading fb post about who and who got wat and wat scholarship.

its a bit frustrating.

because i've got none.

sometimes i really wonder,

i know i'm not lousy. i'm around average i think. but is that enough?

there's 1023718293701928371928370192837109283791283718293791283701982371 aka infinity ppl much much much better than me. getting good offers such as scholarships and perhaps.. job offers is really minimal.

i dono wat to do with my life. its much more than just studying hard.

fml.

2011-05-14T18:51:00.003+08:00

i believe in friends forever..

but not best friends forever.. :)

ps: unless one day i can prove myself wrong. which i certainly wish to. :D

when that day comes, which is when i'm old, i'll blog about it. hahhaha :p

pps: actually.. i don even believe in best friends. LOL. ok, nvm.. i meant close to best frens. :)

2011-05-07T22:32:00.006+08:00

i thought that was the end of my ultimate bad luck day.

but i realise it just only got started....

just now that post i was just plain angry.

now i'm actually feeling depressed.

the feel of cant breathe.

suffocating.

helpless.

strengthless.

weak.. and very weak.

i just tasted and am tasting them right now.

i cant be as optimistic as i always have been.

whenever i'm sad, i put all the dhamma quotes i have learnt into mind. but i guess i cant do them this time.

i'm in such a dilemma. and no one can help me with that.

i'm not feeling sorry for myself. it has nothing to do with myself.

i'm not typing this out because you can help me.

then i dono wat i'm doing.

i think i need slp.

2011-05-07T20:59:00.003+08:00

MY LUCK SUCKS MAX TODAY D;

morning morning nothing one. wake up. go kumon. blabla.

then go sunway pyramid. EVERYONE SAY I FAT JOR DDDD;

nooooooooooooooooooo

i mean. srsly, when kk said it, i like yea meh. then bf and honey oso say so. ... damn

fine. i'll forget bout that.

then, wait.. this part cant write on blog. xD

after that, got home, I BROKE MY NAIL. MY THUMB. HOW PLAY GU ZHENG.

DAMN STUPID WEI. I WAITED 1 MONTH AFTER NS FOR IT TO GROW. AND NOW... ANOTHER MONTH?? AND IT HAS TO BE MY THUMB. WTH

suan

then i go fb. A LOT PPL GET SCHOLARSHIP. AND I GOT NONE. very sien ah.

i'm deemed to be a failure. wth

THEN

i msn. NO ONE ONLINE. i mean. ppl that i can crap about. i need ppl to talk to when i'm in bad mood... AND NONE OF THOSE PPL ARE ONLINE! epic fail..

HAVENT FINISHHH

THEN

I TAKE BATH.. NO WATERRRR STUPIDDDDDDD

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

deng deng

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

...

ok.i'll stop being a brat and stop the whining...

PEACE.

must go read dhamma books to stop the emoness

bad mood is normal. srsly

Men?

2011-05-05T01:21:00.001+08:00

On average, a man spends about five months of his life SHAVING.

Wanna save lives!?

2011-05-05T01:20:00.001+08:00

Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second!

Wanna read faster?!

2011-05-05T01:19:00.001+08:00

People generally read 25% slower from the computer screen compared to paper!

Love pizza?!

2011-05-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

Americans eat nearly 100 acres of pizza everyday- thts approx 350 slices per second!

You think youre good?

2011-05-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

It was discovered on a space mission that a frog can throw up!

You wanna be a doctor?!

2011-05-05T01:15:00.002+08:00

Every square inch of the human bodyhas about 19,000,000 skin cells!!

Beat this!

2011-05-05T01:15:00.001+08:00

Sharks have survived on earth for about 400 million years!

You think youre smart?

2011-05-05T01:14:00.001+08:00

Your eyes blink over 10,000,000 times a year!

Yet again!

2011-05-05T01:11:00.002+08:00

Early Romans used to use porcupine quills as toothpicks!

Another one!

2011-05-05T01:11:00.001+08:00

No matter how cold it gets, gasoline will never freeze

I bet you didnt know

2011-05-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

that one neptune year lasts 165 earth years!

did you know?

2011-05-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

that a female lady bug will lay more than 1000 eggs in her lifetime?

What am I when the best part of me was always you?

2011-05-05T01:06:00.001+08:00

did you guys know that the richest person on earth isnt Bill Gates anymore but is actually a mexican called Carlos Slim Helu?

make a choice and never look back (:

2011-05-05T00:53:00.003+08:00

Waking up to find another day, the moon got lost again last night.
But now the sun has finally had it's say. I guess I feel alright.

But it hurts when I think and when I let it sink in, it's all over me. I can't help but just lie here in the dark. I wish I could watch you sleep but it hurts too much. And all I know is you've got to give me everything, nothing less cause you know that I'll give you all of me.

I'm giving you everything that I am, I'm handing over everything that I've got. Cause I wanna have is true love. I don't ever wanna have to go or to give you up but I keep staying up till four in the morning & the tears keep pouring. I just want to make it worth the fight, what have we been doing for all this time?

Baby if we're gonna do it, come on lets do it right, all I wanted was to know I'm safe, I don't want to lose the love I've found. Remember when you said that you would change? Please don't let me down. It's not fair how you are, I can't be complete, can you give me more?

You know what I need, just save all your love up for me. We can't escape the love.

2011-03-29T23:10:00.001+08:00

damn.

2011-03-28T15:53:00.002+08:00

nah, here's your update

mr. xxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxxx

my work is done. :DDDD lalalalalala~ ^^V

ps: ppls, pls pray that i get a job from either sushi tei or starbucks.

or i'll be unemployed and no $$$$ ... D;

10 things i did in 2010

2010-12-16T14:35:00.014+08:00

10 things i did in 2010

1. had my spm

all the 10 subjects was definitely horible to study. but thank god its over. honestly, i wasn't happy happy as i tot i would. i'm just glad its over. (:

2. graduated from both CHS and PMO

5 years passed in a blink of eye. but it was definitely not short. in 5 years i have 5 books of diary haha. immagine how many things happened.

graduating from CHS wasn't that much of a thing. one thing that i've regretted is, not mixing well with my S4-ians. i used to hate it so much. and it wasnt until when everything was almost gonna end when i found love in this class. i love you guys, and sorry i slept in class everyday. ;D

joo, lam, charmaine, wan ning, yi wen, khin khuin, siva, boon chang, woon khai, lie keat :D

PMO, haha. watching seniors installation every year. always couldnt wait to be in their place. getting presents. and the-all-so-sadness talk. but when it was my year, i din cry? o___o

nonetheless, everything happened here. happyiness and sorrows.

i couldn't thank my form enough. fav memories had to be our f4 camp. (: bersatu padu.

3. PMO CONCERT

;DDD overall it was fun. although stress and tiring something. but definitely memorable.

staying up late doing posters, tickets design. made me despise photoshop. but the end product was satisfying. at least for me. (:

how cool is it to see your design on a BIG banner hanging in school!

on thousands of tickets!! hundreds of magazine. its just too cool. ;D

and got hong ken phobia, hahaha. see his name oso sien. xp

pmo concert night was great. but i enjoyed the sien he zhou practices too.

looking back, everyone was together. everyone oso you know. its once in a lifetime opportunity to know such a great family. ^^

4. made some real good frens

loyalty. its the most important thing in life.

quality is more important then quantity.

lu yao zhi ma li, ri jiu jian ren xin. ;D

theres the outing kakis, jay, des, han.

lam cannot forgot oso. sit together in class 2 years. ==

OH YA BF JOO. how we became 'couples'.. was a rather stupid story.

and thats joo and i skype-ing at 3am. x)

wenn, 5 years and going strong.

and many others, and lets not list them down.

love them forever, seperation after high school aint gonna change a thing. ;D

5. SPORTS DAY

its the first time i actually parrtiiiccippaateed into sports day preparation.

not to mention i scored my FIRST MERENTAS DESA MARK after 4 years. xD

no. 115. laughable by others, but it didn't come by easy. xp

and stayed back on sports day eve.

going there as a total nobody. but ungu-ians were really nice.

found that i'm actually capable of doing last minute works. xD

and thanks to jia ling, serina, nan long, yung ping (:

6. TROLAK-ed

our f5's annual pmo camp. wasss horribblleeee!!!!!

haha, no. it was just damn scary.

threw me in forest at night, ask me walk ON A FREAKIN STRING!! deng. =="

but then, not bad la. haha. at least now i've tried them. xp

thanks to rong sheng for being my guardian. serving me a full plate of food, teman-ed me in the forest.

sorry to my mortal jia yi for being such a sucky guardian. haha.

7. straighten-ed my hair and wore contact lenses

was the 2 decision i never regretted making. although by now. my hair started growing and curled. but oh well. ;D

contact lens was less troublesome. at least i need not wipe my glasses when its dirty. or pushing my glasses up when it slides down my oily nose. x)

8. NEW YEAR COUNT DOWN AT DES'S

okk laaa, this should have been first. the order is allll wrongggg D;

klcc fireworks was spectacular. and its the first time i count down-ed with frens. (:

too bad i cant do this in 2011. D; haha

9. celebrated my 17th birthday with the ultimate 4

wenn, hui, yc, gerald.

wheeeeeee~ >

ok la, with wye ming also. kar chun? kai chun? dono. xp

at 1U mcd. with cake and song. ;D

although it was exactly 1 month AFTER my birthday. xp

10. treasure-d my family

thank god we're still together. good health and happy always.

family is priority.

those were the 10 significant things i did in 2010. (:

cant wait for 2011. :DD

2010-09-12T18:04:00.004+08:00

i still can't believe concert's over...

its like a dream.. everything is...

gosh. i miss my fellow pmo-ians and the hectic days. T^T

2010-08-24T20:15:00.001+08:00

2010-08-24T19:20:00.004+08:00

Kai Hui's principle

you noe wat?

i've found the root of all sorrows.

=D

well its not money...
=="

no not exams..
Z.Z

its a 2 letters word...

so? no

he? no

me?? no no

no? NO LAH. z.z

*get on with it*

its....

IF!!!!

lol.
seriously la. ==

you see,

whenever you start getting sad and worried over stuff..

whenever 'he' keeps popping in your mind..

whenever regrets eat your mind...

its always something to do with IF.

IF it hadn't been this way..

IF i didn't do so...

IF i didn't acted that way...

IF only i tried harder..

IF only i was her...

IF only he realise...

IF i'm the only one...

SERIOUSLY LOH. ><

aisheh, i've no idea why am i making this so informal. ==

i just feel pathetic right now.

AIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

tired feeling pathetic.. haha.

now... i'm....
not to say happy... (happy for wat)
not to say sad... (sad for wat ==)

but i'm acceptably moody state. =D

ok, maybe i don't seem moody. haha.

oh well, at least now...

there's no more IF in my dictionary.

its.. all crushed......

its a good thing in long term.. =/

thus thus hence hence..

now that my IF is crushed.. i've got no one to fantasize. ==

now my fantasies has a faceless male character. haha.

sad.

when can i see the face?

2010-08-13T22:40:00.002+08:00

see you happy..

i also happy liao la. xD

i don wan to be among the bunch that cares for you.
cannot let you have all the fun. xP

oh well, you happy i happy...

weeeee~~~

ok lah, maybe not entirely happy... =/

but getting there. =)

2010-07-11T00:00:00.004+08:00

OMG MAN. i found this is my draft. like 102983712937 years ago thing. damn wu liao la me. xD

Grass and I

i won't turn back to eat the grass.

since its already behind me,

and i walked passed it,

why turn back.

and i won't waste my time thinking of how tasty the grass behind is.

since i can't eat it already,

think no use,

why go miss it.

i'm sure there'll be better grass infront.

i'm gonna see some better grass infront,

i'm sure i will,

why not?

even if i turn back to eat the grass.

i still need to leave the grass one day,

if i was to leave it,

then i shall leave it,

the reason to make me move forward,

and the reason to make me ditch that grass behind,

will happen again and will still be there no matter what.

why not just make up my mind and leave it.

i'm gonna meet some better grass.

when its that day,

i'll tie the lovely grass on my back..

and carry it, moving forward...

together. x)

THE END

2010-07-09T22:34:00.001+08:00

i don understand why i still care for you anyways... zz

msn wait you on,

wait you off.

zz

you mister is the reason why my online time increased! x(

zz

2010-07-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

2010-07-06T18:02:00.002+08:00

zzzz

i don't like ppl calling me by my surname.

its not that i don like my surname..
as the matter in fact i'm proud that my surname is 胡 Wu. seriously.

i just dislike ppl calling me by it, don't ask me why.

and this is for you hui qing. zzz

and secondly, my name is wu, not wooo.

i don't find it funny nor cute. == zz

zzz so stop quit calling me wu.

ps: dono how tell you directly, you keep thinking it was funny. zz.

2010-07-04T13:20:00.004+08:00

i'm tired of being angry.

i'm tired of being jealous.

i'm tired of being depressed.

i'm tired of being disappointed.

i'm tired of being forgotten.

i'm tired of being used.

i'm tired of being fake.

...

i'm tired of being tired.

and i'm tired of you.

2010-07-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

I've had had enough.

i'm sick and tired of all these.

2010-06-27T20:34:00.002+08:00

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

IF YOU ARE SOMEONE WHO RECENTLY SEE ME SAD.

ITS NOT ABOUT THE PREVIOUS FREN PROBLEM LAAAAAA.

man, talking about clarifying. so hard clarify.

the previous post WAS to clarify nothing between me and him jor lahh dude.

the recent sadness has TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with him.

get it Qing? =/

ps: the posts b4 the previous post, posted when i private my blog.. the annonymous... ALSO NOT HIM. ==

pps: but i can still use some yao yao bing and sugar. xD

2010-06-26T00:30:00.002+08:00

Must...

Clarify...

To those who knows..

though very little do, but, for those very little ppl, you seem not convinced. ==

about the particular fren i have problems with.

ITS TOTALLY FINE NOW!! ><

sometimes i find myself weird. lol. i memang am. xD

i wasn't joking nor acting during the few months when i was sad.

because i don't. ==

and i'm not someone who would go all sad and depress for normal stuff.

and if it wans't that important to me, i wouldn't have told you anyhow...

but it seems that, now (let him be A) A is totallllyy like uhm.. normal to me?

i mean its hard to believe in just a month or so that there's totally nothing going on.

no hard feelings.

i'm perfectly fine that we're not that close anymore.

since the issue that make us have our cold war is permanent.

and i wouldn't want it to happen again.

SO, i rather go back to normal normal frens.

and i'm also ok with the fact that we're not talking or msn chatting.

no biggie dealie. xD

okok, its not that i'm someone who doens't take frenships seriously.

i'm not 花心(frens kind of flower heart).

its just that wat done is done.

and i'm taking it in perfectly.

that's fate perhaps.

if it wasn't for this cold war.

i maybe won't be so close to the close frens i have now. x)

hmmm...

actually after both of us had confessed...

that particular day...

on our real intentions and reasons..

the dead knot seem to untangle finally.

all along, the only reason i've been so depress about it,

is because of the word IF.

if i hadn't be so harsh.

if he had only ask.

if i took the first step.

if only he cared.

if only one of us make the first step.

the word if forbids me from getting out of the depressment.

what an evil word. xD

thus thus hence hence, lol, after all the problem solving..

this case finally close jor.

i took off the mobile phone thing he gave me.

the ONCE precious little thing. lol.

i wouldn't let something that carry no meaning hanging around my place.

from the day that string broke, it was meant to be took off. =)

=) I'M BLESSED.

i have frens that cared for me now.

YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU. lol. (fill in the blanks yourself la. haha. don need me tell one.^^)

a lost of a fren brought me so many others. its a blessing in disguise afterall. ^^

everything is related.

it affects one another.

no this no that, no that no this.

there's nothing you can do about it.

other than accepting it.

well,

that's fate.

that's life.

and you'll need to learn to love it.

rather than living in the past.

and trying to change wat you can't.

*this is an unemo post (:*

musiciousity~~

2010-06-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

KOEWOKIKASETE!!!

lol. hmm?

i've decided to reopen my blog.

zzzz.

actually i never closed it down anyways. xD
i only made it private. lols.

and only invited qing and des to read. ==
(not because i only want them to read but practically because they are the only 2 who requested an invitation and the ONLY 2 to realise i've privated my blog) ==

...

now why change my mind upon making it public again?

awww come on, what's a blog for if you want no one to read!! LOL.

that would be a diary instead of a blog. xD

and i wouldn't post anything too secretive since my darkest secrets i don even tell my closest frens. ==

lolness. and as you can see, after i've privated my blog, the entries that i written still make the person i'm talking about annonymous. haha.

so yea. ^^

....

ps: if you see this post. lolness, tell me. xD i want to know who still reads my blog. haha. =)

2010-06-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

i only wanna tell YOU about my bad mood.

because i think you would be the only one who cared and understand.
and then reply me with the words that will ease the pain. =/

no see you online i also lazy tell anyone else. sigh.

...

crappy post.

><

argh, the heart-pain-chest-pain-can't-breathe-pain appeared again. ><

2010-06-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

since when did i start crying after songs....

...

2010-05-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

i would be really happy if i would cross your mind before you sleep.

at least it means i'm part of your life.

2010-05-18T17:31:00.002+08:00

Mom Me

you noe the old man, who always lingers around our neighbourhood?
the bald headed wan ar

the wan always sit at the lorong there?

yea, he was lying and the padang's bench these days, you noticed?

not really, why?

*hahahaha*

why? wat happened? =D

he died.

firstly, my mom didn't laugh because the man died but because..
somehow when my neighbours told my mom about the incident, in a very weird way...
which makes my mom find the WAY OF TELLING funny? i dono.
nevermind that.

man, when i heard that he passed away, i was so shocked wei.
my mouth was opened in astonishment.
my heart literally dropped into my stomach.

i don find any bit of it as a laughing matter.

he's an homeless old man who always sit at the lorong beside beside my house,
who never seems to bother me when i walk pass him to go tuition.
(other than making me feel a bit scared)

mom say he would begged for money,
but only accept anything more than RM1.
you give 10 bucks he don wan one.

only RM1.

sigh.

i dont seem to be able to deal with death.
i'm lucky and blessed to not deal with death matter until now. *thank god*

but i noe i'll have to face them one day.

perhaps the old man will be better in another world,
being homeless and poor must have been hard for him.
and i believe he had a sad past.

no matter.
may he rest in peace.

2010-05-16T21:50:00.003+08:00

Whenever i'm thinking of you,
i know you'll never know.

i wonder if you would think of me sometimes,
and i won't know about it too. ;)

haha.

2010-05-16T21:48:00.001+08:00

Those facebook status are not meant for him....

ITS FOR YOU DUMBO! ==

yiish.

2010-04-02T22:46:00.003+08:00

most of the time when i say it doesn't matter,

it really does matter a lot.

.....

but what's the freakin use of letting you know that?

2010-03-20T19:50:00.002+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i dono how start leh.
see that des keep bloody here bloody there. polluted my mind.
okok.

gonna blog about trolak loh... must contribute to pmo mah. hahahaha.

if wanna read schedule and those stuff de, go read that tian ming's wan lah.
haiyo, write until report like that..
*but he everytime also write like that de lah.* =P

okok.

KAI HUI's version

1st day

reach school dance.

12.30 go out bus no come.
WAS DAMN WORRIED MAN!!!
that bus driver sommore so pissed. kesian hong ken.
say will delay an hour. :O
teachers sommore stand there keep blaming us oni, talk talk no do things. ==

bus came

icebreaker. go say ' XXX if you love me, please XXX '
oOOooOo... DAMN SWEET MAN. xD
1. desmond find jia hui
2. tian ming find shiin yi
3. chuen hong find weng hei * but attempt failed, he come find me in the end. ==

grouping i grouped in LA
zi xin, tian yoon, mei en, chun hoe, melanie, jia yi

GA darn funny, i randomly picked a paper, and then i open....
then i read... then i see.... and i see 胡凯慧 ==
i was laughing like mad. xD
then when i pick a paper again, i got 嘉毅
== i same group with him sommore.

my guardian damn good, for 3 days, he..
1. gave me a bottle of 100+
2. a packet of sweets
3. help me take a FULL plate of food EVERY MEAL
4. give me desserts
5. feed till me fat
6. help me take luggage
7. night walk teman me all the way, except when entering the forest.
8. every night send me a sms ' 晚安美女' xD

my guardian is 荣森. ^^
谢谢帅哥

NIGHT WALK

damn scary lah this thing.
there's TWO2 things i fear in life. AND THE MOST FEARFUL ONE IS

DARK!!!!

eh, dai lou, i don even dare to sleep in a dark alone man.
when the my house black out, i scared until i cant scream man.
iish.

was damn scared lah, almost fang qi.
along the way, was holding 启耀's hand and 荣森's hand.
holding 启耀's hand is like holding a lil bro's hand.
(but i was raelly more frightened than he is==")
holding 荣森's hand like holding a normal fren's hand
( i neither feel protected nor safe)

SO! IN CONCLUSION.
if you wanna noe whether a guy is right for you.
go hold his hand and go to a scary place. xDDDDDDD

thats why i say night walk very suitable for couples. hahahah

2nd day

wake up. dance.

damn stupid lah. i myself oso blur blur de.
@.@

station games i photographer. run here run there.
iish, tiring.

HIGH ROPE!!

another stupid things.
i mentioned earlier that i fear 2 things in life.

NOW HEIGHTS IS THE 2ND THING!!!!!

stupid trip, put 2 of my uttermost fearful thing inside the trip. ><
i reluctant to go up loh.
almost gave up and fake fake say i finish dy.

and the mosquitoes there macam no suck blood b4. now my leg still itches.

desmond and jia hui temaned me to be scared. xD

jia hui went up, cried a bit?
des leg trembled, but did no harm, except when coming down, the frogman almost flew up. haha
zi ling cried.
jia ying cried.

hui qing pushed me up.

the first part of the rope i not scared lah. but 2nd part. ><

i like don dare look down loh. i look straight only.
stupid chuen hong keep shouting down there. i was like SHUT UP!! ^^
but managed to walk pass it lah, though very slow and trembling.=(

then i almost couldn't jump off the rope. haha

hui qing say tian ming scared of heights, say must look at him from down there.
mana tau, he walk darn super fast, tipu saje.

hong ken lagi funny, LAST ONE TO GO UP.
haha, des was like pulling down the frog man when he came down, and the frogman couln't stand dtill on the ground. hahaha.

TALENT NIGHT

zi xin damn stupid lah. ahhaa.
best actress!! xD

stupid GASTBY PRINCE.
though we got 3rd for the group placing.
but i'm glad everyone enjoyed it( i think )
especially for zi xin stuck horse on stage. xD

3rd day

OBSTACLE COURSE.

quite fun lah. especially the crossing water wan. damn fun. xD

the shake shake board thing almost kena me during single crossing.
i have no idea why it shaked so much. lan and joo lin was laughing like mad on the other side.
sommore i last one.

stupid joo lin, laugh laugh laugh, after i helped you cross the water part. =P

then pack

then go home.

......................................THE END................................................

ok lah, i noe mine damn short.

lalala.

at least i put effort to write one. xP

after that day, banyak ppl sick.

including me. ==

fever next day. =(

till then

TATA

2010-01-17T21:01:00.001+08:00

please DO NOT check back my blog.

good if you don't. bye

2009-12-10T14:35:00.003+08:00

OMG

who could those 2 be????

omg. i think one of them is.. chan hon???

then another one...

omg..

it cant be true... 8O

ITS HONG KEN!!!

lol

WHAT ARE THEY DOING??????

lol. hong ken is so gonna kill me when he see this.

psst. don tell him i put this up k? spoiling his reputation. xD

rmb don tell him. >.<

xX wu liao Xx
gays..

ps: nah, they're just playing chan hon's iphone. the tap tap game. lo. DAMN SYIOK WAN. xD

2009-12-10T03:02:00.003+08:00

you guys kinda sien hor? i oso dono wat i can do. lol. can lah~ 2 photoes first bah. x)

ps: at least i'm better than a girl who didn't update since hols started and 2 guys who made their blog private.... right?? xD

2009-12-04T20:50:00.001+08:00

YOU KNOW WAT???

i can't believe there's ppl reading my lame long meaningless crap...

lol.

haha. TAN ZI LING.

since you would read my blog. you would probably see this. xD

ar la. i dono wat to say, sommore you would leave comments man.. woah. xD

xXzi lingXx
sorry sorry sorry~ xD

2009-11-27T03:47:00.001+08:00

btw, this is a long and meaningless post. i doubt anyone of you is going to read from the first to the last word. so go look for the links in my blog and go to their blog or wtv. or you can just press 'x' sign on the top right corner. if you are not gonna read this, don read a single word of it and go away.

..................................................................................................................
hehe. uhm i can explain. >.<"

well, this is the perfect time for blogging isnt it? ^^

3.17AM and i'm still here.

listening Pavane.

i wonder why...

i tried to explain my weirdness of staying up at this kind of time.

not busy with stuff.

but plainly just watching movie, sight reading scores, and listening music.

i find myself rediculously enjoying this moment.

perfectly calm and relax.

*********

i guess, i just love the quietness and lonliness of the night (early morning )

just before this post. i was so hot tempered.

i thought it was me.

but i guess not.

i couldn't bare the morning and afternoons.

everything is going on.

that's wat i despise.

****

being totally alone downstairs now.

i couldnt' just love it more.

mom, sis, granma all sleeping(obviously)

no sound.

the 'shhh'-ing of the fan.

and my window media player making sounds.(and youtube)

beautiful ones.

not like the morning and afternoons,

tv noise of granma,

electric shops behind my house making unbearable noise as if they are the only ones on earth.

cars in the neighbourhood which had its alarm set off and which seems like hours till its freakin owner manage to get his/her keys.

neighbour yelling to each other.

unbearable hot weather.

stupid ppl which i am suppose to communicate with.(and i dono how)

seeing ppl acting to stay good.

cars zooming around and not have a look at their engines.

yada yada.. etc....

(don wanna spoil my mood)

what my point is,

now..

i can on my music as loud as i want too...

listen to it carefully without no external noises acting on it.

no one demanding me here and there.

no one to act as if he had the power.

no one nagging.

you noe wat?

i used to be afraid of being alone downstairs at night.

haha. imagine that.

****

well, wat you didn't noe was that i was sick last night.

with unbearable headache....

minor fever....

my eyes were burning,

my head acted as if it had been poked on or something.

but i didn't went to sleep.

i stayed downstair.

watch tv till i couldn't stand the pain.

i dono why either,

just don feel like sleeping.

so yea, haha, i wouldn't go to sleep because i like the night so much. xDDDD

****

im such a loner

but that's me.

loner takes up 60% of me.

the other 30% is the laughing, high gei, as if i have no 'heart stuff'(chinese) in school

the other 10% is... i don care.

i'm not that always happy.

sometimes i do feel i'm fake. somehow.

but im getting real.

yea.

i was faker last time. xDD

i mean, literally.

fake as in i don represent myself.

**

i was asking myself.

when is the TRUE-EST me?

i'm true now.

since nothing is stopping me from being it.

but when is the 30% happiness of me true?

i think think think,

i thought thought thought.

and i've got none. xDDD

sometimes i laugh to lighten the atmosphere.

do make it seem... i'm laughing?

i dono.

for others to see i guess?

happy?

100% wans??

nah.

the closest i get is 95%.

of course there are times i'm superbly happy.

but there are always cons present aren't there?

you're happy

but you have other stuff worrying you in heart.

stuff that you cared of.

****

ar la. these are a bunch of craps

these are meant to go into my diary.

but mine's upstairs. =(

anyone go get it for me?

xX wtv. haha Xx
signing off at 3.47AM

2009-11-26T14:06:00.004+08:00

i'm really in bad mood these days..

anything can trigger my boling point..

and hatred is acumulating inside me..

i long for justice..

i lost the trust..

but i freakin don care.

its you people who don see your own fault in any case.

what you see is only others fault.

but who is the cause.

and what's the freakin use of your eyes if you wouldn't just SEE.

just cut it off and i wont' blame you for not seeing.

you blind person.

the 2nd face of her made you think she is matured and wat the heck.

as if she will never start a fight and talk like she is a devil.

you never trusted me.

but trusted her devilish acting skill.

wats more is she doens't even think she did anything wrong.

how dare she go tell you when she is the one who is the cause.

i can see horns on her head.

longer and more crooked that i have ever seen on others.

she acted in your presence.

but i am the one who saw her devil.

but i'm dissapointed in you.

how can you not believe me.

i tried to explain.

but you dont take it in.

i owuldn't mention her devilish side to you.

dont waste my time.

but you made me say sorry.

i had to spill.

then you know you couldnt' blame me then.

and scolded her for a blink time.

your freakin stupid brain should have knew she would repeat this over and over again.

but wat was for me to say.

i hid it in.

i shut up when i was blamed forher faults.

but wat the heck.

since she was wrong.

i don pick fight on her.

and tat is the best that i could do.

but you asked for more.

you asked me to treat her well.

i don understand.

oyu are a failure.

a total failure.

she's a bitch.

but you adore that bitch.

could you just leave me in peace.

and just go away.

xX....Xx
cooling down. stop naggin me.

2009-11-18T23:40:00.005+08:00

once,

sour was always there for me..

i was on top of its list of importance..

but i guess i just took it for granted,

and with my uttermost stupundeous brain thought that it would last forever.

now that sour's gone.

i realise how lonely i feel without sour..

there's no one to count on 24/7.

never have i missed sour so much.

though, it'll still be there sometimes,

but i ain't that special someone anymore.

to think that sour needs me more i never predicted this day,

and i found out i need it more then ever.

haihs,

i guess its my fault?

yea, thank you anyways.

xX haha Xx
xDDD

ps: don worry ppl, this ain't an emo post.
pps: and this sour person is just a fren that i miss talking to.
ppps: please stop guessing who sour is.

2009-11-17T20:49:00.003+08:00

Straighten Up...

untangled all those tangles..

i guess i finally know the answer...

hahahaha....

damn faarrr-nnneeeeyyyy lah.. lol.

going genting on thurs. won't see me 2 days.

lol. i know i know. no one would miss me. lol

lam lam ask me go away! haha

lalalallalalaaal...

i'm kinda weird today.
don mind me.

toodles. ^^

xX miss Xx
missy you. =D

2009-11-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

...

i watching drama..

...

with a blanket on me.

hahaha. and all i on is fan.

so cold lah today.

but i like! ^^

rain more rain more. xD

2009-11-14T21:07:00.003+08:00

2012 : end of the world

watched this movie edy.

the first impression was great.

all the special effects and stuff were spectacular.

but i totally agree with the critics.

it DID NOT really arouse the 2012 awareness.

its didn't really made you think about the thruthness of this prediction.

even the ending was happy, leaving the audience thinking the thing might not be real anyways.

the movie was like a game.

the pilot drove the aeroplane like in game.

making this to be as if so fun.

...................................................................................................................................................................

so here comes the question.

what IF 2012 is the end of the world?

0.O

all these years, we had always thought the end of the world is child saying. impossible.

'who cares bout end of the world, well not me. i'll be dead by then. let the ppl that time worry.'

but 2012, is 3 freakin years away ok. 3 years till you die, aint short ok.

TAKE THIS FREAKIN SERIOUSLY.

ok, maybe you are not convinced, since scientist has got this prediction wrong several times.

but ...

death

is something that wont just happen during end of the world.

its gonna happen anyday anytime.

SO WHAT IF THIS 2012 THING DID NOT HAPPEN???

think bout this..

one could walk out of the road and got crashed by a car.

one could get murdered for no reasons.

one could die for unknown sickness.

this shows how fragile life can be.

2009-11-08T17:07:00.004+08:00

err... actually no need read de. i just wrote out my tangling messy thought out. seriously. no need read

can you believe it?

one year... (almost)

few more weeks and i'm not a form 4 anymore.

what awaits me are unpredictable.

well, life is unpredictable.

i totally understand that now.

been through a year.

this is definitely not an easy.

i start off real sad, stress, frustrated, helpless, pathetic, useless, unconfident, being blamed on, being wrongly justified.

that few starting months were really hard on me.

life back then was unbearable. now that i thought of it,

its already so long ago.

questions that i strained to find answers.

disasters i tried to refrain from.

worries i fear.

results that i hid away..

from worrying, and living in anxiety...

now is far over.

stuff that i once cared about.

are merely a pea now.

if you had to say, i really did learned a lot this year.

learning from the bads,

and changed for the better.

learning from the goods,

and tried to be that.

i learned that,

in life, you may have done a lot.

sacrificed a lot for a certain stuff.

but with one harmless thing you've done wrong.

you'll be the one for the blame.

i always scolded those characters in dramas,

for being wrongly blamed but yet not tell the thruth.

expecially in korean drama.

but now i understand,

i really do.

sometimes you just cant do much.

i learned that,

if you always cared about wat ppl think of you.

you'll leave in sorrows.

the way ppl treat you.

ppl think of you.

is it THAT important.

expecially with those useless suckers.

do you need to care.

well obviously no.

as long as you noe you did nothing wrong.

wtf. who cares. well, not me.

i've always say.

ppl who didn't like me.

i dont like them too.

they aint worth for me to hate.

but there are stuff that i learned too.

in a good way.

i think the BEST MEMORY i had this year.

is in PMO CAMP.

i learned how good ppl around me can be.

i learned to trust.

i learned to share joys.

i learned to work in a group, in a form.

i learned how to sacrifice for my frens. ( that hot games under the torturing suns )

i learned to be grateful for the others.

i learned to help.

i learned to be help.

those day,

during the camp.

how tired all of us can be.

we never gave up.

PMO...

a place where i learned the MOST FROM.

if you didn't know.

all the stuff i wrote up there is all learned from PMO. lol

i will never forgot the days living in school.

its the family feeling that i cannot forget.

4 years ain't short.

it makes me feel old thinking back.

its like almost all our batch.

you understnad them like you never had.

especially lam ar, zi xin ar, jia hui ar..... and................................... 2810841608743614 how list all. lol

you know wat you can do.

you noe wat makes them angry.

you noe wat you need not care.

frens that i'm close to or not.

had changed me in certain ways.

all of the ppl i thanked earlier.

really appreciated it.

friday saturday repeating.

competition that time sommore everyday.

i love you guys.

i'm happy because of you guys.

but i'm also sad sometime because of those guys.

my secondary life is full with you guys.

to be continued....

2009-11-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

YOU NOE WAT????

actually ar...

i dono wat to post about.

=.="

i hate you.

bye

xX go die lah Xx
don wan see you next life.

2009-10-22T21:40:00.008+08:00

finally everything is settle...

but now i got pn loo phobia. haha. nvm.

i suddenly had this feeling.... being grateful to all the people around me.

those who had helped, those who had cared, those who were there.

THANK YOU!! * i noe this is random.

Thank You....

mom for being the best mom in the world.

granma for being the bext granma in the world.

wenn for being the best fren in many ways and never fail to make me happy and hyper. to make me emo-less. ^^

lam lam for being the listener. for sitting with me in class accompany me.

zi xin a.k.a mama for taking care of me during terenganu competition and being so fa qiao. xD

hui qing for being the best practice partner and being so cute. =D

hong ken for helping me so much in pmo and didn't blame me when i got him into trouble. sorry in a way too.

jia hui for being so freakin blur and let me bully. xD

shun-ting for being my lao po. but divorce edy. haha

wei loon for being the best di zi buddy, best science tutor and best guy buddy.

yi xian for being always there( most of the time) to chat when i'm sien. and never complain. ^^

chan hon for his earthquake-people-jumping stunt whenever i'm sleeping. lol.

tan jie for being the best and only di zi teacher and sending me home from terengganu and having responsibilties for my safety. sorry in a way. lol. real nice person.

jia yee for being the sweetest girl and fren.

joo lin for letting me scold.

desmond for being so nice to kacau, nice and lame fren. a caring one too. and try to be be the happiest and emo-less and responsible person. * when you read this, don say zadou, but quite long liao lah. 3 sentence wei. hahah. *

tian ming for temaning me take bus and being one of the nicest person i know

yeap chin for being making me laugh of his perasanness.

gerald for always argueing with me and being a real nice person, although i always scold him. xD. but thats the fun part. haha

christine cheah for being the only primary and the best one i still have till now.

joelyn for being the best tuition buddy.

celine for being nice tuition fren.

wee heng for his kia su ness and perasan ness.

shu-mei for her open-ness and optimism.

mei zhuen for being a sapo. xD

hong jian for being a gentleman always.

yee qian for helping me with my treasure games during camp.

mui yee for helping me queue and take my food guring installation.

poh khee for being the ultimate helper during treasure games.

ray aun for being nice and teach me rubics.

suzanna for being act cute-ness. haha. and being real cute.

shuk ling for saying she miss me all the time.

zi ling for always saying SORRY. xD

chun chee for being my '死废材' senior. xD

chun wai for being the ultimate funny senior.

yi lyn for being the caring senior.

wei lian for being the 'jin1 gak4' senior.

wye xiangfor being the humble senior.

mr terry for being the best add maths tuition teacher.

pn chan for being the cutest chemistry teacher.

siew ling for calling me 'kai hui jie' xD

heng yan for making the car journey not that sien.

wei chean for being the only fren i know since kindergarten.

ji cheng for being my best guy cousin and childhood fren.

khin khuin for being the class joker.

siva for being the funny and weird joker.

ming lyn jie jie for being my cousin.

joanne for being the sa po -est. lol

mon yun for not bringing her brain all the time. xD and let me zhat her. haha

zuo hao for teaching me chemistry polymer. and help me score one mark in the exams. haha.

tian huey for taking care of me during terengganu competition.

dad for being a nice dad.

jon for being the only fren i have in singapore and always chuan me. haha

yen theen for being the best secretary and helped me in many pmo projects.

hong liang for being the presiden aka papa of pmo. and a caring senior.

seng yang for being the dao gei senior and chuan one too.

xin hui for being the nice senior to chat with me.

yik men for being a humble senior.

lian foong for lending me his shoulder to lean on during he zhou. xD

chun hoe for being insulted by me all the time and do lame stuff with me. xD

wern yean for being the cutest junior ever.

yee wei for her smile and cute. =)

yi yan for helping me keep my stand all the time. =)

rong sheng for letting me hit him and listen to my complains. lol

wye-ming for being the class joker during form 2

ching pei for letting bully, like seriously, and like totally don mind de wei. =.=!!!

chiew ting for simply just being nice.

sook wei for being the sa po and chat with me right b4 her band interview. haha

ley kuan for being smart. hahahaha

valerie for being the tuition buddy in mrs teh for so long alrd.

jun leng for being ONCE my FIRST tuition buddy. haha

alison for being cute and friendly and being the one whom i get to know in the weirdest way. YOU NOE WAT YOU DID. by calling me XXX. ==

jonathan for being nice? lol. i dono. i;m just listing all the band members. haha

boon chang for talking to me in class occasionally. err.. dono

dylan for asking miss sim to choose me as bio rep. NOT. ==

shu ling for letting me copy her homeworks and being nice.

shu li for talking to me in science lab.

yi-yu for being the dai ga jie and ONCE by best high gei tuition bud.

shen wen for being the nice-diff-group senior.

li ying for being the advisor and buying me 100+ during lsat year competition when i was suddenly sick during he zhou.

yee min for being strict and scary. xD

si jun for being super scary. lol lol.

henry for being the one to connect me after being seperated after primary. and rating my blog as the NEIRDIEST BLOG. not.

joshua for being the person to let me zhat celine. haha

mr teh for being my first tuition teacher. which is standard 2. which enables me to never use 'never' instead of 'didn't', pronouncing 'Wens-day' instead of 'wen-NES-day' lol and a lot of other common grammar mistakes.

shi yi for being my treasurer boss. x)

chuen hong for helping me so much.

chee han for being super friendly and funny senior. xD

arthur for being once a primary fren. and for still rmb-ing me till now. for calling when i was in atria browsing wii games. lol

wee kii for like being the sweetest and nicest fren during primary.

jin zhi for being the ONCE best frend.

扯铃老师 for teaching me 扯铃 lah of course. haha. and being so freakin nice to be the one to connect back to me after so many years. and teaching me the love for chinese traditional games which was my life before music came to me. thank you. i enjoy 扯铃 very much. and i'm proud to say i noe how to play it. and teaching me success doesn't come without SWEAT. lol. and a lot of fallings.

1st edit

2nd edit (oct 28)

surprise to see your name here?

surprise to NOT see your name here?

well its because...

my mind think no there. blank now. haha

just to say, whoever you are, you have been a person that came into my life...

important or not..

person i know or i dont...

person i've met or not...

you guys had changed me in some ways.

towards the perspective of life

and made me who i am today.

thank you. THANK YOU ALL.

what you guys had done to me cannot put into such short words.

even if i've hated you, disagrees with you, and you have done something bad to me.

THANK YOU STILL.

you have taught me NOT to be someone like you.

you have taught me ways to bear with ppl like you.

you have taught me that there always gonna be ppl like you in life.

thank you to everyone in the world. ^^

off now. bb.

xX haha Xx

this is hilarious.xD

2009-10-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

saddening...

wasn't seeing this coming i guess....

actually....

i did. xD

last time during terengganu alrd dicussed about this with hong ken.

he say he will not let it happen.

but it still did.

lol.

well, it has nothing to do with him anyways.

just went to see the so called windy's blog. lol lol.

semangatnya they all. haha

i asked tan jie to go see liao..

maybe he will see until until until...

cry? lol. just saying.

so touching mah hor? lol

walao eh.

sommore ruey ying say chuen hong created a group in facebook call ' we need tan jie'

lol. ZADAO!!!

wah. tan jie, YOU SHOULD BE SUPER TOUCHED WEII!!!

see... you shall see how concerning we are.

haha. xD

you happy or not?? xD

but guys, don worry so much first k??

sigh. shall wait for the outcome of our dicussion session with pn loo first.

will tell you guys as fast as possible lah..

don worry lah....

don worry so much.....

worry no use........

make you sad only.....

been having this thing is mind whole day after i noe about this...

keep thinking of wat to say..

THINKING STRATEGY.

lol.

no strategy sure let pn loo win.

haha.

cannot cannot.

dono wat to say..

emo-ing....

xX == Xx
....

2009-10-10T23:58:00.004+08:00

{{**::http://musiciousity.deviantart.com/ :::**}}

do visit when free. ^^ and comment.

although those are not real good.

hehe... just scraps. xD

2009-10-08T14:13:00.003+08:00

Life Brief Candle.....

typical candle shot.

fire shot.

the white light up there is wat that makes this shot special.

personal fav.

personal fav

for more pics and close up pics.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=321632&id=625535313&l=be1f81b6aa

xX light Xx

firoscious....

ps: told you my blog ain't dead. xP

2009-10-03T03:56:00.002+08:00

The Man in the Vineyard

oh man.

i'm hooked up weii!!!

not good...

not good.....

still got exam...

hooked up....

HOOKE'S LAW!!!

lol.

i think you guys are going to get tired with these random scientific terms.

haha.

oh well.

just telling you guys this korean drama is really nice. xD

lol.

a drama worth for me to watch till 4.15AM is definitely a good one.

tata

xX HOOKE'S LAW Xx

for hooks...

2009-09-26T23:12:00.003+08:00

1 more day till DOOMS DAY..... T.T

pressure....

FEEL THE PRESSURE!!!!!!! >.<

pressure....

water pressure, atmospheric pressure and gas pressure.....

according to Boyle's Law..

when the pressure increases, the volume decreases.....

relating Boyle's Law to kinetic theory..

its shows that when the gas is compressed, the no. of particles per unit increase. therefore, the frequency of collision between the gas particles and the wall of container increases resulting in the increase in the pressure of gas.

this means.....

when the exam pressure acting on me increases, the volume of my brain decreases.

thus,

when i have pressure, i cannot study.....

conclusion: i should not have pressure. xP

The Pressure Law....

pressure is directly poportional to its absolute temperature.

when the temperatue of a gas in a container rises, the average kinetic energy of the gas particles increases and move faster. hence the gas molecules collide with the wall of the container more frequesntly and more vigorously. this increase the rate of change in momentum and hence, the pressure increases.

So....

when the weather gets hotter ( temperature rise), i cannot study well, so i have PRESSURE!!!

thus...

i should on air-cond when the weather kills.

conclusion: malaysia should have for season. xD or i shouldn't be in malaysia. alternative methods.

Charles' Law..

volume is directly poportional to the absolute temperature.

when the temperatue increase, the kinetic energy increase.the gas particles moves faster and collide more frequently with the wall of the container. thus, the pressure that acts on the wall of the container increases. since the volume of the gas is allow to increase freely, the gas expands, with its pressure decrease until the internal gas pressure is equal to the pressure exerted externally.

So....

when the temperatuse increase, the knowledge particle in my brain collide more frequently. and pressure acts on the wall of my brain.

if this continues....

MY BRAIN WILL EXPLODE!!!!( volume increase)

conclusion: i still should on aircond. xD

............................................................................................................................................

lalala~

lol. this is practicing.

lol.

hey ppl,

i spend my afternoon writing all the physics formula in a paper.

its ALL THE FORMULA FROM CHAPTER 1 TO 4!!

so, i;m just asking....

just asking.

if anyone wants it. xD

i suppose its all the formula.

and you ppl can refer to it to study in order to not miss out ANY FORMULA.

so... this is the offer. xD

bye peeps.

xX physics madness Xx

specific heat capacity

2009-09-25T03:29:00.003+08:00

The OH-NO Look

haihs. its 3.45AM and i'm still here....

holding my bio book..

trying to swallow it...

chew it with my teeth for physical digestion.

then let it mix with my salivary amylase to break the starch down into maltose.

starch + water --salivary amylase--> maltose.

then it goes down my oesophagus through peristalsis.

then it goes to my stomach.

with secretion of hydrochloric acid, rennin, pepsin and mucus.

with the digestion of protein by pepsin and coagulating milk by rennin.

note: rennin convert soluble milk protein to insoluble casein.

it become a chyme and goes to my small intestine.

duodonum is the first phase, bile emulsifies fat.

pancreatic juice contain trypsin, lipase and pancrytic amylase.

ileum completes the digestion.

all the nutrients are absorbed into my blood stream through microbilli and into the lacteal.

note* and hopefully it enters my mind. >.<

and all these stuff enters the colon.

and the undigested stuff are the formation of faeces.

and undergo defeacation.

TADAAAA~

lol. good now i remember. xD

cool. never thought of this. xD this is cool.

WOKAY. i'm done with chapter 6.

stupid nutrition! i'd rather go malnutrition than studying this. xP

wtv. proceeding to chapter 7. respiration.

lol. i would rather die. lols.....

xX digestion Xx

2009-09-22T02:19:00.004+08:00

I'M STILL ALIVE!!! *officially

just posting something.

to let you all noe..

I'M ALIVE!!!

lol.

i survived through 3 days of ADD MATHS!!!

FREAKIN 3 DAYS!!

but then other than add maths...

i technically started NOTHING.

that reminds me.

i gotta go study physics.

at 2.30am.

lol.

bye peeps.

xX pressure Xx

>.<

2009-09-20T02:51:00.002+08:00

up at 2.51AM. =)

xX add maths-ing Xx
*yawn*

ps: went youtube and listened to 'sorry sorry sorry' by super juniors just now. and now i couldnt' get the song out off my head. argh. >.<

pps: the Zi Ling virus is getting me. AAAAAAA!!

2009-09-18T15:06:00.002+08:00

LOVES <3<3

i spend like my whole morning, 4 hours or so.

TO LISTEN TO CLASSICAL MUSICS on YOUTUBE!

lol. damn freakin nice man.

CELLO and PIANO~

who doesn't just love them man.

bach's cello suite no. 1

fantasie inpromptu

la campanella by this japanese was damn freakin nice.

GAGA~

lol. lets stop the craps.

xD

tata~

xX cello Xx
@.@

2009-09-11T23:15:00.003+08:00

EXAMS!!

lol i shall join in the exam-already-so-no-blogging movement like everyone else.

hahahaha. xD

i shall let this blog

DIE.....

CORRODE......

DECOMPOSE..........

lol lol. shall see you guys during raya hols i guess. ^^

DON'T MISS ME. lol.

xX exams Xx

yada yada~ xD

2009-09-06T09:46:00.003+08:00

I'm getting very impressed with myself!! xD

i woke up at 9 WITHOUT MY ALRAM CLOCK!!

again. xD

ON A SUNDAY!!!

which is very cool as you people might noe i can wake up at 11am if i want to.

i had a dreadful dream. another depressing moment.

haihs.

AND AR!! i found out loads of my frens already started hitting the books man!!

and i sincerely say that i have not start on the progress!!

NOT A SINGLE BIT.

this time i mean it.
how i wish i was kidding!!

i'm so dead.
so i shouldn't be on9.

xX sunday Xx
one more day of holiday.

2009-09-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

wow.. that's amazing!

Kai Hui is up at 8.30am on a SATURDAY!!!

wow

and most importantly....

WITHOUT HER ALARM CLOCK!!

xD

xXstudy leaveXx
enjoying it. lol

2009-09-04T23:51:00.001+08:00

this is suffering..... >.<

2009-09-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

It's amazing to have 50+ ppl on9 in MSN...

but yet no one that i would like to chat to...

its somehow frustrating. >.<

my mind is pretty much preoccupied by a thing.

i'm not certain of the thruth that lies within.

i hope i can find a way to get it off.

i off liao.

bb

xX craps Xx
is meant to be with crabs.

2009-09-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

hmm...

lets make a conclusion.

1. i did not regret for the disaster ending.

2. i found my true interest and love in music

3. i want to practice harder to satisfy my music aspiration

4. i love music for wat it is

5. that someone acts as an important role in my heart.

conclusion: competition made me realise a lot.

xX thank you Xx
^^

ps: will write an official elaboration on this post next time. its an important turning point of my life.

2009-09-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

'time' is four letters with complications..

when i say i don't mind,
you really think i mean it?

when i say i don need it,
you really think i don need it?

when i did not remind you,
you really think i don want you to noe?

....................................................................................................................................................................

well thanks to everyone who wished me!

seriously, i din expect ppl to actually remember and wish me.

although i noe most of them are somehow 'REMINDED' lol.

but, nvm. ^^

thanks to

1. 4s4 to sing birthday song for me

2. PMO f4 kaki to sing in PMO hall

3. tuition buddies

4. PMO juniors

first time got four party to sing foe me. happi happi~

.....................................................................................................................................................................

i really did change a lot ever since i came to 4s4, didn't i?

i guess there is someone who notice that.

oh well.

tata~

xX16Xx
so wat?